[00:21] The Air Is Cold As You Sprint Clumsily Through Wolvendom Forest, Each Shadows Make You Tense.

[00:21] the air is cold as you sprint clumsily through wolvendom forest, each shadows make you tense. you frantically glance around you.

this is bad! so so bad!

‘crap!’ you thought to yourself as you stumble over a rock that ends making you roll down a hill; the harsh wood and stones creating cuts on you. the thick branches hitting your body aggressively, it felt like your bones were breaking.

“ack!” you coughed out, slowly regaining consciousness, the nipping air reminding you where you are.

there’s a crack…heavy breathing- run!

in a clumsily manner you manage to get on your feet before running to the direction you were going in previously.

“come back hereeee,” the cheerful voice sends shivers down your spine. you had a head start how did this happen? he- no, they…oh no.

within a blink of an eye you were tackled to the floor, the pain from before biting you back. you whimper softly, blinking slight tears away.

“you okay?” the familiar voice of razor had you looking up. “the fall was really painful, I kinda hurt myself.”

“crap!” you hear bennett as he pulls razor off you, he pulls up your shirt to see big bruise forming where your ribs are. “that’s so bad! oh I’m so sorry if only I had spooked you and, if I hadn’t of-“

you groan and flop your body onto bennett’s, grabbing razor to be on the other side of you.

“bennett it’s fine hunny, it was a training accident but right now just cuddle me for a minute.” you lean up to kiss his cheek before doing the same to razor. “it’s the exact same to you razor.”

after that you three laid there in peace, the heat off each other’s body warming. it was home.

MY BIRTHDAY IS A WEEK AWAY OMG

birthday on the 19th and very excitedddd!! it’s weird to turn older because of one day

that’s all I wanted to say :))

love you all

[16:19] “why aren’t you mad? you should be screaming at me or at least slap me,” childe’s voice echoed in kitchen. it made you falter before you had regained your stance quickly.

“why should I be mad?” you ask softly, as you continue to cut the carrots you needed for the soup, it was a family recipe. a hand slams behind you against the counter making you jump; the knife slipping and cutting you.

“childe…i can’t say anything because it was something I expected,” you utter, blinking away the tears from your eyes. liar, you expected none of that. you manoeuvre yourself to the sink only to be dragged back, childe puts your finger in his mouth softly sucks to stop the bleeding.

ah! a warm blush spreads across your cheek as you held eye contact. no, stop! you sharply drew your hand out of his mouth. “childe…i do truly love you I really do but do you?…”

a sharp hiss was heard before he grabbed you bringing you close. tears appear once more as you start to shake slowly, he seems to be holding on to you tightly. “it was a stupid drunk accident…i can’t lose you! my loyalty to you will always be the same as it.”

you internally frown, a drunk accident huh? you were no fool but now? you were a fool in love. childe buries his face in the crook of your neck, he loves doing that and it also is his favourite spot.

“i can try one more but only once more,” you softly speak into his ear. the way his body shivers and he grips you closer before nodding, you knew you had him.

you smiled darkly, full of glee.

he was yours and always would be especially if you had a say in it…

[14:09] it was a warm afternoon as you were strolling through where dilucs tavern laid, cheerfully waving at those who were working. it was a perfect day to go on a nice dip in the secret nook that you had found in a small cave; it looked like it had been set up beforehand but you thought nothing of it.

“i can’t wait to soak in the water,” you hum to yourself as you had reached the covered entrance (slightly thick leaves cover it). “these new candles will be great as well.”

you set your stuff to the side as the steam of the water had you sighing; reaching to remove any jewellery. you look back as you unlace your slightly lacy lavender spring dress bring your arms together as the dress drops.

splash!

your heart drops as you turn quickly to where the water was and there he was; diluc ragnvindr submerged in the water with his arms leaning against the wall. “well don’t stop on my account.”

suddenly it was hot so hot that your legs pressed together and the dress was suffocating. the man I front of you had been teasing you and flirting with you quite confidently which was out of character.

you had no clue that he had found out that you had returned his feelings as well therefore his confidence boost.

“diluc!” you squeaked slowly losing grip on the dress, your breath coming out short. he only tutted before gliding forward, the water nearly exposing him as he reaches where you were at. “how..how did you find out..”

“about this place? well I’ve known for ages,” he raised a brow before looking you up and down. it was then that your grasp on your dress slipped leaving you exposed. “sweet barbatos…”

he eyed you up hungrily causing you to flush but with a sudden braveness, you had approached him and lean down. “diluc…don’t stare at me like that”

“sorry beautiful but your hard to resist,” he said appreciating the view before grasping you and pulling down. it had caught you off guard that you squealed before being submerged and then rising to where your bare chest was touching him. his arms caging you in with no escape.

a hungry look in his eyes ready to devour you within a single second. you make eye-contact with him, his gaze so heavy causing a blush to erupt, his arms tightening, around you allowing now escape.

“diluc..!” you had whimpered bring your hands against his chest, nails scrapping against it leaving red marks.

“you’re going to make me lose my mind!” he grunted before swiftly meeting your lips with such passion that it made up for the clumsiness of it.

he was going to devour you; mentally, psychically and body.

[17:26] it was stealing little glances, pink hues and smiles, it was the dumb jokes with the lingering touches.

it was the little heart flutters that brought an unknown warmth with it, the teasing and height comparison.

maybe it’ll soon be the tickling cold, red cheeks and Christmas lights. it may be a dream but not an unpleasant one

not with how you both looked at each other.

[19:30] the pool of blood seemed to get bigger as you laid there weakly coughing, the wound that didn’t seem like a big was bleeding profusely. it was inosuke that was awkwardly holding you clumsily trying to stop the bleeding, he was shaking as he held you close.

“damn women! don’t you dare die on me...I still have to fight you!!” he grunted out with a slight wobble to his voice, his mask falling from his head. “it’s okay inosuke but I didn’t think you’d be crying.”

your teasing made him huff before leaning down to touch foreheads, shinbou finally appearing with medical help. “inosuke.... I love you even if you don’t understand what I mean- I want you to know that I do love you...”

you trailed off with your eyes closing as sleep seemed to overcome you causing him to panic as a few unknown tears rushed down the unusually soft inosuke...he screamed for you.

he can’t lose you...he can’t