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So I used to draw dresses and for no particular reason I just got the motivation to try it again cause I and better after about 7-9 years

(Don’t mind the extra little stuff around it)

Reading actual books when fanfiction exists is one of the hardest things in the world—how am I supposed to enjoy something that doesn't have Remus Lupin in it?

ALL THE GAYS REBLOG THIS LETS SEE HOW FAR OR TUMBLR THIS GETS

I look though my window and see darkness… and I sometimes wonder if I just can’t see the light.

I’ll look around and see happiness and love.

But why can’t I feel it?

Why am i like this?

Reblog if you write fanfic and would be totally down with your followers coming into you askbox and talking to you about your fic

TW VENTING

It’s funny, people will ask me to tell them why I’m so upset or just out of it and then I’ll tell them and they’ll try to help and then be like ‘so your good now, and you not sad/depressed? So can I go?’ Even though what they want to say is ‘don’t talk to me about that again and keep your thoughts to yourself’ and then people ask me why I don’t talk to anyone

reblog for a bigger garden :)

(update: per request i’m going to draw this at the end :D)

The book I’m reading: the next couple of week were full of soft and happy moments.

Me: …. Oh no….

(Five minutes later)

Me (sobbing): but h-he’ll come back right?….right? He isn’t dead right?

My favorite phrase is “nothing lasts forever” and why I love it so much is because it can go both ways and reminds me in bad times that I’ll make it through and things will get better and when I’m with someone I enjoy hanging out with I know that it won’t last forever

Do you ever feel like there’s a deep dark pit in you stomach and it’s eating out all your happiness and joy and after a while you just feel so empty and lonely and exhausted from masking all of it that you just kinda shut down

Another doodle for no reason

A small doodle

I made this while I was doing state testing and my teacher wrote something on the side

i had this wack-ass dream where i watched a video called "snorglu is gone and so is my will to live" where there was this guy and he had a blob friend named snorglu and they were best friends and they lived together and he went to bed in the dream with snorglu and woke up without him and thought he left so he killed himself