I Love Feeling Physically Empty, Theres Something Ab It That Makes Me Feel Strong. I Think Thts The Worst

i love feeling physically empty, there’s something ab it that makes me feel strong. i think thts the worst part

i’m not like my autistic coworkers and ik i’m not supposed to be bc it’s a spectrum , but it still just makes me feel like i’m lying to myself hah

so, we talked about what happened + how it hurt me. they apologized and acknowledged that it’s something they still have to work on removing from their vocabulary. i appreciate the effort , but im still so sad it happened :<

tw // r-slur, ableist language

someone i love very much just called me r-tarded as a joke :( i still love them, but i’m scared to tell them it hurt my feelings..

i think my ed is getting worse ,,im getting sucked into it more and more + im supposed to be upset/disappointed but deep down i’m happy :(

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Who makes the porn bots. Where do they come from. What do they hope to achieve.