To Anyone Who Might Be Reading:

to anyone who might be reading:

please remember to take your meds and get your refills if you need them.

we have been neglecting our health so badly because of our relationship that we put of four refills until we already had less than a week of them left.

we are now constantly feeling sick and experiencing symptoms, dissociating dangerously, anxious and terrified for no reason, cannot sleep until 4 am, and have split at least 3 times to handle basic every day stress and tasks because we cannot handle it.

we have our appointments with our professionals set up for as soon as we can get them, but even that is in a few days, and we are struggling to make it until then.

please do not be like we are. please do what you need to take care of yourself. please remember your medications and refills.

See what your followers think of you.

BLACK = I would date you. GREEN = I think you’re cute. BLUE = You are my tumblr crush. GREY = I wish you would notice me. PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog. TEAL = We have a lot in common. YELLOW = I don’t know you at all. ORANGE = I don’t like your blog. BROWN = I don’t like you. PINK = I think you are unattractive. RED = I hate you with a burning passion. WHITE = You scare me. RAINBOW = BED PLZ. SCARLET = You have influenced my decision/thoughts on something. MAROON = You taught me something new. CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar. PERIWINKLE = You make me laugh MAUVE = You are really talented BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better. CYAN = We have very little in common THISTLE = I only just started following you INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold COPPER = Your blog content is trash (and I love it) VERMILION = You make me feel passionate HONEYDEW = I want to call you by a nickname LAVENDER = You inspire me CORAL = You’re a meme UMBER = I want to know more about you FORGET-ME-NOT = You remind me of somebody RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favorite food with you ARSENIC = I don’t know how to describe the way I feel about you WINE = You make me feel kinda funny, like when we used to climb the rope in gym class SAFFRON = I love your ideas TIMBERWOLF = I trust you FALLOW = I want to run through the Northern wilderness barefoot with you PLUM = I’d like to chat with you TANGERINE = I love your aesthetic SAGE = You make me cry CRIMSON = We should collaborate on something! VIRIDIAN = I wanna hang out on your blog CHARTREUSE = You’re my homie BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you

TW for artistic nudity and scars under the cut but I drew some refs of myself (Without my hair, so I could show off the stuff under it.)

Probably gonna commission a friend to draw me so I can use it as my icon in places.

BAPH - ⛧

feel free to ask us anything- we want to try and interact with people more.

I'm gonna take doodle requests. Ask for anything. - BAPH ⛧

you are not a bad person because of your memory loss. you are not less intelligent because of your memory loss. you are not less caring because of your memory loss.

memory loss isn’t your fault and you don’t deserve to feel ashamed.