I'm Signing Out From Helping Suicidal People

I'm signing out from helping suicidal people

I can't do that anymore

Knowing that I am useless at this point

It's not helping

I wanna disappear

Do you also feel worthless when other people succeed when you don’t? Is there anything to stop this?

Yeah I do

I feel guilty

I could work harder, do something better but I didn't

They did it instead

When you think about it it's a good opportunity to find motivation....

Like when you see people succeed and you don't you can try to put a goal for yourself "next time I will be better"

It might work

Setting goals for yourself sometimes help us to get grip of ourselves and work harder, work more successful, be even better version of ourselves

This will sound weid but last night I was really close to ending it all and then turned to tumblr and somehow ended up on your blog and for some reason it comforted me and calmed me down a bit. Still in a shitty place but in my head I’m like hey there mutual let’s be miserable together and comfort each other lol

Sorry for the random rant, i just want to say i appreciate you

Thank you for those words, they mean a lot to me and don't be sorry for saying what you want to say...never

You're always welcome here

I don't know what happened last night or what's happening in your life but I want to say that you're strong....not ending it when you wanted ? So strong mind and will

I am proud of you

You got added to my mutuals list ! (It's not long...only one or two people now one more!)

I just relapsed....

Why?

Just because

Because I felt like it

Because I'm a fucking failure

Because I can

IM SO FUCKING EXAUSTED OF BEING MYSELF