So, I Just Gotta Say This, I Love A Little Bit Of Spice In My Fan Fictions(if You Dont Know What I Mean

So, I just gotta say this, I love a little bit of spice in my fan fictions(if you don’t know what I mean you don’t belong on my page lol.) I saw a lab rats elite force “spicy” story, and so I checked it out. It was a good story, but the best part was the author calling back to the fact that Kaz wears two pairs of pants. As you can imagine, this set a mood for the rest of the experience!!! 😂😂😂 oh lord I need help.

(P.S. I could link the story if anyone wanted to read it…)

Literally. There are so many more complicated things out there in the world. How does my phone allow me to type all this and send it out for example? I have no clue. But changing a couple words is suuuuuch a big deal.

So, tonight I started watching “Love Victor.” I’ve watched that, and the Umbrella Academy, and Dead End Paranormal Park, and Supergirl. And I see these lives that these people get to live. It makes me so happy to see a story about someone like me getting love and support. But it hurts so much. Victor doesn’t have a place at home, but seeing him go to New York and be with amazing people that understand what he’s going through and take care of him, and I honestly feel jealous. Every day, I hear a name I don’t feel right about, see a body I don’t feel right in, get called pronouns that don’t fit me. I wish I had people around me to help. I have four people in my life right now that respect who I am, my therapist, my uncle, my cousin, and my friend Ally. But I don’t see any of them on a daily basis. I haven’t been called he or they in weeks. The kids I babysit call me by a name that makes me uncomfortable, but I couldn’t change because I have a feeling they come from conservative parentage. Then I come home to my mom and dad, same thing. And my best friend, name, but not pronouns. I don’t blame her as much, because her memory honestly isn’t good. It just hurts, because I see these people getting what they deserve. Viktor from the Umbrella Academy was accepted right away, and loved just as much as before. No big deal, no problems, just normalcy. Barney (paranormal park), wasn’t so lucky, but at least he was called the right name and pronouns by his parents. I’m scrounging for crumbs of validation in a house full of neat freaks. (Not literally, these people are incredibly untidy, but so am I.) If anyone else feels like this, just know I understand. If someone else wants to tell their story I’d love to listen.

Some Chaz/Kase, I saw a good prompt

I forgot who requested this to tumblr, so hopefully they find it. Seeing as they were the inspiration lol.

Prompt: intoxicated Chase due to surgery and/or medical issue (electric jolt, etc). I’m going with surgery.

Relationships: (Siblings- Chase and Bre) (Romantic Kaz and Chase) (Platonic Bre and Kaz)

Warnings: Mention of drugs (hospital use).

This is sorta a part 1, if it gets any sort of traction I’ll write a part two.

A mission gone bad had landed Chase in the medical room of the penthouse. Mr. Davenport and Douglas were fixing Chases chip in the basement while Chase sat high on pain pills. Bre was in the chair next to him, the rest of the team spread out in the house.

“Hey. How is he?” Kaz asked, poking his head in the doorway.

“Heeeyyyy! It’s Kaz! Bre look, it’s Kaz!” Chase slurred.

“He’s a little out of it, but not too bad.” Bre explained.

“I’m not out of it! I’m within perfect mental capacity!” Chase argued, pointing his finger accusingly at Bre. She laughed at him.

“Sure Chase. Could you sit with him for a bit Kaz? I could use a babysitting break.” She asked quietly.

“Yeah, I got him, you can go.” Kaz replied. Bre smiled politely and left, and Kaz walked over to sit next to Chase. “How y’a feeling?”

Chase didn’t reply at first, just tilted his head to stare at Kaz. Suddenly he laughed.

“I like your face.” He pressed his hand down the middle of Kaz’s face, much to his surprise. Kaz gently grabbed his hand away and chuckled.

“Wow, those must be some powerful pills.”

“Your face is soft, and squishy. It’s nice.” Chase giggled and tried to touch Kaz’s face again with his other hand.

“Well this is new.” Kaz mumbled, grabbing the other hand. He now had both of Chase’s wrists in his hands, and Chase had gotten much closer.

“I like youuuuu!” Chase crooned playfully, swinging his head around as he spoke.

“I like youuuu too, your one of my best friends.” Kaz responded, squeezing his wrists and letting them go.

“Nooooo I LIKE you!” Chase accentuated the word. “Like, I wanna like, hold your hand. And kiss your face. You have a nice face.” He giggled heavily at the last part. Kaz just looked at him a little stunned.

“I think you need to sleep those pills off. They’re making you a little crazy.” Kaz went to stand up, but Chase grabbed his arm.

“No! Want you to stay. Like when you stay.” He slurred, clearly sleepy.

“Uh, yeah, alright. I’m just gonna get my laptop, so I can watch a movie while you sleep.” At that, Chase nodded and let Kaz go. Kaz went to grab his laptop, and by the time he got back, Chase was out. He sighed and sunk down into the chair next to the bed, giving Chase a look of concern and confusion.

Kaz was secretly hoping Chase would forget what he said. He couldn’t possibly have meant that. Could he?

If anybody finds this and wants to read more, it’s up on AO3, here:

Weird tiny blimp of a thought, the best option for a ship name for superman and Batman is SuperBat. Most of the others wouldn’t work, it would be, SuperMan, BatMan, SupMan, BaMan, SuMan, or ManMan. This is strictly if they used superhero names, better options if they use their real names. Tumblr breaks my brain sometimes😂

So, is anyone else unbearably angry with people on the internet? I watch some of my tv shows on a “special” website (called bflix) and every time I scroll down, it makes me so angry. I watch Superman and Lois on there, and the amount of annoying people that go in the comments to hate on the show is overwhelming. There’s too much negativity, and opinions I disagree with. Yeah, yeah, I know, I should stop looking. Lol. Anyway, humans make me mad, bye for now!