Fucking Fucking Fucking

Fucking fucking fucking

"You're still young!! You don't know real pain!!" Then there's me who's sobbing my fucking eyes out because one of my joints dislocated and it hurts to relocate.

"you're too young to have all those health problems!!" Then I'm seizing on the floor for five minutes and come out dazed and confused.

"you'll grow out of it!! You'll get over it!!" Then I'm having a panic attack because something wasn't the right texture.

"You're just being overdramatic!!" Then I'm sobbing and crying because something small triggered me into a PTSD attack.

"Don't be such a baby!!" While I'm crying my eyes out because I'm so overwhelmed and nothing is helping.

"it's not even that bad!!" While I'm on the bathroom floor crying because of the stabbing cramps I'm having because of my period.

"You're so mean!!" As I'm actively splitting because something triggered me.

But yeah, I'm too young to have these though!!

Sys quotes part whatever

"I think Barnabos is one of my more weird hear me outs."

"I'm sure there's worse."

"Yeah!! I'd fuck Danny Devito."

"Okay!! That's enough for today!!"

-Toby, Zeke, Booker

taishen sketches :D

How to show emotions

Part III

How to show disappointment

swallowing hard

low, monotone voice

clucking their tongue

rubbing their face

shaking head

clenching hands

sighing

frowning

pursing of the lips

slumped shoulders

looking away

scowling

How to show relief

exhaling deeply

tension in their face going away

closing eyes for a moment

tentative smile

eyes brightening up

small giddy laughter

putting hand on their breast

joyfully tearing up

looking up

How to show desire

gaze dropping down to the other's lips

opening mouth slightly

small smile around the eyes

eyes widening

pupils dilating

biting lips

following them with their eyes

inhaling deeply

licking lips

How to show tiredness

closing eyes

slowly opening them again

long sighs

yawning

no eye contact

head lolling to the side

closed mouth, neither smile nor scowl

not moving a lot

doing everything slower

staring off into the near distance

How to show confidence

prolonged eye contact

nodding to show they are listening

putting their shoulders back

holding head high

leaning forward

standing tall

smiling openly

Part I + Part II + Part IV + Part V + Part VI

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Disability ghoul headcannon that has been plaguing my mind. Phantom who has problems with adrenaline.

He gets random adrenaline rushes, some more severe than others .

It can sometimes turn into panic attacks but it's gotten good at dealing with them

He keeps rescue remedy [idk if it exists outside of Ireland . it helps calm adrenaline] on him at all times

He can't play horror games cause their adrenaline is an ass when they do

I don't actually know if there's a name for it or whether it's just a specific annoying thing with my autism

ALSO PHANTOM AUTISM:D

They have very bad sensory issues >_<

Actually eating this ngl