Jaskier And Vespula (I Did Not Strive For Complete Resemblance To The Characters In The Show) I Never

Jaskier and Vespula 💞(I did not strive for complete resemblance to the characters in the show) I never succeed in what I draw, but let it be here too😅

Sorry for the abundance of art, I have a short period of hyperfixation on drawing, it will end soon🙃

Are you trying to hurt my feelings?

I really, really love the song Two Minutes by TAD, but I always try hard to avoid it because of personal triggers.

And now, while I'm working, it's on my playlist at random.

And, damn.

I went back to eight years ago, when I was forced to leave the man I loved with all my heart (and he loved me), but we tortured each other almost to death.

And so, mentally, I'm standing in this stupid autumn park again, where we loved to walk so much, in the middle of the night, and he shouts at me with tears in his eyes literally the phrase "if I'm good, will you come back?".

I'm shaking, but I think the abscess has opened up and I even feel better.

It turned out to be very therapeutic.

The more we get closer to the 29th the more I am excited for the potential release of a new TAD album. I know I should not because there is no promise, no real hints. That's just a possibility. But in the same way I kinda really need this (a lot). I am afraid that there is nothing in the end and that I would need to cope with the perspective of an undetermined numbers of months without a new patch for my soul.