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I wanna give him a hug so bad Him, blackberry and mala are my faves from what I own so far 😭💔

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This is kinda the point where Cassius is starting to question his feelings for Jayce;; For those who don't know, the running plotline is that both of them are hitmen/bounty-hunter kinda people. After being forced to work together under certain circumstances, it's slowly revealed that Cassius was actually hired to kill Jayce I don't know if it's obvious but the brief moment of hesitance is Cassius realising his resolve to kill Jayce was weakened;; their dynamic is kinda enemies to lovers shajhdjsjsj Also I realised that the dialogue doesn't really make sense;;;; but after Jayce says "So stop blaming yourself dumbass.", There should be another line which he says "I took the hit cause I knew I won't die. There was no way you would have dodged it in time."

Mallory and Miles :)

Popsicle boy Jayce.

Jayce and Cassius dump :)

Dressed to kill.

This is an improvement piece from this drawn last year :)

Comfort :)

The sad song of the lonely moon. 

Hi, this is meant to be a hurt/comfort piece;; I reveal a lot more of Miles character here??? Idk fjzndn - I think Miles' and Mallory's relationship is a little complicated in some ways. They're both very reserved people but somehow there's a longing to know the other better when they're together

Trigger warning: Suicidal thoughts In one of my previous posts of them, I kinda talked about the idea of death and Miles' constant yearn for it. Being in purgatory/ the in between for so long made him this hollow vessel that craved a release. It's not an immediate thing, but I wanted to portray Miles' slow will to live, for Mallory who showed him warmth and pulled him out of that "emptiness". I think it's his love for Mallory that made him want to to live for himself as well, to be a person that his lover deserved in a world that was already do cruel Mallory kinda made him realise that the biggest "fuck you" to the world was to live in it

!! Finally done 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I ended up cutting some Pokémon from the final because I'm lazy 🥲 For miles, he'd also have spiritomb and sableye!! For Mallory, he'd have alolan meowth and Zorua :))) - [also important side note but their heights here aren't accurate lol, Mal is around 185+ and miles is around 205-ish, some of my older drawings have a more accurate representation of their height diff;;]

In our next life.

Been thinking a lot about the ending of their story;; I kinda wanted it to be a sad ending where no one really gets a happy ending they want;; that being said, I was thinking that in an alternate timeline, or a different life, the two of them meet again and fall in love just like they once did,, living the life they could never have in their past lives Side note;; let me explain their design choices for their "next lives"

Mal still has his scar but not any of his tattoos

Miles has a portwine birthmark on his face and his platinum blonde hair

In the "canon" universe, Miles was also platinum blonde before he was demonised, in this alternate reality, since demons and angels don't exist, I decided that it was best for him to have his original hair colour hdjsjdj

Some random fun facts??? Djjsjs

Michael is Miles' angel name. He adopts Miles' as a cover name but eventually he adopts it as his "real name" and it sticks for all his other "lives"

The two of them would own a quite place by the beach in this happy universe,,

both were ex-military, Mallory instead of a bar, unlike in "canon", owns a tea shop.

Miles writes novels based on his lucid dreams, aka memories of his past life.

"Do you believe in reincarnation?"

"That's a lot coming from you." Mallory uses his tails to cleanly open the cans of beer he had bought moments prior. He passed one off to Miles, finding himself repositioned next to the angel. "I entertain the thought of it."

"Believing in it is another thing." He takes a sip, nearly gags but composed himself enough to nudge the other's side. He enjoyed moments like these. Sure he hated the beer, but it always did seem a little sweeter when it was just the two of them under the lonely moon, listening to it's sad song as the world unfolded before them.

"What do you think happens after death?"

Mallory looks at the angel in a way that Miles could only assume to be mild confusion. Not once does he turn to make eye contact with the demon, instead taking a drag out of his cigarette, burning the flicker of the stars into his hollow soul.

There is a peace to the quiet that erupts. Mallory too takes a drag out of his cigarette, leaning into the railings, sighing.

"Nothing."

The two of them bathed in the moonlight as cars roared below their feet.

"Why obsess with the idea of death when people like us can barely find what it means to live?"

One could say that the city beneath their feet was alive because of those who inhabit it, but maybe they were just pieces in a grander scheme bigger than themselves trying so desperately to find meaning in each crevice that laid the land.

"死有余辜." A pause. "Death doesn't get rid of the crimes that fester even when a soul dies."

"The living continue living."

Miles just chuckles, a genuine one. It was safe to say he was far from bored whenever he found himself conversing with the demon. Mallory Long was just that interesting to Miles,and he couldn't seem to get enough of it.

"Do you not think death frees you of your sin?"

"Is living not more of a punishment than death?"

"Maybe you're just frustrated with your lack of reason to live that you fixate yourself on what it means to die."

For the first time since the two of them began their conversation, Miles brings himself to stare at the demon who had a blank look gazing into the night.

"You don't need to have a rational reason to live."

"Wanting to wake up and drink that cup of tea is a reason nonetheless isn't it?"

idk

The sketch vs the final :D

I spent so long on his hair but I kinda like it 🥺🥺 - Also I forgot his mole on his left eyelid :((

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So, Miles is really hecka smart? Like almost terrifyingly so when it comes to strategising, conversing or even winning someone's trust,,, the thing is, he's pretty much dumb as hell when it comes to technology because he comes from a different time where technology is practically non-existent He learns fast but it still does take him awhile and Mal likes teasing him about it fhdjjd Also hi, ignore the kinks ;)) - Been thinking about reworking the entire lore of the demiverse again but djdjsjsj;;

Haven’t drawn them in awhile so please have tall stick man x tiny beefcake

Luciel and Lilith >:) the two main antagonists of my demiverse They are lesbians

Imagine dying in each other's arms, that's kinda sus 🙄🙄🙄 - (I'm kidding dhsjjsjsj;; it's 1:20am I am dying, also u may be thinking why give Miles' eyepatch 🤬🤬🤬 Jayce already has an eyepatch 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 well I can't fucking draw the other eye so I decided eye gone for Miles too 🥰🥰🥰) - Also I took the Myer Briggs personality test for them and well, Miles is an INTJ (Architect - the most common villain archetype) and Mallory is an INFP (Mediator - same as me which means sensitive and cry a lot) 😔😔

Hi, iwa supporting his Olympic athlete husband even though they are on rival teams 🥰🥰🥰

bye, OC dump of Miles and Mallory

Tobi has a crush >:(

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Just wanted to rework their story a little;; instead of criminal psychology was thinking of making Tobias pursue law while doing acting on the side;;;;;; He did theatre back in highschool which only contributed to his popularity jdjsj;; this is supposed to be after a play in which Tobi had the main role!! A lot of girls were crowding around him trying to give him congratulatory gifts but he could only think about Pluto (who he has a bit fat crush on fjxjjxj)

- Also just wanted to emphasise the confident/friendly and shy dynamic between the two of them;; Tobias is both smart and great at acting and Pluto is just phenomenal when playing music or singing fjdndj!!! They are supposed to be artistic bfs hhh

Cigarettes, blood & ladybugs.

Hi, finally done with the shirtcutmeme with Iwa and a bonus suprise OT3 hfjjdjs;; been really open to the idea of Kuroiiwa lately so decided to draw them for the free space fhjdjd!! I love them so much - The only one I put in genuine effort into is the one I drew for the free space fhjs 😭😭 I'm so sorry;; I hope you guys still enjoy it hhhhhh

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