Rhododendron In The Rain II

Rhododendron in the Rain II

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You are where my heart belongs I don’t know what I would do if I were gone Your streets hold so many of my deepest secrets So many times I’ve road them with so many regrets You were there to hear all my cries When I thought I had nobody and wanted to die You calmed me with every curve in your road When I carried all that trauma, it felt like many loads I’ve broke down on my knees, held your dirt in my hands Crumbled to the ground, while wishing you were a real man Spent so many manic nights, rambling illusive things to you I honestly think im crazy, but I guess you already knew So many people wondering your dark streets All desperate and probably as broken like me You wrap us up, letting us know we will be alright You cradle all our problems, as you hold us tight
Luv, Leaxx

Walt McDougall in the Boston Post, Massachusetts, August 24, 1902

My mind is broken, I’m seeing things

I think I’m confused on how to be me

People say I should learn to be one thing

But that has never been easy!

 I speak to the voices inside my head

While I lay alone in my bed

My entire body has been filled with dread

I beg for it all to leave me instead

 Morning comes, I feel “like, totally fine”

Remembering last night, has so many blurred lines.

Convincing myself it’s all in my mind.

Today's a new day, let’s leave it all behind

-Lea 

— Juansen Dizon