I'm Here. I Just Don't Know What Am I Doing. I Feel Weak, But I Feel Awesome. I Feel Tired, But I Feel

I'm here. I just don't know what am I doing. I feel weak, but I feel awesome. I feel tired, but I feel anxious. I'm tired of not living, I just wanna go out and DO something. I've always been so afraid of doing things, always thought what would people think of me before doing anything. But now I'm tired of waiting, I just wanna finaly live

“Art shows us the miracles of nature.” - Ludwig Wittgenstein, Culture and Value

the old guard + onomatology

I just realy like rainy days. I usually have a rainy mood, and one of my favorite playlists is "rainy songs". I can't explain why this happens, but this is such a good and at the same time tiring feeling, i dunno what to do

One real benefit of reading I rarely hear anybody mention is how much more interesting life becomes when you read a lot. It depends what you’re reading, of course, but most (good) books will teach you something you didn’t already know, and even if you have to give the book back to the library, you get to take that much with you. A lot of people talk about things they wish they’d studied in school–I’ve done it, too–but it’s a nice consolation prize that you can always pick up a book and learn something new. And as that library in your brain collects more volumes, everything around you gains new resonances, new context, and new connections which make your lived experience richer. In quarantine alone I’ve read about religion and politics and history and evolution and computer science and astrophysics without even leaving my house and it’s already a more interesting world. 

The universe created you for a reason, now go out there and find out what it is.

— Nikita Gill