[02:29] It Was Late As The Cold Air Blew In Through The Open Window Awaking The Sleeping Person, A Hand

[02:29] it was late as the cold air blew in through the open window awaking the sleeping person, a hand reach to touch the space next to them only to realise there was no one there.

the sound of water being turned off and the clatter of glass being out down was heard echoing throughout the apartment, the soft thud of feet hitting the floor as it traveled towards a certain area could be heard. it didn’t take long before the door was opened and the person softly spoke, “gomen suga, did I wake you up?” the said male shook his head as he lifted himself into a sitting position on the bed.

“no, you didn’t anyways are you okay? i woke up and you weren’t there,” suga asked as you closed the window the air gently making the long shirt you’re wearing rise up. “yeah I’m okay, I was just thirsty that’s all,” the covers of the bed were lifted as another heavy weight settled on it and you were pulled into suga’s arms. it felt nice having him holding you and honestly you wouldn’t change for anything.

“i love you,” he murmured into your ear as you snuggled into his neck breathing in his scent in wanting some comfort, you lay a kiss on neck. “i love you and i always will koushi.” you could feel him freezing at his name before you were held even tighter then before both you knew it you were both lulled to sleep.

he loves you that’s for sure and he won’t let go of you not for long.

the next morning you were greeted to a lovely breakfast and then taken out for a nice day, being spoilt by your boyfriend who then later had gotten down on one knee on the beach where you met for the first time and, talks how he wants to spend his life with you for the rest of his life. you couldn’t be happier saying yes while hysterically crying as he comforts you with a hug and tons of kisses.

[10:17] you sigh stirring the liquid in your cup with a spoon, the Christmas music playing but it sounded like a blurred noise.

this was suppose to be your birthday party but turned out more like a party than a birthday. you were stuck in a corner wishing to leave but you knew the second you tried to leave they’d find out. you weren’t in the mood.

“hey!” hongjoon shouted over the noise sitting beside you with a smile before he glanced at your face. a frown settled on his face, wrapping an arm around your shoulder.

“it just feels like my birthday party was an excuse for a party, it sucks and for some reason it hurts,” you spoke loud after he asked you what was wrong. he sighs before standing up and sticking out a hand.

“let’s go.” you owlishly blinked at him before smiling softly and that’s how you were dragged out of that lame excuse of a party to spend a night with your best friend! hongjoon.

my little brother has the just dance 2020 demo in his Nintendo switch and it has bp kill this love and all you can hear is him singing the English parts and mumbling the Korean ones. it’s so cute

💜💮🌷🌸✨This is the Amazing Person Award! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you’re amazing inside and out ✨🌸🌷💮💜 — my lovely❣️you deserve this 🥺💓

awwww that’s sweet, wuv you 🥺🥺💞💞

[14:30] on the way to the practice room your head was spinning with different thoughts, the words spoken about you made your eyes watery.

‘look at her! what a demon’

‘god, does she think that using contacts will make her cool? what a weirdo’

‘her eyes are so unnatural. she must be the devils child.’

you were born with an unusual eye colour. purple, obviously no one has unusual eye colours except you, sniffling you enter the room.

“god, why can’t I be normal! Why can’t I fit in! Why can’t I just be like everyone else,” you spoke to yourself with your teeth grinding against each other, in seconds you were a sobbing mess and scratching at your face.

“hey hey,” a hand holds yours in place, it was one the senior groups!. them being your seniors you felt humiliated, quickly getting up on shaky legs you bow down, excusing yourself and apologising and as you went to leave the same hand grabs your arm.

“hey, why don’t we talk for a bit huh? it’s not good bottling up emotions.”

you stilled staring at them in disbelief before slowly nodding and, sat down beside them where you talked and talked.

[15:34] you gasp as you fall down, the air brushing against you. the screams screwed tight in your throat, no sound escaped as you looked down to see a crowd of people.

‘this is the end of me now.’

closing your eyes you accepted your fate but noises echoed in your ear, you were caught but it seemed like you weren’t going to be safe either way.

the second you were on the ground, an angry looking Pomerania guy started yelling at you, you flinched as mini explosions appeared.

“stay away! you- you FREAKS!” your voice made them step back, you broke down wailing. this wasn’t your world not at all.

looking up with teary eyes you hoped they’d understand you.

“I just wanted to go home... back to my world.”