[19:30] The Pool Of Blood Seemed To Get Bigger As You Laid There Weakly Coughing, The Wound That Didnt

[19:30] the pool of blood seemed to get bigger as you laid there weakly coughing, the wound that didn’t seem like a big was bleeding profusely. it was inosuke that was awkwardly holding you clumsily trying to stop the bleeding, he was shaking as he held you close.

“damn women! don’t you dare die on me...I still have to fight you!!” he grunted out with a slight wobble to his voice, his mask falling from his head. “it’s okay inosuke but I didn’t think you’d be crying.”

your teasing made him huff before leaning down to touch foreheads, shinbou finally appearing with medical help. “inosuke.... I love you even if you don’t understand what I mean- I want you to know that I do love you...”

you trailed off with your eyes closing as sleep seemed to overcome you causing him to panic as a few unknown tears rushed down the unusually soft inosuke...he screamed for you.

he can’t lose you...he can’t

[13:47] the afternoon sky was dark with rain ready to fall at any minute. it had recently cold due to the winter coming up but you had yet to stock up on logs for your fire.

‘wonder how he is?’ you thought to yourself as you sighed thinking about him. it was hard to not think about him despite how stoic he might be at times. ‘will he come home?’

he was just hurt from his past but those who are demon slayers usually have a dark past or have lost people close to them. it made you want to hug him and give him all your happiness and warmth.

he had told you it felt like he was undeserving and he was drowning in his guilt and shame of being alive whilst they had died. he was on autopilot at times not knowing what he was doing until he sometimes finds himself killing a demon. it was like a thick heavy fog had covered him making him feel like his energy had been sucked out of him.

‘its not your fault’ you had told him holding his hands towards you.

‘you aren’t alone at all’ and ‘you’re here and it is okay that you survived and are alive’ as well you had told him that repeatedly whilst holding him and running your hands through his hair.

“you are my star, you are the star that saved me from the darkness and continue to do so’ he told you once in a heated confession.

it had you emotional and scared him whenever you smiled whilst crying but felt himself being pulled closer to you. “you are the one who saved me from drowning in grief and anger” was what you told him.

it was true as he stumbled upon you standing on a bridge staring at the water. he knew the look on your face and has saved you by leading you from the bridge while telling you words that changed your life.

“you are still here so do something with your life that would make your family happy instead of drowning in that anger and grief.”

you smile at that memory looking at the rain that was pouring down all of a sudden until a creak was heard behind you. it’s a familiar shadow.

“i’m home” the calm voice of him washed over you and with a smile you turned.

“giyuu! welcome home,” you spoke softly, holding your arms open as you welcome him home.

home wasn’t t complete without him.

he was home.

[05:06] the air was heavy, time unmoving despite the chattering in the background. it didn’t matter. how could it? not with the scene in front of you.

kaeya was drunk obviously which you knew from the little squint he does followed by the tapping of his left foot, yet why was he trailing his hand on the strangers leg up towards the inner thigh. it felt like your earth shattered, the rose tinted glasses you had on; gone.

“why..?” you uttered to yourself, your face pale and filled with horror. you certainly caught diluc’s and albedo’s attention which they followed your gaze. diluc’s eyes harden and, were so intense that they could melt you. albedo was giving a dead stare.

sorrow was the first emotion you felt then it came full force and heavy.

rage

how could he do that to you and so with your mind made up, you stood. the feeling of your steps felt heavy filled with heavy emotions weighing you down then within a second you were there.

crash.

drip. drip

kaeya looked at you in shock as well as the stranger making you angrier, a scoff leaving your mouth. “next time you’re going to do that crap again make sure not to do it in front of the person.”

“now now im sure this is all a misunderstanding,” the way he said it with full conviction and a worried look made you want to scream. it made want to just yell but with a deep breath you speak calmly. “it doesn’t matter if you’re drunk but doing it so blatantly obvious in front of everyone! me! you’re done, we’re done.”

you coldly glare at him before turning around where albedo was there waiting for you. it made you walk towards him taking his lead and leaving the tavern. the cold air refreshing on your skin cooling you down and, you got to the entrance and across the bridge before stopping.

drip… drip… drip

you were shaking with clenched fists as tears fell from your eyes, stifling your sobs. everyone had warned you yet you didn’t listen; fool and look where you’ve landed.

“i’m really a fool aren’t I?” you ask bitterly knowing that albedo was standing near. the question lingering in the air softly with no response.

the way your heart ached and clenched made you sob even more. it was your fault; naive little you believing all them sugarcoated words. you were so foolish, desperate for love and the warmth of someone else that you were fooled.

“stupid…” you muttered once more before looking at albedo who knew you too well. he knows that it’s best to leave you to your thoughts then come back to them after you’ve calmed down. it worked since you were usually a rational individual.

“come on,” he spoke, cutting the stillness in the air with nonchalantly. it made you calm down a little bit with how he didn’t pity you or reassure you. “let’s go.”

he glanced behind you unnoticeably.

he held his outstretched hand before you and you know he meant the little cottage of yours near dragonspine. you sniffled and wiped your eyes reaching out for the hand knowing you were in safe hands.

what you didn’t see was the way albedo’s lips rose into a smirk, the glint in his eyes possessive and challenging to kaeya who glowered.

unknowingly, to you there is a competition between the two on who would get you. you aren’t allowed to be with anyone else; they don’t deserve you nor will they treat you right.

you were theirs.

[16:19] “why aren’t you mad? you should be screaming at me or at least slap me,” childe’s voice echoed in kitchen. it made you falter before you had regained your stance quickly.

“why should I be mad?” you ask softly, as you continue to cut the carrots you needed for the soup, it was a family recipe. a hand slams behind you against the counter making you jump; the knife slipping and cutting you.

“childe…i can’t say anything because it was something I expected,” you utter, blinking away the tears from your eyes. liar, you expected none of that. you manoeuvre yourself to the sink only to be dragged back, childe puts your finger in his mouth softly sucks to stop the bleeding.

ah! a warm blush spreads across your cheek as you held eye contact. no, stop! you sharply drew your hand out of his mouth. “childe…i do truly love you I really do but do you?…”

a sharp hiss was heard before he grabbed you bringing you close. tears appear once more as you start to shake slowly, he seems to be holding on to you tightly. “it was a stupid drunk accident…i can’t lose you! my loyalty to you will always be the same as it.”

you internally frown, a drunk accident huh? you were no fool but now? you were a fool in love. childe buries his face in the crook of your neck, he loves doing that and it also is his favourite spot.

“i can try one more but only once more,” you softly speak into his ear. the way his body shivers and he grips you closer before nodding, you knew you had him.

you smiled darkly, full of glee.

he was yours and always would be especially if you had a say in it…

i think I’m down with the flu since it’s been going around so kinda feeling emotional so some emotional scenarios may come up :))

[00:21] the air is cold as you sprint clumsily through wolvendom forest, each shadows make you tense. you frantically glance around you.

this is bad! so so bad!

‘crap!’ you thought to yourself as you stumble over a rock that ends making you roll down a hill; the harsh wood and stones creating cuts on you. the thick branches hitting your body aggressively, it felt like your bones were breaking.

“ack!” you coughed out, slowly regaining consciousness, the nipping air reminding you where you are.

there’s a crack…heavy breathing- run!

in a clumsily manner you manage to get on your feet before running to the direction you were going in previously.

“come back hereeee,” the cheerful voice sends shivers down your spine. you had a head start how did this happen? he- no, they…oh no.

within a blink of an eye you were tackled to the floor, the pain from before biting you back. you whimper softly, blinking slight tears away.

“you okay?” the familiar voice of razor had you looking up. “the fall was really painful, I kinda hurt myself.”

“crap!” you hear bennett as he pulls razor off you, he pulls up your shirt to see big bruise forming where your ribs are. “that’s so bad! oh I’m so sorry if only I had spooked you and, if I hadn’t of-“

you groan and flop your body onto bennett’s, grabbing razor to be on the other side of you.

“bennett it’s fine hunny, it was a training accident but right now just cuddle me for a minute.” you lean up to kiss his cheek before doing the same to razor. “it’s the exact same to you razor.”

after that you three laid there in peace, the heat off each other’s body warming. it was home.