So, Is Anyone Else Unbearably Angry With People On The Internet? I Watch Some Of My Tv Shows On A Special

So, is anyone else unbearably angry with people on the internet? I watch some of my tv shows on a “special” website (called bflix) and every time I scroll down, it makes me so angry. I watch Superman and Lois on there, and the amount of annoying people that go in the comments to hate on the show is overwhelming. There’s too much negativity, and opinions I disagree with. Yeah, yeah, I know, I should stop looking. Lol. Anyway, humans make me mad, bye for now!

So, tonight I started watching “Love Victor.” I’ve watched that, and the Umbrella Academy, and Dead End Paranormal Park, and Supergirl. And I see these lives that these people get to live. It makes me so happy to see a story about someone like me getting love and support. But it hurts so much. Victor doesn’t have a place at home, but seeing him go to New York and be with amazing people that understand what he’s going through and take care of him, and I honestly feel jealous. Every day, I hear a name I don’t feel right about, see a body I don’t feel right in, get called pronouns that don’t fit me. I wish I had people around me to help. I have four people in my life right now that respect who I am, my therapist, my uncle, my cousin, and my friend Ally. But I don’t see any of them on a daily basis. I haven’t been called he or they in weeks. The kids I babysit call me by a name that makes me uncomfortable, but I couldn’t change because I have a feeling they come from conservative parentage. Then I come home to my mom and dad, same thing. And my best friend, name, but not pronouns. I don’t blame her as much, because her memory honestly isn’t good. It just hurts, because I see these people getting what they deserve. Viktor from the Umbrella Academy was accepted right away, and loved just as much as before. No big deal, no problems, just normalcy. Barney (paranormal park), wasn’t so lucky, but at least he was called the right name and pronouns by his parents. I’m scrounging for crumbs of validation in a house full of neat freaks. (Not literally, these people are incredibly untidy, but so am I.) If anyone else feels like this, just know I understand. If someone else wants to tell their story I’d love to listen.

Small rant about Lab Rats incoming:

It really bothers me how throughout four years, the group still didn’t understand how Leo works. He really is very capable. And he does his best work when he isn’t doubted. There is of course the argument that he should just always be more responsible, not just when people don’t doubt him, but he’s a kid. He deserves better.

For example: the bionic island. I do understand that Leo had a lot to learn, I can see him needing more training seeing as he was first starting out. But he was an original member of the team whether the rest of them wanted to acknowledge that or not. And should be a valued one at that. I don’t think he could handle being a mentor, but I also don’t think he should’ve been put in the lowest group of power sets. He’s more experienced than all of the students, he’s had powers for six months, and helped people with powers for almost three years at that point. He should’ve been the highest level. Or maybe had an honorary title, like mentor-in-training.

Leo felt less than because of his physical prowess, and he was constantly made to feel less than because of his powers. That’s a lot for a kid to handle. It doesn’t matter that he’s clumsy, and didn’t have any special abilities when he started. No kid should have to feel like that. Siblings put each other down, yes. But parents aren’t supposed to do that.

And then there’s his rivalry with the little kid. It was because of his past problems. After everything they were doing to him, he grew very defensive. He kept trying to prove himself by putting others down because that’s what everyone else did to him.

The rivalry with the little kid escalated when Janelle was there, during the fight. First things first, if they didn’t think the kid could handle fighting an older person, they shouldn’t have let him fight Leo. Leo didn’t have a lot of options for what he could do, and it’s not fair to him to pair him up with someone he has to lose to. So it wasn’t Leo’s fault for using what he could. He didn’t seriously hurt the kid.

And don’t get me started on Janelle. I don’t like her at all. She’s constantly rude to Leo, she doesn’t have loyalty, and she seems to just be using him. For what is unclear, but it’s definitely for something. I hate how girls are villainized in these kid shows. People don’t act that annoyed and petty over small things. Or that rude and uncaring.

I just think Leo deserved better. He’s a good kid, smart, capable, and strong. He had no powers but never hesitated to go up against people who had them to save his family. He would do anything for him. Ant that makes him braver than any of them, because he has nothing else to fall on, or help him. They had their powers. He had nothing. But he never gave up trying to help them, no matter what. He just wanted to be recognised, and be part of the team.

Edit: I Agree, spin is awesome, lol.

So, I just gotta say this, I love a little bit of spice in my fan fictions(if you don’t know what I mean you don’t belong on my page lol.) I saw a lab rats elite force “spicy” story, and so I checked it out. It was a good story, but the best part was the author calling back to the fact that Kaz wears two pairs of pants. As you can imagine, this set a mood for the rest of the experience!!! 😂😂😂 oh lord I need help.

(P.S. I could link the story if anyone wanted to read it…)

Literally. There are so many more complicated things out there in the world. How does my phone allow me to type all this and send it out for example? I have no clue. But changing a couple words is suuuuuch a big deal.

Just a little thought….

So when Chase made all the “Girlfriend bots” they all ended up wanting Kaz. After they are given free will. But the thing is, he programmed the girls to be just like him. To like the things he liked, and act like he does, but as a girl. So you know, it’s possible that having Chases personality made them like Kaz, because Chase likes Kaz. Because a person like Chase would like a person like Kaz rather than a person like Chase.

Someone has probably thought of this before, probably many people, but I just liked the idea and wanted to share it somewhere.