Mcavoy-girl - Live Without Shame.

Not broken

"Don't come any closer, please!"

"Y/N.."

You raise your hand and stop him from coming any closer to you. You struggle to keep him away from you, hand shaking by the strain of using your powers.

"Just stay away, I can't control this"

At the same time your mind is screaming at him to help you. He hears your thoughts loud and clear.

"Y/N, let me come closer, I can and will do anything to help you"

"N-no, I'm dangerous"

"Only when you want to be"

You stare at him, still holding your hand towards him. You look down, then lower your hand, so that he can come closer. He walks himself closer until he's right in front of you.  He then proceeds to grab your chin gently, making you look up to his brilliantly blue eyes. You collapse on your knees, he kneels and moves his arms around you.

"Why, why do you keep doing this? I'm broken"

"That is the exact reason why, because you're not broken"

You look up at Charles with teary eyes.

"You really mean that?"

"With every fiber of my being"

He gently guides you to stand as well as standing up himself. He then grabs your hand and puts his other hand on your lower back. You two walk down the path to the mansion.

He promised you one thing that day and that promise is being fulfilled every single day, that he would help you. And so far he has done a remarkably good job. With him by your side you can take everything life decides to throw at you.

I'm officially in my Glen Powell-era.

I need fanfiction about Obi-Wan Kenobi, who has two padawans, Y/N and Anakin who both have tendency to cause chaos, get in trouble or run away to do something very idiotic, the second Obi turns his back to them. Which every time leads to Obi reprimanding both of them after stopping and/or saving them or the others from them. Obi is like this tired single parent looking after two crackhead of a kids. Also Padme should be included, maybe like I put in the tags.

Could someone please write this?

Feel free to reblog and if someone knows who writes for this fandom or this type of stories, tell me.

Till we're grey and old

"Charles?"

You walk around the corner, seeing nobody on the corridor yet you hear his voice in your head giving you orders where to go. You follow the instructions and they lead you to the grass fields of the mansion. You look around but don't see Charles.

"Charles?" You call out once again. You sense someone behind you. He turns you around, looking dazzling in his slacks and dress shirt, which is tucked into his slacks.

"Hello, love"

He steps behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist. Charles puts his chin on your shoulder, looking towards the sunset. You on the other hand look at him, wondering why he suddenly is acting weird.

"Charles, is everything okay?"

"Everything's perfect"

He starts fidgeting with the necklace, with two white diamonds and one green diamond, which he gave you last year as an anniversary gift.

Then you feel his hands leave your waist. You turn around and see him down on one knee, holding an open box, which has a simple and beautiful ring in it.

"I prepared a speech for this, but.. I'd rather speak from my heart"

"Y/N, the first time I laid my eyes on you, I knew that I had found the one, the one I want to spend my life with, so will you marry me?"

"Yes, yes" You nod as he slides the ring on your finger. He stands up and kisses you passionately. You kiss him back just as passionately.

You break the kiss in desperate need of oxygen. You put your foreheads together.

"Till we're grey and old?"

"Till we're grey and old"

Author's note: I don't know if anyone else has used the last lines (till we're grey and old), probably have but I took them from James Arthur's song called Say you won't let go.

Live without shame

"Hello, Grace" You say to Robbie's mother. You are standing at the stairs of her small house, at Robbie's childhood home, holding your children's hands.

"Come on in, darlings"

You nod, letting go of your children's hands, they cautiously go inside.

"This was your daddy's home" You say with slight break in your voice. Grace puts her hand on your shoulder.

"Go make things right with your family, I'll look after them" She whispers in your ear.

You place your hand on top of hers, squeezing it gratefully.

Then you kiss your children's heads as goodbye.

You walk to the door, putting your hand on handle. You turn towards Grace, saying that you'll be back. She promises you to look after them as long as you need. You nod and leave the house. You walk the short distance from the small house to mansion.

You then pull the bell, Cecilia comes and opens the door.

"Cee"

"Y/N?"

"May.. May I come in?"

She steps aside to let you in. You look sadly around the lobby, looking towards the library. Cee squeezes your hand in comforting manner.

"Where's mother and Leon?"

"In the drawing room"

You walk slowly towards it, hesitating to open the door.

"I'll be there the whole time" Cee whispers. You and Cee have kept in touch during these five years, but you swore that you wouldn't contact any other member of your family, especially not Briony. But now has come the time to do that, as you promised Robbie that you would make things right with your family. You open the door, stepping in.

Leon and your mother look up.

"Hello"

"Hello" Leon says.

"What are you doing here?" Your mother asks.

"I.. I promised him that I would come and make things right between us"

"Well, then, sit down"

Hours later, you have spoken everything through, your family met your children and you're preparing to leave.

"Darlings, remember to behave, okay?

Mommy loves you very, very much"

You kiss their heads once again. Then you leave the mansion. You walk to the tree which has gravestone under it.

"Hello, my love" You say while crouching down to touch the stone. You leave wild flowers on top of the grave. Then you turn and leave.

Days later, you're lying among people at Balham tube station. Then you see the lights flickering and hear the thunderous roar of water.

You are seen gracefully floating through the water, hair fantailed around your head. Then the scene fades to black and to older Briony.

"In the end they had their happiness"

Now there are two gravestones side by side under the tree at Tallis grounds. The leaves of the tree move in the wind, the wind whispering the story of two lovers who were at last reunited.