That Anon Was Really Rude And Unnecessary , Please Dont Let It Upset You. Youre Doing Great

that anon was really rude and unnecessary , please don’t let it upset you. you’re doing great 🤍

I agree that they were unnecessary rude, but I understand why they were upset. it is very tiring scrolling through something you don't enjoy reading.

but I won't let it get to me, thank you.💛

name: simone lou

age: 21

pronouns: they/them and she/her

ult groups:

boy groups: stray kids, bangtan boys, ateez, seventeen, and pentagon.

girl groups: twice, red velvet mamamoo, (g)-idle, snsd, and itzy.

i was introduced to kpop when i was 12 but been fully into kpop since 2018

my favorite things to do(that’s not writing): drawing, dancing, and listening to music.I love poetry, not so good at writing it myself. lol. I write poetry more for myself.

I’m very friendly and open-minded, so just know you can always talking to me.I love being there for people. my messages and inbox are always open if anyone needs support or a boost. I’m very shy in person and hardly ever talk.

if you ever want to ask me a (common get to know/random facts/kpop related/etc) question about me, I would be happy to answer it. :)

!!all my work will be stray kids, unless stated otherwise!!

most of my work(if not requested) will be based off me and my experiences. for example: I am a bigger person, there for I will write the reader/oc in that way.

i hardly see chubby/curvy/etc reader/oc works and i want to give to my fellows who are like me.

lowercase is intended!

all my work will be 'x reader (y/n)'

my work will literally be from my daydreams and fake realities I make in my bedroom and head. it will be mainly fluff and smut, with some angst sprinkled in here and there or whatever I come up with.

I’m a bang chan stan and also a 3racha whore as I like to call myself. lee know is my bias wrecker and felix holds a special place in my heart. so my work will be mainly with them, but of course I will write about the others too.

I love to write. tho it might not be good. it’s one of my favorite things to do.

I would love feedback and criticism on how I could make my work better.

I’ve been writing stories/fanfic since I was 13/14-ish. starting on wattpad with TWD.

*gonna take awhile bc all my favs are on my other account, so I have to send them to myself*

✨️ - on AO3

chan

hold on tight by @teasty

wolfsbane by @healinghyunjin

fly with me @dreamescapeswriting

brithday girl by @neonheeseung

double take by @seospicy

decadence by @jisungscaramel

behind the screen by sailorhyunjinz

hoodies by @chvnnie

kill me slowly by @inkedtae ✨️

minho

and they were roommates by @huenjin

a marriage story by @scxrlettwxtches

l.mh by @kanaiii

on the tenth floor by @skzkkun

company by @btssmutgalore

till you make it by @cb97percent

changbin

and they were roommates by @wingkkun

company by @btssmutgalore

behind the screen by sailorhyunjinz

hyunjin

you're trembling so much by @meidreamsdelivery

jisung

behind the screen by @sailorhyunjinz

acquainted by @ch4nb4ng

internal affair by @/seospicybin

off the menu by @sm-entertain-me

ruined silk by @ch4nb4ng

hate sex by @hwangyeonjun

and your best friend too by @matryosika

felix

a little more than friends by @spilledtee

sunshine by @cherryeol04

seungmin

short skirts by @corruption-skz

making music by @spilledtee

knee socks by @seospicybin

jeongin

double take by @seospicy

mario kart distractions

yang jeongin x afab!reader

description: reader shows up at her best friend, lia's, apartment with all her belongings in bags after she stood up to her parents. only to find out she's not there and runs into lia's neighbor(and friend/crush) jeongin, who offers her to spend the night till the morning. the next day, they decide to play mario kart with a twist.

warnings: mentions of fight w/ parents, jeongin being a sweetheart, sexual tension, teasing, somewhat of dirty talk, unprotected sex(wrap it up plz), oral(m. receiving), and slight praise kink is thrown in.

wc: 5,800

a/n: my first time writing more than 2,000 words in a long time, so sorry if it feels blocky or lacks in some areas. but I hope you enjoy it none the less. helpful feedback is greatly appreciated. the next member I'm working on is hyunjin, so be on the look out for that soon!

tag list: @seungminsringfinger @luvliixie

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"come on lia, you're usually up." I said as i knocked on my best friend's apartment door with my bags next to me. I pulled out my phone and saw it was 2:01am. if she was here, she would have answered the door by now. maybe I should have gotten a hotel room for the night. I sighed as I picked up my belongings and began to walk back to the elevator. I pressed the button to go back down. adjusting my bags, I pulled out my phone the best I could.

looking up the closest hotel available...was 20 minutes away. damn, hopefully I have enough money for the drive there and for the hotel. the elevator dinged signaling that it got to the floor I was on. once the doors opened, I came face to face with my friend's neighbor.

"oh hi, y/n." he said with a tired smile and bags of snacks in his hands. oh, this is awkward. your best friend's cute neighbor-who you are somewhat friends with- seeing you with most of your belongings, while wearing double layers of clothes on a hot night. ah, could this night get any worse?

"hi, jeongin. how's it going?" I asked, stepping aside to let him let out. "okay, just grabbing some late night snacks because I couldn't sleep. what about you?" he answered as he stepped out. "it's going. nice small talk but i gotta go." I answered with an embarrassment written all over my cheeks, wanting to get out of the building as fast as i could. I stepped in the elevator and pressed the down button.

"not staying the night with lia?" jeongin asked quickly with his head turned to the side. I just shook my head no as the doors closed. thank god, it's over. don't have to see him for the rest of the night. ever since lia moved into this complex almost a year and half ago, jeongin has been her neighbor. I remember the night I met him, again it was awkward.

it was about a month after lia settled into her new place. she had invited me over for a girls night. "y/n, you're here!" she said, wrapping her arms around me. "hi lia." I said as I embraced her hug. "come in, come in." she said as she pulled my arm. after taking off my shoes by the door, I looked around her apartment. "wow lia, your place already feels like you." I said as I saw all of her photos she had taken over the years, plus all of her plants.

"thank you, it's not completely done. I have to paint some more and order a few more things. but she'll get there soon." she said with the biggest smile ever. lia, my only friend basically, out here doing her own thing. living in the world, doing what she loves. ever since we were little, she always talked about making her own business and one day opening her own store.

so far she has done really well, went to college for business, has her little shop online, and now she is looking for a small building to put her store in. I smiled just hearing her talk about what's been going on and what she plans to do. I felt proud to call her my best friend.

"okay enough about me, what about you? how have you been? what have you been up to?" she asked as we both sat on her couch. I looked at my glass of wine before taking another sip. "rocky, is probably the best word to use. I'm not loving the college, I want to change or just quit. I haven't really decided though. my parents have been pressuring me about my grades, like back in grade school. I know they mean well and want me to succeed in life. I've tried to voice what I've been feeling but that didn't really work. I'm just unhappy...I want to start over, but my parents won't let me do that."

lia sighed as she placed her now empty glass on the coffee table. "when are you going to start living for yourself? and I know I've been saying this for years now but, you can't make everyone in your life happy. the only one that truly matters is yours. you are going to have to make some sacrifices for your own happiness, even if it means hurting your parents." she said. "I don't know lia. I don't even know what I want to do for a living. once I figure that out, maybe I'll start then." I answered as I chugged the rest of my wine.

"okay, how about we start dinner? how does spaghetti sound?" lia asked since I was pretty much over the conversation.

singing along to old radio songs from the early 2000's with random little dances, dinner was a long way from being done. as lia was doing her final spin to the end of usher's song: Yeah, there was a knock on the door. "who could that be? hopefully we weren't too loud." I said, turning down the music as lia walked to the door. "it's only 6pm, I haven't gotten any knocks in the past about my music." I heard her say.

"jeongin, hi. we're we being too loud?" lia said once the door was open. "oh no no, I just- uh...I was going to ask if you had any eggs? my friend is borrowing my car right now, so I can't really go to the store." a male voice said. "yes I do, come in." she said.

the door closed and two pairs a feet made their away into the kitchen. "jeongin, i'd like you to meet my best friend, y/n. y/n, this is jeongin, my next door neighbor. he helped me move in." lia said as she opened the fridge door. "it's nice to meet you." jeongin said with a nice smile. "you too." I said as I stood there, not knowing what to do. "how many?" lia asked, pulling out the egg carton. "umm, like 2 or 3." he answered. lia pulled out 4 eggs, "any extra one just in case." lia said, handing them over to him. "thanks, you're the best. see you later." he said, before walking back to the front door.

"can you go lock the door as he leaves y/n." lia said, as she went to go put away the eggs. "yeah sure." I said, following right behind jeongin. I opened the door for him, "it was nice meeting you, y/n." he said with a small smile. i smiled back awkwardly, "yeah, it was nice to meet you as well." I said back to him. he walked back to his apartment as I closed the door. I turned back around to see lia, standing behind me. "jesus, don't do that again." I said, leaning against the door. "he's cute, right?" lia asked with blushing cheeks. my eyes widened, "oh, you like him don't you?" I asked with a big smile. "no! how about dinner? I think it's close to being ready." she said walking off to the kitchen.

that was the first of the many times I saw jeongin. soon, some of our girls' nights would involve jeongin coming over to watch a movie with us or just to hangout and play games. jeongin and I became friends, but it was still a little awkward if we were left alone for more than 5 minutes. I couldn't lie, the more I got to know jeongin, the more I developed a crush on him. I wouldn't dare voice my feelings about him to lia, knowing she liked him. jeongin and lia on the other hand, were already like best friends. since they are neighbors, that didn't surprise me. they would make a pretty awesome couple if the chance happened. always telling insides jokes to one another. sometimes I felt like I was third-wheeling but, that's what happens when you have a cute neighbor that actually likes to spend time with you.

on a random night, the mood shifted when I returned from the bathroom.

"everything okay?" I asked them. "everything's fine. let's just finish the movie, yeah?" jeongin said as he put his phone away. I sat down next to lia, who resumed the movie. I leaned over, next to her ear, "did something happen?" I tried to ask but got no response. I sighed and looked over to jeongin. he seemed to be lost in thought while staring at the screen. I turned my head back to the TV and decided to ignore it. when the movie was over and jeongin had gone home, I tried to ask lia what happened again.

"I just said something stupid and it made everything awkward after." she answered.

the dinging of the elevator, brought me out of my head. I took a deep breath and began to walk to the front door. once outside, I sat my stuff next to me as I pulled out my phone to get an Uber. just as I opened the app, I heard jeongin call out for me. I looked over my shoulder to see him jog my way. "do you need a place to stay for the night?" he asked. "yeah, but I was just going to stay in a hotel for the night since lia didn't answer." I replied. "just stay at mine, I don't mind. we are friends after all." he said. I looked at him with hopefully eyes. "are you sure you don't mind? it is late and i'd hate to-" I was cut off by him picking up my bags. "I'm sure, now come on." he said, motioning his head to follow him.

the total amount of times I've been in jeongin's apartment was less than 5, but it was the same layout as lia's. he lead me to his room and placed my bags in an empty corner. "you can sleep in here tonight." he said with a blushing smile, "sorry that it's a little messy." he added. "it's fine, but are you sure you don't want to sleep in your own bed?" I asked, he just shook his head. "i probably won't even end up sleeping tonight, so you can have it for tonight." he said. "alright then, i'm gonna change into something more comfy." I said.

"would you like a snack before you sleep?" he asked as he was about to leave the room. "I would love a snack!" I answered. "okay, I'll have some instant ramen ready for you." he said back.

I picked out a light-weighted hoodie and some shorts to sleep in. I threw my layers I had on, back into my already stuff bag and made my way to the kitchen. I saw jeongin stirring a cup of ramen in his hands. he looked at me and handed over the cup. "thank you." I said as I leaned against the counter. it was silent as we both sat there and ate our late night snack. "can I ask why it feels like you had everything you owned in those bags?" he asked as he finished his own cup of ramen. I knew that question was coming sooner or later. "I finally stood up to my parents about what I wanted to do with my life and how I wanted to live it. I told them I changed my major from journalism to teaching. that I'm going to start working at lia's new store that opened up, since she offered me a job there."

"they didn't like what I had done. told me to change it back so I can work for them and make 'better pay'. that making money brings more than happiness could ever do. also that I should stop spending so much time with lia because she's filling up my head with lies. and...yeah, basically I told them no, I'm living how I want. they kicked me out and want nothing to do with me now." I explained. jeongin sat there, processing the words. "that's sucks that they can't understand that it's your life, not theirs. but I'm proud of you for doing it, now you can finally do what you want." jeongin said after awhile. I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "I really needed to hear that, everything that has happened in the past 24 hours have been overwhelming." I said, wiping the dampness away.

jeongin came over and pulled me into a hug, which he rarely ever hugs anybody. "whenever you need to hear it, I'm here and lia is here. or if you need a place to stay, for one night or multiple, you are always welcomed here, alright?" he said, pulling away a little to see my face. I nodded and pressed my head back into his embrace. his heart was racing so fast but it was calming that the same time. we peeled away from each other, "I'm gonna head to bed now." I said after I yawned. "okay, goodnight y/n." he said as I walked back to his bedroom.

entering the bedroom once again, I took a good look around. the walls were painted a light dusty brown color, white curtains, black bed sheets and pillows, picture of loved ones with golden frames, and an empty computer desk with a shelf next to it with a bunch of knick-knacks and video games. I walked over to one of my bags and pulled out my childhood toy. once in my hands, I slipped into bed. the scent of jeongin was strong, but it was comforting. i closed my eyes and thought about my future to come.

I woke up to a familiar ringtone blasting my ears. I groaned and answered the call without opening my eyes. "yes lia?" I yawned out. "y/n, where are you? are you okay? I'm so sorry I wasn't at home or didn't answer my phone, I stayed up late at the store. I was finishing up some things." lia explained in a quick voice. "lia- honey, calm down. I'm okay, I ran into jeongin as I was about to leave. he offered to let me stay at his place for the night." I said as I slowly opened my eyes.

why does he have to own those damn white curtains- too much light. "oh thank god! well, I'm home now and you can come over at anytime." she said. I responded okay and told her I was going to end the call.

I sat up and stretched my arms above my head. I sighed as I dragged my hands down my face. I looked at the time on my clock, it said 10:22am, with a closer look at my phone and saw that I forgot to place it on the charger. "damn, did i even grab it?" I asked myself. I pushed myself out of bed with my phone in hand and stumbled to my bags. if I didn't grab my charger, imma be so pissed.

after a thorough search in all 4 bags, I did not have it. "well fucking hell." I said in defeat. standing up once more, I headed out of the bedroom to find jeongin. surely he will let me borrow his charger.

no sign of him in the kitchen nor living/dining room. I cocked my head a little wondering where he could be. I turned back to the bedroom and saw a second door further down the hall. of course he has a guest room. I mentally hit my head and headed over to the door. I leaned my ear to the door and tried to listen for anything. I knocked on the door after a few seconds and heard a muffled come in. I opened the door to see jeongin sat in a computer chair.

it looks like he turned his guest room into a gaming room. walls a light grey color, blinds pulled up, lights above turned off, 2 LED lamps on with a pale blue color. in the corner there was a shelf of videos games, books, and figurines. my eyes landed on jeongin figure. white headphones over his messy black hair with glasses framing his face. that's when I noticed he was shirtless with grey sweats. blush crept to my cheeks and brought my hand to my hair.

"can I borrow your charger? I left mine." I said. he nodded and moved his chair over. "do you just want to charge it in here and we play some games?" jeongin asked, pulling down his headphones to his neck. "do you have mario kart? I haven't played it in forever." I asked as I walked closer to him. "of course I have mario kart!" jeongin said in disbelief, like he couldn't believe I asked such a question. "okay, okay. where's the charger?" I said with a big smile. jeongin point under the desk, "it should be down there. it's white, you should see it." he said, moving himself out of the way. I got onto the floor and searched for the plug. I crawled more under the desk to get a better look. "did you find it?" jeongin asked as he moved closer. I finally got a glimpse of the damn thing, "found it!" I said as I plugged my phone up.

I brought my body out from under the desk and placed my phone on the edge of the surface above me. "okay then, let's play some mario kart!" jeongin said with a smile. I looked up at him from the floor. as our eyes met, I felt the mood shift and quickly too. the way his bright smile changed just by his eyes as they casted down upon me. his eyes held something behind them, like he was holding back something. we felt frozen in place by each other's stare, neither one of us moving. the longer we held eye contact, the more warm the room felt.

my eyes trailed from his, to his nose, lips, his neck, collarbone, to- I shot my eyes back up. his eyes were on my lips for just a second more. "i- let me go grab a hair tie, don't want my hair to get in the way of me winning." I said as I jumped off the floor and quickly went to get a hair tie from the other bedroom.

I tied my hair in a simple style and looked at it in the mirror. I look at myself and asked myself in my head what the fuck just happened? I took a good deep breath and headed back to the game room. jeongin had already put mario kart on and grabbed a second chair and had two controllers laying out. "ready to get your ass best, winner." jeongin taunted as he handed me one of the controllers. "are you?" I sassed back. I sat back next to him and picked out my favorite character. "really? you're gonna lose with that dude." jeongin laughed.

"oh yeah, at least I didn't pick the most basic ass character- mario." I said as I pointed to his side of the screen. "oh you are going so down for calling mario basic ass character." he said back. "but he is, his name is literally in the title!" I tried to explain myself. "no! but guess what." he said. I looked over to him and said what with playful eyes. "I hope you're good at rainbow road because I just chose the course with it in it." he smirked as my jaw dropped.

after 5 rounds of mario kart, it was 3 - 2. jeongin said he was done with the game because he was bored. "what is that I hear? jeongin being a sore loser?" I said. "NO!....but I still can't believe I lost 3 times to you." he said, covering his face with his hands. I giggled and came closer to him as I uncovered his face. our faces inches apart, as I leaned in more and more, his eyes became wide then flicked down to my lips and back up. I stopped and looked at him, taking in his good looks and placed my hand on his cheek. with an evil smile I said, "I believe it." before patting his cheek. jeongin's face dropped and was unpleased.

I got up from my seat and reached for my phone, which was now on the ground because of how competitive we both got. I placed my phone back on the desk.

jeongin scooted his chair closer to me as I stood back up. he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his lap. my back against his chest as he rested his head on my shoulder. I felt my heart beating out of my chest. well this is a new experience. i froze in his arms, not knowing what to do. so i just laid my hands on his arms. "you know what? I'm feeling like playing one more round." jeongin quietly said next to my ear. I felt my body react to his words. "really now?" I said, turning my head a bit to see him. he nodded, "but there's a twist." he said before continuing, "one person plays the game as the other one tries to distract them, making them lose." he handed me the controller. "okay, but since it's your idea, you should play first." I said. he raised his eyebrows but agreed.

I smiled and stood up beside him. he picked his character, mario again, and clicked the first course in the top row. "try your best to distract me." jeongin said with a smirk as the countdown began. once the race started, I took my time. there are multiple races in each course anyway, might as well take my time and butter him up slowly.

on the first race, I stared at him- blatantly checking him out, also easing up on him very slowly. he only messed up a few times.

on the second race, i stood right behind him and leaned down where both of our heads were level. I told him when someone was coming up or about to hit him, he lost one of the laps. one the third race, I did the same thing but added a few touches here and there on his arms. again he lost one lap.

the last race, I stopped everything and placed my hands on his shoulders. bringing them down just a little and right back up. but every time I went down, I went a little further each time. by the end of the last lap- which he lost, my hands went down to his waist. he lost all three laps that race.

"you did a pretty okay job at distracting me, I only lost one race and lost a few laps." he huffed. he turned around to face me and handed me the controller. I grabbed it and expected him to stand up so I could sit. "come on, don't be shy." he said, lightly grabbing my hand and placing me on his lap once again. oh sweet baby jesus, help me. we spun back to the screen and I chose my go-to character from earlier and the same course he did. I can do this, I told myself.

the first race, jeongin just held me with a few squeezes and nuzzled his head into my neck. I did good on that race. the second race, he would pull me into him anytime I would try to lean to focus and breathe into my neck. only messed up a few times. the third race, he got brave and started leaving light kisses on my neck. it shocked me and made me lose two laps.

the last race, he hands started going down to my thighs and leaving little grips on them. I sighed and leaned into him. "you good?" he asked. I let out a small yes as I finished the first lap. two more to go, come on y/n. he was just rubbing my thighs, but slowly making his way closer to my inner thighs. without realizing, I opened my legs up- enough to fit his hands. I closed my eyes for a second and relished in the feeling. "focus y/n-nie." jeongin said with a small laugh. I opened my eyes and saw I fell back to 4th place. shit I said to myself as I finished the second lap.

as soon as I got back into first place on the last lap, jeongin placed his hand on my cunt. I gasped. "is this okay?" jeongin asked, looking at me. "yeah." I said out of breath. I continued playing the best I could. I had made it halfway around the track, when jeongin moved his hand into my shorts and past my underwear. he found my clit and started making small circles. my head fell back onto his shoulder as I moaned out. I stopped playing and just focused on him.

"jeongin." I moaned. "what is it?" he asked with his eyebrows raised. "more, I need more." I said as I rolled my hips into his fingers. "finish the game and I'll give it to you." he said as he teased two fingers at my entrance. I had a hard grip on the controller and did my best to finish the game. not really caring what place I came in.

right as I crossed the finish line, jeongin pushed two fingers into me. I let out a whine as the pace slowly picked up. "you're so wet, y/n. do you like it when I play with you like this?" he asked as he nipped at my neck. "yes." I said as I brought hand to the back of his neck. he slowly pulled out his fingers and made circles on my clit again. "how far do you want to go?" he asked. "I want all of you." I said, putting more pressure on his dick below me. "shit, okay." he said.

he pulled his hand out of my shorts and pulled at my hoodie. I lifted my arms above my head and felt him take it off. he ran his arms up and down my skin before placing his hands on my boobs. he rolled both nipples between his fingers. I felt butterflies and warmth all through my body. "stand up." he said, pushing on my hips. once up, he turned me around to face him. his hands went from my waist to my shorts. he made eye contact with me as he pulled down my shorts and underwear. he left kisses down my navel as he helped me step out of them.

he lift his hips and took off his sweats. he was already half hard. I got on my knees and pressed my hands on his thighs. dragging them up and grabbed his dick with one hand. he hissed at the contact with his head going back. I let some spit out of my mouth and onto him. I dragged my hand up and down, watching his facial expression to see what he likes. he was suppressing his moans, that's when I decided to put my mouth on him. I kissed his tip, down to the base before licking the underside back up to the tip and wrapped my lips around his head.

jeongin lifted his head with a bliss look and jaw slacked. "you look so pretty with my cock in your mouth." he said as his hand grabbed a hold of my hair tie. he dragged the tie down, my hair fell into my face as I bobbed my head. I felt myself clenched around nothing. jeongin put his hand on top my head guiding me more. "you're doing so good, baby." he said. I moaned as I heard the praise. "ah shit, you like to be praised, don't you?" he asked, I nodded my head the best I could.

"okay, baby." jeongin said as he pulled me off. he grabbed my hand and helped me back up. "you ready?" he asked as he placed his another hand on my hip. "yes." I said as I climbed back onto his lap, but facing him this time. "I like how you feel on my lap." he said as he brought me closer to him. I grinded into him, "I need you in me, please." I said. "yeah." he said as he grabbed a hold of cock and teased me. "yeah." I repeated back. he kept going past my hole to my clit, edging me even further.

"jeongin, please stop teasing." I pleaded. he looked at me with a playful glint. while keeping eye contact, he placed his cock at my entrance and slowly pushed in. I closed my eyes at the feeling of him feeling me up. we both moaned loudly as I bottomed out. his hands held my waist tightly as I rocked back and forward slowly to get used to his size. I slid my hands up his chest onto his shoulders, using them as leverage to lift myself up and back down.

"oh fuck." he said as he laid his head on the back of the chair. I kept my slow pace, moaning every time my clit came in contact with his pelvis. "do you feel good, baby?" jeongin asked with already fucked out eyes. I nodded, trying to focus on the pleasure that was building inside. jeongin's hips started to meet halfway as I came down. I whined at the action, stopping so he could set the pace and also give my burning legs a break. he let out a groan as he set a totally different pace.

hard and fast is the easiest way to put it. sweat building up on his forehead, loud sighs and groans, my frame curling into his body as his arms wrapped around me tightly, the sound slapping of skin. all of it was too much, I tightened around him as he hit that spot that made me feel numb. "ah, right there." I moaned out as I pushed myself up enough to reach my hand down to my clit. "you close?" he grunts. "so close." I answered back, circling my clit to give me even more stimulation. "shit, cum all of my cock. be a good girl and cum all over me." jeongin said out of breath.

those words set everything off, I came around him like he said. I heard him say good girl in a pleased voice. I pushed myself down on his cock, my thighs shaking from the feeling. I felt like jelly in his arms, I placed my forehead to his. the tightness and breathy moans from my climax made him super close. he rocked his hips into mine, just enough to send him into his release. as he was cumming, he lifted me up and pulled his cock out. cumming all over his chest and my thighs. "fuck." he said, pumping himself a few more times before letting go due to overstiming.

I placed my head in the crook of his neck and with one hand in his hair and the other on his chest. his hands stroked my back in a caring way. "let's go take a shower, hum?" he asked quietly. I nodded my head and carefully stood up. we made our way back to his bedroom. I grabbed some new clothes to wear, while he grabbed something from his closet.

we both entered the bathroom and sat everything down. he walked over to the tub and turned on the water.

"where are the towels?" I asked. "under the sink." he answered. it's a weird place to keep them but works I thought. I grabbed two towels from under the sink and placed them on the rack as jeongin turned the shower part. he stepped in and held out his hand for me to grab.

once in the shower, we clean ourselves of the sex smell. as I was washing my body off, jeongin- who was behind me, wrapped his arm around me. "I like you." he stated. well that's pretty obvious, considering we just had sex. "really now?" I huffed. "yep, I have since I met you, almost 2 years ago now." he said as he kissed my neck. my eyes widened as I remembered something, "oh shit, lia is going to kill me." I said. he leaned back a little, "why would lia kill you?" he asked. "lia has a big crush on you." I said in a somewhat freaked out tone.

"aaa, no she won't." he said, like he understood more than me. "what do you mean? yes she will." I said right before explaining the whole thing to him once again. but he stopped me when i stated the crush part again. "had. she had a crush on me." he said. "how do you know she still doesn't have a crush on you?" I asked, not understanding. "that one movie night, we were watching your favorite movie, you had gone to the bathroom, she said she liked me and I told her I only liked her as a friend. she said 'oh okay' then proceeded to ask if I had a crush on you and I said yeah." he explained. I knew exactly what day he was talking about. I felt a rush of relief and embarrassment go through me. "that makes a lot more sense." I said with burning cheeks. "does it now?" he teased to which I nodded to. "now, finish up so we can go bother lia about food." he chuckled as he left me go and stepped out of the shower.

I knocked on lia's door with jeongin and my bags right beside me. I looked over to jeongin with a smile, which he gave right back. he leaned in and kissed my lips, shocked I pulled away sooner than I'd liked and looked at the ground. well, that was our first kiss and it made my head feel fuzzy. jeongin just laughed at my reaction as lia opened the door.

"you two finally together?" she said more in a statement rather than a question. I blushed as jeongin answered, "yeah, how'd you know?" lia pointed down at our hands, which were laced together, "that, and because i heard you two fucking. you know you guys are really-"

"I'm hungry, got any food ready to eat lia?" I asked, trying to avoid the rest of the sentence. lia laughed and opened the door more to let us in.

"yes I do, lovebirds."

be honest with me

pairing: bang chan x reader

themes: slight angst, slight humor towards the end, fluff, Chan is having doubts about why you love him

pic creds to owner ©

You heard Chan let out another deep sigh as he stared at his computer. The two of you had been cooped up in his studio for a few hours now. Even though the two of you didn’t talk much when he was working, he still liked feeling your presence and knowing that you were there.

“It motivates me,” he said as he pressed a soft peck to your cheek.

However, today that didn’t seem to be the case. Chan had seemed a little on edge since you had arrived. His body was tense as you hugged him in greeting, barely returning the kiss you planted on his lips. You had caught him glancing over at you more times than not. Each time you attempted to send a small smile his way but the minute your eyes met he would look away.

You felt your smile falter every time, gut churning with worry as you observed him from where you were positioned on the couch.

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