How Many Chapters Will Deep Have? Its Such A Great Series!

How many Chapters will deep have? It’s such a great series!

I'm not sure yet, i'm writing as I go...I know how I want it to end but as of right now we are no where close to the end, it hasn't even started yet :)))

Dear Namjoon | 04

Dear Namjoon | KNJ

✧ Pairing: Kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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During dinner dad once again didn't talk much, we ain't in silence only have jimin say a few things once in a time. when dinner came to an end dad asked jimin if he'd wanna go with with my dad to a small business trip tonight. jimin was hesitate at first about leaving me alone but assured them I could stay by myself.

after we finished talking i went to shower, getting ready for bed. jimin strictly told me I couldn't sleep in his room because i pushed him out the bed and locked the door to stop me from coming in. shit i would've complained about it but i was too tired.

when I finally got comfortable in bed my phone rings really fucking loud and i jump out the bed to grab it. it was none other than namjoon.

i was screaming in silence before answering.

"hey" his raspy voice me blush

"heyy"

"what are you up to?"

"nothing really...just in bed"

"oh, this early?" he chuckles. i look over to the clock on my night stand and see its 8:30.

"yeah..i'm not really a morning person, sleeping enough gets me out of bed" you both laugh

"how are you getting used to living here"

"oh it's been good, i like the fact i can see jimin all the time" you smile

"getting used to have a dad too?" his words catch you off guard, it's the second time one of jimin's friends asks you that

"yeah..especially that. i don't really know how to talk to him" you laugh awkwardly

"you'll get used to it at some point, and shit you don't wanna get to know him then don't. it's up to you anyways"

"it's funny your the second person who asked me that ever since i got here"

"really? who's the first"

" what was his name again...yoongi?"

he hums at your response "jimin told us everything"

"yeah i figured.."

we talked for a while, the whole time we were on the phone my my smile was ear to ear. i paced around my room or laid on the bed. but we talked for a good hour.

"alright i should let you sleep, or you'll be grumpy tomorrow" he laughs

"yeah yeah what ever, goodnight namjoon"

"goodnight y/n"

I slept smiling that night.

I was never excited to go to school, until today. I wanted to see namjoon so bad, I was kinda mad that jimin told him I was off limits. but the face that he called me last night means he didn't care right?

I once again went with jimin to school on his bike, and I was getting used to it. He told me that every one of his friends have a bike and they take it to school.

as we arrived to school, we walked in and he told me to go with him to their 'spot' aka the rooftop

apparently the school put safely rails up there and students are allowed to go there. not many do but it's become their spot ever since they first hanged out here.

arriving to the roof top I see them all sitting and joking around with each other, there were some desks there and namjoon was sitting one of them, manspreading.

I always found it annoying when guys would do that but not namjoon. it was hot.

we walked up to them and they all greeted me, namjoon did as well but he wasn't as flirty as yesterday. actually he wouldn't even look at me, he ignored most of my glances. he didn't even look at me.

i sat at another empty desk and just fiddled with my fingers, waiting for time to pass by.

did i do something ?

we heard the loud bells, and got up to head to class. jimin throws his arm around my shoulder as we walk to the door, i glance over my shoulder to see namjoon. I catch him staring at me, with a raised eyebrow, and let me tell you his brow raise holds so much power.

during the day if we bumped into each other as we changed classes he ignored me entirely, now I was just getting irritated.

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it was time for lunch, and we headed to the roof top again. but namjoon wasn't there. we ate our lunch and he still hadn't showed up. So i casually asked hoseok where he was and he said he's usually in the courtyard reading a book or something.

so i excused myself to go to the 'restroom' but i told jimin i might just go look around the school after, and he insisted on tagging along but i told him no.

and just like hoseok said, i found namjoon in the court yard alone reading a book. so i walked up to him, clearing my throat to make him aware of my presence. He looks up and my heart skipped a beat. he was wearing glasses and I never knew how someone cold look so hot wearing glasses.

"hey" he says casually, taking off his glasses he puts them in his case as he lays it on the book he was just reading.

"why have you been ignoring me?" i cross my arms

he chuckles and looks at me intensely

"jimin said you were off limits and look what happened at the club was hot, shit i'm attracted to you but i'm not gonna be the reason you two get in a fight or him and me get on bad terms" he shrugs, leaning back he crosses his arms

"but it's not for him to say, who i can or can't be with"

"babe that's between you two" he opens his bag to put his items away.

"but we talked last night and i-"

"hold that thought" he says abruptly as he gets up zipping his bag, he looks at the people entering the courtyard

"lets go talk somewhere else, we don't need anyone hearing our business" he puts his hand on your shoulder. gently pushing you towards the double doors. you both walk along the hall, namjoon glances into rooms until we get to the end of the hall he slides the door open and i walk in. the room was dark except for the light that came from outside. he closes the door and tosses his bag at the nearest desk, once again sitting on top of it.

i began to get nervous at the look of his serious face, so i just leaned against the wall, keeping a distance hoping he didn't sense my nervousness

"look you just got here, and i don't want you fighting with jimin ok" he breaks the silence first

you stare at his lips as he talks, just as he eyes you as you stand against the wall. there was clearly a sexual tension in the room.

"what if he doesn't know" i say quickly, he studies you for a minute before talking

"you mean not tell jimin?" you nod without hesitating

"about us"

"us?" he lifted an eyebrow

he gets off the desk and walks up to you, inches away from your face. his lips brushing against yours as he tilts your head back. "so you won't tell jimin?" his hand touches your thigh and you jolt at his sudden touch. causing you to nod again "use your words babe" his hands slides under your skirt

" i won't tell him" those four words made him smirk "you won't tell him that one of his best friends wanna fuck and kiss his little sister when ever he feels like it" his breathe tickles your nose, you blush at his words making him sneer at your reaction. shaking your head again.

"words" he pinches your thigh, as his hand makes its way underneath your skirt. "no i won't tell him" you whine, you could feel yourself vulnerable with every touch, that you'd agree to anything he asked from you.

"good girl" his hands grope your ass giving it a firm squeeze before his lips meet yours eagerly, you didn't waste time, parting your lips instantly letting his tongue in. "look at you, just yesterday you said you didn't know to kiss" he gives your ass another firm squeeze

"i learn really quickly"

"oh yea?"

"mhmm"he rolls his eyes at your cockiness

"wrap your legs around me" he says as he lifts you up, you do just as he says. your bodies pressed against each other.

you can feel the shape of his bulge right against your clothed heat, he grinds slowly against you making you moan.

"fuck..you have no idea how much i'm stopping myself from ramming into you right now" his kisses travel down your neck, as his hand unbuttons the top few buttons from your shirt. revealing your cleavage and collar bone. he right away starts to suck on your collarbone, gently nibbling on your skin. his hands continue to massage your butt as he rolls his hips into you.

"if i took your first kiss does that mean i have the honor of deflowering you" he kisses your jaw, tracing kisses down to your exposed neck

"n-namjoon" you call his name weakly, bitting your skin once more as he sees the hickey's decorate your skin, he looks up at you. seeing how bad he's messing you up. "you didn't answer"

his forehead up against yours "yes.."

"you're so fucking beautiful" he groans, and you feel his dick getting harder against you, his fingers move your panties aside, allowing him to stick his finger into you. you gasp at his sudden touch and your hands grip his shoulders

"w-wait namjoon"

"shh, don't be loud. someone might hear you" he chuckles, you nod and bit onto your bottom lip, trying to keep yourself from letting any other noise come out

he begins to thrust his finger into you, causing you to squirm from his touch "be a good girl and don't move so much" he groans from the sudden friction you did as you moved

you wrap your hands around his neck, pulling him into another kiss and you both instantly start sucking on each others lips, you tug onto his hair. he takes this chance to stick another one of his fingers inside of you. thrusting them upwards harder each time, you moan into his mouth.

the unfamiliar feeling made you extremely wet, this was the first time someone had touched you like this. he pulls away from the kiss, looking at you with intense lustful eyes "you like it huh, my fingers inside of you, the way to tighten around my fingers makes it obvious" he thrusts his digits into you once more, harder than before.

"n-namjoon please"

"what babe, tell me what you want"

you bite onto your bottom lip, your head leaning back. he takes the chance to kiss your neck a few more times. leaving some hickeys along your cleavage.

both your bodies stop at the sudden ringing of bells, indicating lunch was over and namjoon sighs in annoyance

"well that was enough fun for now" he kisses you one last time, as he pulls his fingers out of you, making you whine at the feeling of emptiness inside you. he stares at you as he puts his fingers inside his mouth licking his fingers

he gives your ass a few more squeezes before putting you down, making your nose scrunch at the sudden feeling of wetness between your thighs "jimin said he wasn't gonna be home tonight, what if i come over?" he asks as he fixes his hair

"uh yeah, that's fine" you tell him, as you button up your shirt. he grabs his bag from the desk, walking by you he gives you a kiss again "i'ma head out first, wait about two minutes before you go out, we don't need no one spreading rumors oh and gets some ice for your lips they're swollen " he winks at you, as he walks out leaving you all alone in the room with your drenched panties and eagerness to have him touch you more.

once the door closes you hold onto the book shelf next to you right away, as your knees give out. and you knew right there and then that you were weak for this man.

as you walked to class after waiting like namjoon said, you are zoning out as you walk. but hearing these girls in front of you talk about BTS you look up to them, trying to hear their conversation.

they said someone is planning to open a station where you basically leave letters for any of the guys, sort of like fan mail. it makes sense since they are getting popular among the school.

the whole day all you could think about was namjoon. if you saw him in the halls, he would still not spare any look at you, but you now understood why.

you all walked out of the school, and you see your dad standing by his car

"you ready jimin" he asks after saying hello to you and the guys

"i thought i would drop off y/n and then we'd leave" and you saw just how much he wanted to smack himself.

"you forgot" you say, sighing

"sorry, it didn't cross my mind" he rubs his neck

"don't worry mr.park i'll take her home" namjoon steps up behind you

"really? i'd appreciate it" he smiles, jimin looks over to you. but you were trying to control your expression and tried to not look at namjoon

"you ok with that?" he asks

"yeah, don't worry. i'll see you guys tomorrow" you smile.

jimin leaves with your dad and you stay talking with the guys a bit more, they invited you and namjoon to hang out but namjoon said he had plans and also needed to take you home. they tried to convince him a bit more before finally letting it go.

walking up to his bike he puts his helmet on you. giving your waist a small squeeze "let's go finish what we started yeah?" he whispers

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sex

you could never really date anyone, maybe cause jimin always told you to save yourself for your special someone. and his words really stayed with you.

there was this uneasiness inside your chest, as you remembered that. namjoon and you are basically in some sort of relationship..but he hasn't asked you to be his girlfriend.

is this what friends with benefits feels like? you wondered. it made you sad thinking all you were was just a fuck buddy.

we finally arrive, and he parks in front of your house. once you both get inside, taking off your shoes, namjoon stares at you as you bend over to put them in the shoe rack. naive to the fact that your panties were showing, namjoon decides to smack your ass

"namjoon!" you jump up and look at him, shocked. he laughs at your reaction. putting his bag down he puts his hands on your waist drawing you into a gentle kiss

"where's your room" he whispers between the kiss

"upstairs, it's the first room to the left " he hums at your answer, grabbing your thighs he lifts you up making you wrap your legs around him, you giggle he walks up the stairs, he struggles to open the door but eventually does. he kicks the door shut, as he walks to your bed, tossing you onto it.

butterflies erupted inside your stomach as you see him throwing his jacket and tie on the chair, unbuttoning his shirt. he leaves it at the end of the bed

he positions himself between your legs, you cover your face with your hands knowing damn well you were beet read

"don't cover your face" he pins your hands above your head

"i wanna see your reaction to every touch" his other hand unbuttons your shirt completely. you bite your bottom lip.

fuck i gotta ask him what we are

he lets go of your wrist and gets a grip on your waist, he leaves little pecks on your neck. traveling down to your stomach. you arch your back, he begins to suck on your skin, leaving hickeys all over.

"your gonna have to hide these well" he says between pecks, his hand makes its way under your skirt, as he plays with the hem of your panties he doesn't waste time and takes them off

the cold air hits your heat making you whine

"be patient, and i'll give you what ever you want" he says as he puts your lace panties inside his pants pocket, making you blush even more

he continues to leave kisses on your stomach with his arm underneath you helping you arch your back for him.

"n-namjoon" you moan

"yes" he starts to play with the zipper on your skirt

"a-are we gonna star-" his hand reaches for the clasp of your bra, and he undoes it.

"are we gonna what" he pulls it down and begins to suck on your breast.

"are we gonna. start dating" you finally ask

he stops sucking on your skin and looks up to you with a raised brow

his grip on your waist loosens before he takes his arm from underneath you. he sits up and stares at you

"i don't really do labels" he ruffles his hair

"then..where we just gonna fuck and thats it?" you ask in disbelief leaning on your elbows, your face shows the disbelief, he sighs. reaching for his shirt from the end of the bed

"you know you should listen to your brother more often" he gets off the bed, buttoning up his shirt

"what?"

"i just thought we were trying to relief each others pleasures" you were completely shocked at each word that came out of his mouth.

you felt like a fucking idiot, he took your first kiss, he marked you all over your body. you felt like crying

"namjoon" you say his name and he looks at you once more, before ruffling his hair "shit..don't look at me like that you make me wanna say yes to everything you ask from me"

i stare at him speechless, as he looks at me, eyeing the marks he left on my body. he walks over to me giving me a kiss once more but i look away. his hand grabs my chin making me face him he kisses me but i didn't kiss him back and he sighs "let me think about it ok"

grabbing his jacket from the chair he walks to the door, "i'll see you tomorrow alright" he leaves you alone in your room shocked at what just happened

"did he think we could just fuck and call it a day" you quietly say. getting off the bed you walk to the mirror, looking at all the marks he left on your body. your eyes tear up. "fuck this" you open your closet getting a huge shirt, you unzip your skirt letting it fall on the floor.

getting into your bed you wish you could sink into it and disappear, as you cry into your pillow.

"mother fucker took my favorite red underwear too" you sob

Dear Namjoon | 02

Dear Namjoon | KNJ ✧ Pairing: Kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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waking up I notice it's already three in the afternoon.

"i should get something to eat" getting up i walk to the bathroom to wash up, I walk into my room again taking my shirt off. looking into my suitcase for something to wear.

the door suddenly opens with my dad entering the room oblivious to me getting changed "y/n we were thinking of-" he stops as he walks past the wall that blocked view into the room

"you have to knock!" i yell as he quickly turns around and walks out the room

"this man" i sigh, grabbing a tank top and black leggings.

"i'm use to just walking into rooms" you hear your dads voice as he sighs

"yeah but it's different now, she's a girl" jimin whisper yells at him. you walk into the living room and both of them turn to look at you

"sorry, i didn't mean to just barge in like that" he stands and look your way

"it's fine...just knock before entering" you look at both of them

they both nod and jimin elbows your dads arms

"we were thinking it would be nice to go out and eat, since it's your first day here" jimin wiggles his eyebrows as he looks at you

"ok sure, i'll just go get my bag" you laugh at how stupid he looks, you walk towards the stares when your dad calls our your name

turning back you look at him "yes?"

"can...can you change into something else" he rubs his neck

"what?"

"your outfit?"

"yeah? what about it" you look at yourself, the fuck. i look fine.

"something more decent"

and does words shocked you. your facial expression right now could cause you to have permanent wrinkles. this bitch left me for ten years and thinks he can act all dad and tell me what to wear

"decent?"

"dad..." jimin sighs

"hmm, your right. maybe i should put shoes on. it was kinda cold out" you smile and walk upstairs

fuck you old man

you hear them discussing between each other once more as you come down stairs. you had thrown a small cardigan on, but you aren't gonna change only cause he said so. fuck that.

"let's go" you smile at both of them

your dad just looks at you as he grabs his jacket and walks towards the door sighing. jimin shakes his head, but still walks to you apologizing but you just shrug.

"this is gonna be a long three years" you roll your eyes

jimin gives you a sorry look, he didn't understand why you both cant just sit down and talk the past like maybe then you guys can start fresh.

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you all sat down, and ordered food. he didn't talk at all. you all came to a Mexican restaurant. honestly it was your first time eating Mexican food, so jimin said you should try something called Pozole.

once the food came, jimin did most of the talking with you. he would occasionally answer questions jimin asked him but he wouldn't say anything else.

"y/n" he puts his hands on the table and looks at you "i'm sorry alright, i don't know how i should act or what i should do when it comes to you"

interesting, he doesn't even apologize directly for what he did, jimin kicks you under the table side glancing dad as if telling you to not be a bitch and answer

"just treat me like you treat jimin. don't worry all the hard steps of raising a girl were already taken cared of" you continue to eat and jimin slaps his forehead

"oh but that still means you have to knock before entering"

"y/n...."

"look..what i wear doesn't matter, say something when i'm walking butt naked out the house"

"i don't care what you wear, i just want people to respect you. not cat call you or look at you as if they..." he rubs his temple

"respect me? so i need to dress like some nun to be respected? maybe if someone cat calls me or looks at me a certain way. i would expect you to speak up or beat his ass not look at me as if it's my fault. why do i need to change" you cross your arms and lean back

"it doesn't need to get to that if on-"

"if only parents taught their sons to not be nasty dogs" you finish his sentence before he says anything else

"i'm not one of your office workers, i'm not gonna dress up every time i go out. or when i'm suppose to be in a house where i should feel safe. if you are inviting someone over and tell me i should change to something more decent then they shouldn't be in the house"

jimin grabs your hand, squeezing it. "ok y/n..."

"you're right, i'm sorry"

my heart is beating so damn fast, this adrenaline. is it hot in here or is it just me.

you feel as if your throat is getting sore and it's getting hard to swallow. you touch your throat and look down to the food "what the fuck is in this" you spit out the rest that was in your mouth into a napkin

"what?" jimin looks at you

"your neck" your dad gets up quickly walking to you. you take off your cardigan and he sees hives all around your neck and behind your ears

"what are you allergic to?"

"what? i don't have any allergies" jimin hands you water "fuck i'll call the ambulance"

"jimin it's getting hard to breathe" you keep your hand on your neck

"hold on"

at this point everyone is looking at you and whispering amongst themselves

"fuck, i guess i lied dad. mom missed a step" you try to laugh only hating yourself as it hurts you to laugh he doesn't laugh or react to your joke at all, keeping a concerned face the entire time.

"um excuse me " a lady walks up to you guys with something in her hand "my song has allergies too and well i always carry a epi pen with me. if you don't mind i can give inject you" she shows the pen in her hand

"epi pen?" you wince as you talk

"can you? that'll be great" jimin tells the lady

"wait what the fuck is that" you look at jimin

"it's gonna help the swelling from your throat and hives go away" your dad tells the lady that it's fine and she walks up to you. what the fuck this lady i don't even know is gonna inject me with some fucking pen

"it won't hurt i promise" she smiles

and you look at jimin giving him a look that says 'once i get better i'm killing you'

your dads hand is on your shoulder as he squeezes it. pulling out your chair from the table you

i know i might look tough and i can talk shit but i cry easily. i'm a fucking softy, what the fuck. you feel your eyes tear up.

"want me to count"

"ma'am please just do it " you look away

she didn't lie, it didn't hurt. it hurt more how she just slammed it into my thigh.

and instantly you feel the relief on your throat. "holy shit, thanks" you smile at the lady

"no problem, you should probably take a test and see what your allergic to" she smiles, handing the used epi pen to my dad telling him to wait for the ambulance since you still need to be checked

"shit..." you clear your throat a couple of times

"what? is it coming back?" he asks

"no, i'm just thinking this is a shitty first day here" you laugh again

the ambulance got there and you were taken to the nearest hospital. to just be monitored for six hours. they both stayed there and well, you told them you hadn't eaten the meat from the bowl so we all concluded that i was allergic to hominy, the white corn in the pozole.

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we got back home late as fuck. jimin was laughing at me for being allergic to a certain type of corn

"shut up because of you wanting to eat different food i almost died" i slap his arm, as we both walk upstairs. my dad said he was gonna call my mom to tell her what happened.

"are you feeling better though?"

nodding i touch my neck "way better actually" you give him a thumbs up

"good enough for school tomorrow?" you just nod, following him into his room. flopping onto his bed

"oh and your car got here today" he hands you the keys that were on his desk

"ooo my car, thanks" mom didn't want me driving all the way here so she got someone else to bring my car

"are we going together to school tomorrow?" he picks up his guitar from the stand and sits on his chair "nah, i drive my motorcycle. unless you wanna go with me"

"yeah no" he starts to play a melody, laughing at your immediate rejection

"hows the band doing?"

"they are doing good, excited to meet you for sure. finally able to put a face to park y/n" he chuckles

"righttttt"

"we have a show tomorrow night, wanna come?"

"yeah why not"

"dope, i'll send you the address tomorrow"

you stay in the room silent, but just enjoying the music jimin was playing.

and you fell asleep

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Jimin Pov

y/n fell asleep not long after she had laid down. i was thinking of waking her up so she'd go to her room but she was sleeping so peaceful and it was nice seeing my little sister here in my room hanging out. instead i covered her and turned off the light, wanting to go tell dad what a horrible job he did

her phone rings before i leave the room, but she didn't wake up. picking up her phone i see it's mom. so i take the phone and walk out the room

"hello? y/n oh my god baby how are you. are you okay? your dad told me what happened" he spoke so fast

"hey mom it's jimin, y/n's sleeping" my mom kept in touch with me way more than dad did with y/n. i always felt bad when my mom would have me over for a weekend and sometimes a whole week and y/n only saw dad on my birthday or holidays when ever we all got together

"oh its my sweet jimin, how are you"

"i'm good, y/n is fine now. she scared the shit out of both of us but she's ok" i chuckle, thinking of the joke she said in mid of everything

my mom sighs "maybe this was a bad idea, should i have her come with me?"

"what? come on mom, this wasn't anyones fault. she just had never eaten that and well she's allergic"

"your right. sorry i'm just freaking out for no reason. how's it going between both of them"

"well shit, let me tell you" i open y/n's door and walk in to avoid my dad hearing

"alright mom, so dad was late to get y/n cause he was freaking out about her room being perfect. and then he walked into her room without knocking. but right after that she come down and he told her if she could change to something more decent"

"he said what?"

"okok i know it sounds bad but he meant well. i don't side with him, you know fuck men who think with their dick...shit sorry for my language"

my mom laughs "don't worry jimin, go on"

"well anyways, she went at him while we ate. and when they finally cleared shit up she got the allergy reaction. but she told dad before that to not worry that all the steps of raising a daughter were taken care of. so while her throat was swollen she told dad sorry that you missed a step" she was laughing as i told her what you had said

"oh my, poor of your dad he must be so nervous"

"mom you and dad are friends right?"

"best friends...honey it's just that...it's like having the right person but at the wrong time" she sighs

"i'm glad y/n is better now, tell her i called ok"

"yeah i'll tell her"

like y/n says thats all bullshit on a stick. i go wash up before going back to my room, y/n was in the same position sleeping soundly

i get into the bed and pull the blanket to get some "goodnight little sister"

My first confession | Drabbles

A part of DEEP series

✧ Pairing:Min Yoongi x reader

✧ warning(s): explicit language

✧ word count: 1.6k

a/n: I came up with this drabble out of the blue and decided to write it. please if you want to see anything let me know in the requests!

index | askme!

"Mom please, just let me stay here" you whine, brushing your hair back with your fingers you roll your eyes. Yoongi grins as he looks at you from the living room, tomorrow was a big day and as you asked your parents to let you stay here with yoongi they kept their ground. 

"it's you're 21st birthday, your dad wants to spend it with you. and your family also wants to see you" your mom inhales, exhausted from fighting with you. 

"but I want to spend it with yoongi and his friends" you groan, annoyed of not getting through to her. yoongi finally gets up from his seat and walks over to you. "let me talk to her" you glare at him as he was trying to not laugh at you, enjoying the moment of you being angry. 

passing the phone to him "you're doing me a favor" he just chuckles and you could imagine your mom probably yelling at you about your response. he shoos you away and you show him your middle finger, heading to the kitchen to finish making the both of you something to eat. it was your idea to cook at home since you guys have been getting take out or eating on campus and you nagged him about eating more healthier. 

"alright, it's settled. you can stay here" he smiles, placing the phone on the counter and making his way next to you. he leans on the kitchen island watching you cut the vegetables. "yeah? and what's the condition" he snorts, receiving a glare from you. "you know your mom really well" 

"i'm surprised you even thought I wouldn't know there would be a but in her agreement"

"we just have to come over next weekend thats all" he smiles. 

"I guess thats not so hard.." you mumble. 

you knew that the moment jimin and taehyung offered to set up your party that they would go over the top but kept true to them promising to only make it the seven of them, jihye and junho. 

yoongi shuts the door of the car, a grouchy look on his face as he shoves his keys into his jean jacket's pocket. "come on yoongi please don't act like that" you whine, grabbing his arm as you pull him close to you.  "what am I doing" he lets you pull him towards their house. 

"junho is my friend too, please don't be rude"

"really?" he stops his steps, making you jerk back. you look back at him with a 'what the fuck' look. "who do you pick" he says sternly 

"i'm not going to ask either of you to leave, so jus-"

"no" he cuts you off, holding your hand "who do you pick between him and me" you inhale, gripping his hand as you grab the other "yoongi, you know I pick you"

and his gummy smile appears on his lips, intertwining his fingers with yours. entering jimin's apartment everyone starts congratulating you and hugging you.  

"you finally caught up to us" junho says, taking a hold of your hand as he pulls you into a hug. he had roses in his hand which he hands to you. "thank you" you smile, yoongi was standing behind him and didn't waste the chance to mock you 'thank you' he mouths as he rolls his eyes. namjoon nudging his arm as he laughs. 

"lets eat shall we, taehyung cooked" jimin points at him, who's standing up proud, pumping his chest out as he flexes his arms but his ego was crushed by yoongi "great, i told you we should've just ordered something or let me cook" he groans. taehyung's face looks hurt "hey! I can cook you know!" everyone laughs. 

"don't take him serious" you go in for a hug, since you hadn't hugged him yet. he squeezes you tightly "nah, we shouldn't have invited him" he mutters, cheeks against the crown of your head. you laugh at his remark. 

"if i wasn't here neither would she be here" yoongi snaps back 

"she's grown, she can go out without you" junho speaks, eyes on yoongi. the room is silent for a second, yoongi's lips parting as he's going to respond but you cut in "he's sayin that cause my mom wanted me to come home this weekend" you move away from taehyung, looking at yoongi with pleading eyes to let it go. He just nods slowly, eyes drifting to some painting on the wall where his eyes stick there. 

"anyways" your hands clasps together "can we get this started" 

drunk

you were dead drunk. at first you were being careful to not drink so much, but taehyung gave you no break. he kept filling up your cup, and to save him from yoongi who had already grabbed him by the collar as he threats him to stop pressuring you but you came to the rescue telling him that you wanted to see what your limit was. 

your head was against yoongis arm, he would glance at you every once and while making sure you were not asleep but he couldn't help chuckle at your drunk state. "she's gone" jihye laughs, taking photos of you with her phone. "alright alright, that's enough of that "yoongi turns his body, trying to help you sit up but instead you fall face flat to his chest "yeah I think it's time to go home" 

he sits you up by your shoulders, calling your name gently trying to get you to react but you were just drowsy at this point and tipsy. 

"isn't jihye taking her home" junho grabs your hand slightly before yoongi pulls you out of his reach "and why the fuck would she" he spats, reaching his limit of dealing with this man. 

"she's drunk" he stands up. "junho" jihye chuckles awkwardly "sit down, they live next to each other...and they've known each other way longer" she tugs on his shirt. everyone else were enjoying the sight. taehyung's brows raised as his eyes dart from yoongi to junho. "alright alright, cut it out" namjoon speaks up "yoongi just take her home, we'll explain to junho how shit runs here" 

"i wasn't asking for permission anyways" as he crouches down he lifts you up in his arms, smug smile on his face on his way out. 

"yoongi" you cry, tears in your eyes as he pats your back. "stop crying" he's holding back his laugh, the moment you woke up you began to cry. "but you don't get it" you hit his arm "then explain it to me, but stay still" sitting you on the toilet cover, he grabs the make up wipes from your basket. struggling to take one out since you wouldn't give him space, finally getting one out and wiping it gently across your face as he makes sure to get all the make up. "do me a favor and keep crying so I can make sure to get all the mascara" he snorts when you slap his hand away giving you a exaggerated 'ouch'

"you're mean" 

"babe, i'm trying to listen to you but all you're doing is crying. take a deep breath and talk" his hand caressing your knee. you take in a few breaths and he continues to wipe your face. 

you exhale "i love you" you bite down on your lip. palms sweaty "i really really love you" your heart is pounding against your chest. you finally told him how you feel. 

his hand freezes, but his soft eyes meet yours and he doesn't look away. "i love you too kid" pinching your cheek. 

"yoongi" you whine

"okay, i understand alright. i love you too, we've known each other before we even could walk. i adore you alright" he throws the wipe away. "now brush your teeth cause you know you can't sleep without brushing your teeth"

after adding toothpaste to your toothbrush he hands it to you "i'll go look for something comfortable to wear, where did you put my clothes I brought over here? i don't wanna leave you alone just to find you dead cause you fell or something" he laughs as he walks down the hall to your room "in the closet" you say slowly. staring at the toothbrush with your heart broken. 

once your done, you enter your room and he's already changed his outfit. on the bed he put your favorite pajamas which was one of his black shirts and shorts. "change, i'll get you some water" once he returns you're already in bed, he places the glass of water on the night stand. you feel the bed sink down as he climbs in "you're sleeping?" 

you don't respond, just hug the blanket "come here" he pokes your back. and you couldn't help it but turn and cuddle into his chest has he rubs your back as you drift to sleep. 

"i fucking hate him" you cry, yoongi holding your hair back in a pony tail, he didn't have a chance to get you a hair tie. since you dashed out of the room and into the bathroom throwing up your insides. "i told you not to over do it, now you know what will happen" he chuckles, patting your back slowly. 

"i'ma kill him" you throw up some more. 

"i tried to stop him and you still didn't listen" he shakes his head. you sit back wiping your mouth with a towel. 

"all better?" you see the smile creeping on his face as he tries to not laugh "fuck you" you hover over the toilet throwing up again. 

and he couldn't help it but laugh. 

Part two

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Karmic Soulmates |JJK

✧ Pairing: Jungkook x reader

✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content

✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract

✧ synopsis; you run a cafe, live in a quiet city. you're life is normal just as everyone else, but not everyone seems to be who they seem. what do you do when your soulmate appears again and pulls you back into the world you had been running from for six years.

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change snatch beginning

i'm getting a lot of questions about snatch, and i'm reading them all.....i am planning to finish snatch on AO3 because it's a tough story thats why I don't put it here. but a lot of people have also mentioned that they like the story itself just not that one part. so it has me on the edge if I should change it or if I should just leave it as it is. what do you guys think?

I will take everyones comment, vote into account and I want to apologize if the fanfic I wrote caused anyone discomfort. I will check this on friday and with the results I will either change the story or just decide on what to do.