Trust The Process...

Trust the process...

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There where the sun sets, we can imagine a world where we’ll be free ! 🌅

I recently worked with lot of love on this illustration that is inspired by a scene on the wall from the Rumbling opening (but I added Marco 🤫) ! I wanted to draw this idea for two years, it’s was lot of work, but I think I learnt a lot and it’s so good to see the 104th reunited ! I love them ❤️‍🔥

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The Reality of Levi Ackerman's Personality

If he were "personality-less" (a difficult thing to define, honestly) as some people say, it would be due to the sheer trauma he's been exposed to. Humans, when in traumatic situations, turn to the fight-or-flight response for help and turn on the Monkey Brain to survive. This is something of an emotional/personal growth stunt. This is why it is very difficult for people who went through trauma as children. They are not rediscovering themselves; they are discovering themselves. Levi, who has only just escaped the endless trauma of the war, is now crushed under the weight of grief for his mother, the things he saw at the underground brothels, his friends, his comrades, mental issues from all he's witnessed, a sudden loss of independence, and the reality that he's a cripple and will never be the way he used to be (which will only feed the hypervigilance he inevitably developed).

It's been some forty years. His personality is built out of the trauma he's endured, so of course, he isn't going to look/act like your normal guy.

As an old guy with nothing to do, he'll go out and discover himself. The food he likes (in the underground and in the scouts, you take what you get and don't complain), the hobbies he enjoys, posssibly new friends who he won't be so afraid to lose to death, etc. But he's going to spend a lot of his time trying to heal from forty years worth of trauma. He probably won't, not before his life ends, so in short, Levi has quite a few excuses to be the way he is.

"Oh, there he is," Erwin said, spotting his friend in the crowd at the military event. He began navigating through the sea of people, keeping his hand close to the small of her back without actually touching it—a subconscious gesture of protectiveness over her petite frame. It was as if he was afraid she might get hurt as he led her through the throng.

When they reached their destination, he cleared his throat to get the attention of the two standing before them. Hange smiled warmly, but Levi turned around, frowning deeply. Social events were Levi's least favorite, especially those Erwin coerced him into attending.

"Levi, this is Y/N. Y/N, Levi," Erwin introduced them, gesturing between the two.

Y/N smiled softly. "Nice to meet you, Captain."

She had met Hange a few times in the past, but seeing Levi at such an event was a rare occurrence.

"Yeah, same," Levi replied curtly, maintaining his usual stoic and uninterested demeanor.

Y/N spent a bit more time with the group of scouts until some of her friends arrived, beckoning her to join them.

"I should get going," she said, turning to properly greet her friends. She nearly collided with Levi in the process, causing her to chuckle with a mix of embarrassment and mischief. "Well, since we're here—" she murmured, and before Levi could react, she made a kissing sound and pressed her cheek against his. "Bye, Captain. Take care."

She then bid farewell to Hange and Erwin the same way and disappeared into the crowd.

Later that night, on her way home, she bumped into Erwin again. "I don't think your friend liked me very much," she commented, tightening her coat against the chill. "He was so quiet and didn't seem very friendly."

Erwin chuckled. "Don't worry… he's always like that."

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Meanwhile, Levi and Hange were making their way back to the scout facility.

"She's going to be the mother of my children," Levi said, almost in a trance.

Hange burst into laughter. "You'll have to actually talk to her for that to happen."

"Fuck—"

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