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The RFA reacting to MC texting them saying “I’m 110% sad”
so real talk I’m like 110% sad right now. its just a bad day I know and Ill feel better tomorrow. some days are just like that. but i could use some comfort so i wrote some comfort fluff. I hope it brings all of you some comfort too.
Jumin
- Leaves you on read
- Rushes home instead of reply
- Let’s you sit on his lap
- The instant his arms are around you, you suddenly feel safe/loved enough to cry
- He hold you close gently rocking you
- Doesn’t say anything just holds you until you fall asleep
- Literally will not let you go
- will read to you if you need to be distracted
- gets Elizabeth to sit on your lap while you sit on his lap
- lap-ception
- kisses your head
- and your nose and your cheek and literally just all over kisses
- The next day is searching for what made you sad
- It will not get away with that
- He will fire, sue, trash or punch anyone and anything that makes you sad
- And if nothing made you sad and it was just a sad day
- Well then he will do everything in his power to make the next day twice as happy
Yoosung
- Why? What happened? Do you need me? Class is almost over? Should I leave now? MC?
- Rapid fire short texts you can’t respond to fast enough
- Is at your side way too early for him to have finished class
- He brought you your favorite food.
- Turns on funny animal videos and cuddles with you
- Probably plays with your hair
- Asks if you want to talk about it and listens intently
- Really really wants to help
- Ends up crying
- You weren’t crying until you saw him cry
- Tells you how much he loves you through the tears
- You two fall asleep on the couch cuddling
- You wake up in the middle of the night and shake him awake so you can move to the bed
- In an instant he’s asking if you feel better and making sure you aren’t sore from sleeping on the couch
Saeyoung
- Texts you a video of him blowing you a kiss dramatically
- Tries to cheer you up with jokes and memes
- If you tell him, you really aren’t up for jokes right now he’ll switch gears completely
- He gets that sometimes it’s not joke time
- Listens and sincerely tries to help be it advice or working his magic to fix it
- Takes you for a drive
- Truly believes in the power of loud music and high speeds
- Rolls down the windows and tries not to stare at how beautiful you look with the wind in your hair
- He takes you to one of his secret spots to help you escape from everything
- When you feel well enough to make a joke he is so relived and jokes back
- And then your crying and laughing and he has to admit this is better than the numb and lifeless look you had before
- He loves you
Zen
- He is calling you instantly
- “do you need me? I can leave if you need me?”
- Sings you the cutie pie song
- Is legitimately concerned when he doesn’t hear you giggle when you thank him
- He is on his way home before you can assure him your fine
- Once he’s home he’s ushering you out the door and onto his bike
- He takes you to his special spot in the mountains
- He explains that being in nature helps him when he’s sad so he hopes it helps you too
- Pulls out goldfish shaped bread for you two to share
- You lean against him and he kisses the side of your head
- You two stay their till night fall so you can star gaze
- He drapes his coat over you and suddenly your crying
- Burying your face in his chest and shaking as he holds you
- He tells you that he’s so thankful that of all the times he could have lived in of all the places he could have been of all the lives he could have lived he got this one
- He assures you that if he had to do it all again he wouldn’t change a thing because everything led him to holding you in his arms
- You can feel yourself giggle a little at how cheesy he is
- And he’s just relieved to see your smile even if it’s still muddled by tears
- Once you calm down you and he head back home to rest
Jaehee
- She’s worried
- She wants to help but doesn’t know how to
- She makes your favorite desert
- Puts in your favorite Zen dvd
- Covers you in a blanket and tells you, you can talk if you want but you don’t have to
- When she’s sad Zen makes her feel better so she’s showing you all her Zen stuff hoping it’ll help you too
- but you’re just staring ahead
- you aren’t even singing along to the musical number like you usually do (even when she asks you not to)
- so cautiously she pulls you against her in a gentle side hug
- and now your sniffling and shaking and she’s absolutely sure it’s her fault
- so she pulls away like she’s been burned
- but you have her shirt and are pulling her back because really you need the hug right now
- she’s hesitant but she hugs you again and you spend the evening crying on her shoulder
- she kisses your head once she feels you stop shaking
- but you don’t respond
- so she checks closer only to find you sleeping against her
- she carries you to bed and whispers softly
- “I love you MC.”
RFA and how MC gets them to sleep
I hope ya’ll enjoy these. do I need to make a masterpost? since I’ve got a couple of these now I don’t know. their all pretty recent so maybe its not necessary.
Jumin
- You’ve gotten it down to a science at this point
- “darling? I can’t sleep.” You call from the door way of his home office “do you mind reading to me? Like you did that first night?” that’s what gets him the mention of your first night with him.
- “I, of course dearest” he says wearily placing a stack of papers to the side “just until you fall asleep though I do need to finish this”
- You frowned a little at that. He hadn’t slept much these past weeks and when he did it was fitful and short lived. Tonight he would sleep. You would be sure of that.
- “would you sit in bed with me? Just for a while? The bed is too big and cold for me to fall asleep without you.”
- “you have plenty of blankets my love” he said narrowing his eye’s at you suspiciously
- “it’s not about the blankets. I don’t love the blankets. I love you” then you saw it in his eye’s warmth, love and the tell tail signs of his resolve crumbling as he gave into your request. You didn’t like using his love for you like this but he had to sleep.
- “I really can’t say no to you my love” he sighed following you towards the king sized bed you shared
- “thank you honey bunny” you said pulling him to lay beside you leaning him against a pile of pillows so he was reclining enough to sleep comfortably but upright enough to read. Where he not so fatigued he may have questioned how you had planned it all so perfectly.
- You handed him the book you two where currently reading and situated yourself against his chest humming happily
- One chapter later and you could feel him running his fingers through your hair trying to see if you were awake
- You stayed still careful to count your breath to keep it deep and slow
- He sighed and settled himself a little before resigning to stay rather than wake you by leaving
- After fifteen minutes you could hear his gentle and quite snores
- Success.
- The next morning you woke early and shut off his alarm before calling Jaehee
- “mission accomplished Jaehee” you say smirking “he wont be in today but tomorrow he’ll be back to tip top shape”
- “thank you MC. when he pushes himself this hard it often falls to me to fix the things his fatigue lets fall through the cracks. One day of rest saves us weeks of mistakes”
- “a stitch in time saves nine as they say. Oh but I have to go if I’m not there when he wakes up he’ll try to go back to work”
- “of course, and again thank you MC.”
Yoosung
- Honestly if you could just get him into bed you knew he would be out like a light
- It was getting him to the bed that was difficult
- So you played the last card in you deck, the ace.
- “yoosungie? I’m going to shower and get ready for bed okay?”
- “sounds good!”
- “unless, maybe you wanted to join me?”
- “jo- join you?” he spluttered turning away from his computer wide eyed and beet red
- “well I thought, it might save time, and water and it might be fun.” With a wink you turned towards the bathroom where you already had everything prepared
- Honestly the shared shower was simply a bonus to your plan
- Call the fun times you shared a happy consequence of the plan.
- You washed his hair with lavender scented shampoo to help you both relax and calm down
- And on the way out you hand him the pajamas you had prepared
- “you planned this”
- “of course I planned this” you chuckled kissing his forehead “noona takes care of her puppy”
- You could see his face darken and feel the shiver that ran down his spine at that and you couldn’t help the laugh that escaped your lips at the way his eye’s seemed to cloud for a fraction of a second
- You pressed a quick kiss to his lips before pulling him to the bedroom where you sat him on the bed to towel dry his hair a bit more
- “I love you” he whispers and you smiled gently at him. Pulling the towel off his head you pulled him against you “I love you too”
- Laughing you pulled him to lay beside you before leaning over him to reach across the bed and turn off the bedside lamp
- With on last kiss on his nose you bid him goodnight computer game forgotten in haze of showers and cuddles (amongst other activities)
Saeyoung
- He knows what you’re up to.
- But you’re wearing the cute cat pajamas he had bought you.
- and you had completely designed your bed time routine around tempting him to bed
- he had never even heard of bedtime yoga before you moved in
- yet there you where contorted beside the bed showing of how flexible you could be and occasionally smirking into the camera you knew he was watching
- so it wasn’t long before he found himself making his way to the bedroom
- “ready for bed secret agent man?” you quipped and couldn’t help a smirk as you saw his face tint a slight pink
- “are you kitten me?” he shot back and you had to cover your moth to stop the giggles
- “come on I’ve even got my paw-jamas on” you manage through your giggles
- “you’re doing this on purr-pose aren’t you?”
- “guess the cats out of the bag how’d you know?”
- “just a feline” both of your where lost in a fit of laughter at that point
- you pulled him to the bed and made note of the dark circles under his eyes as you pulled a heavy weighted blanket over you both before snuggling up next to him
- he had insisted he didn’t need it. “I don’t have anxiety, MC” he had said.
- Next day shipping and an extra good night of sleep later he admitted the weight was comforting
- Your rans your fingers through his hair and mumbled quietly to him about your day.
- You had found that the quiet talk down helped him relax as he curled into your chest
- This was the only time you ever saw him this small
- Wondered if it was a product of his childhood that he disliked sleeping so much
- Still you held him close and played with his hair absently as you recounted the story of meeting a stray cat on the way home
- After a while you ran out of stories and moved on to trying new jokes searching for the ones that drew sleepy chuckles from his lips
- Lulling him to sleep was simple enough. The hard part came after
- Falling asleep without waking him up was always a struggle
- He was a notoriously light sleeper
- One wrong move or strange noise had him jolting upright and alert
- Once you had startled him awake with nothing more than a yawn
- Perhaps it was his training that had him on such high alert.
- You hoped that slowly but surely he would learn to relax a bit more but you understood it could take years if it happened at all
Zen
- He knows he should sleep
- He just can’t some times
- He’ll lie awake for hours if you don’t help him relax
- On these nights you two have settled into a routine
- You make him tea and brush his hair
- “you know you don’t have to do that jagiya”
- “I enjoy it your hair is always so soft!”
- “are you jealous?”
- “I would be if you weren’t my boyfriend. That’s the thing though your MY boyfriend meaning technically your mine and by extension your hair is mine”
- “is that how it works?”
- You lean down and kiss the top of his head
- “yep that’s how it works”
- “does that mean your mine too”
- “always and forever”
- “your so cute jagi!
- After tea you both go through your nightly routines washing your face and getting ready for bed
- On good night you share a bath
- You lean against his chest and lay your head back on his shoulders while you both do a face mask
- in bed you ask him to sing you a lullaby as you gently trace patterns into his chest
- You hum along contentedly and smile when he yawns
- After while his singing drifts off and you can hear his breath get deeper
- he can sleep through quite a bit but you know that the second you pull away from him he’ll be up in a second looking for the warmth and weight of you
- so you pull the blankets tighter around the both of you and slip into sleep yourself
Jaehee
- you got to start early with Jaehee
- no caffeine after noon or it’s a lost cause
- after opening the café this got 1000% harder
- you lure her away from work by offering to watch a Zen DVD with her
- you pull her against you on the couch and hum along with the music quietly (she hates it if you sing along but humming is fine)
- slowly she starts to relax against your chest and you know it’s time to move upstairs (wink wink. Wait no. you both need rest save the winks for next time)
- “Jaehee?” you ask gently “how bout we head to bed? We have to open early tomorrow”
- She yawns bit but you can see the defiance in her eye’s
- “I should finish a couple more things before”
- “no” you say sternly pulling her toward the bedroom
- “but there’s still paperwork”
- “and it will still be there in the morning. Look ill work the morning by myself so you can take care of it then but you need sleep”
- She sighs but fallows you none the less
- “your right MC.”
- “it happens sometimes” you laugh winking at her and reveling in her averted eye’s and blushing cheeks
- (wink wink? No just one wink. You still need rest)
- Once in bed you snuggle together and just before drifting off you hear her mumble
- “I’m so glad we’re friend” “I’m so lucky to have you”
The RFA boys and how they express love
I swear someday I’ll play jaehee’s route and I’ll come update this to include her but right now I’m on the route of pain and sorrow and I don’t know how to stop. its only like day 4 of the “another story route” and I don’t see this shiz getting any less painful. if anyone wants to send me jumin or yoosung fluff it would be much appreciated oh and also is there an easier way to tag?
anyways without further ado. I hope you guys enjoy my take on how the RFA boys express their love.
Jumin
If its planned: spoiling you he buys gifts. he loves your smile when he surprises you with a gift and you love the goofy grin on his face when he gets to spoil you. At first it made you nervous. You didn’t like the idea that he thought he had to buy your love. You didn’t want him thinking you stayed with him just because of the money, especially since you would gladly stay with him even if he had nothing. You confronted him about this after your first valentines together. You didn’t plan on crying though and the second the first tear fell you could see Jumin’s heart break. He explained that he wasn’t giving you gifts to make you stay, he bought you gifts because he would pass by something and think of you. He bought you gifts because even the thought of your smile made his day better. he bought you gifts because he loved you and not to make you love him. You launched yourself at him catching him off guard you tumbled to the floor together as you nuzzled into his chest. He laughed at your antics as he wrapped his arms around you in kind.
If its unplanned: physical affection He isn’t used to affection. Especially romantic affection so his tolerance is fairly low. He can tend to get swept up in the heat of his emotions so when he gets overwhelmed by his feelings towards you there’s only really one outlet. (wink wink) he doesn’t enjoy PDA however so more often than not he’ll whisk you away to somewhere private. The second his lips meet yours you practically drown in his passion and you wonder how anyone could call this man a robot when he his every movement was filled with love and heart. You suppose you could be the only one who has the privilege of seeing him like that and pride wells up within you as you lean into his embrace. You love him like this just like you love him when he sits at his desk working intently. Everything about him seems to call out to you and in this moment you hope he can feel it.
Yoosung
If its planned: games with you fun it this cutie pies middle name. he plans dates complete with games and roleplaying adventures (look at his valentines DLC where y’all played like it was your first date). He enjoys nothing more than seeing you laugh and play with him. Sometimes he worries you won’t take him seriously though especially after someone else treats him like a child. You always know this has happened because he’s not up for your normal games. He gets agitated when you call him puppy and cutie. This is your cue to remind him that being cute doesn’t make him less manly. You tell him you love his cute side because no matter how hard your day was he never fails to make you smile. You remind him you chose him. You chose him and no one else.
If it isn’t planned: takes care of you this precious boy is all about acts of service. You wonder if it has anything to do with his Kink desire for praise. He wants to do things for you. Anything! He likes to cook for you and help you study or teach you a new mechanic in your game. It makes him feel strong even if he can’t beat someone in a fist fight. The more he helps you the more useful and secure he feels. You assure him that he doesn’t have to do anything to earn your love and affection “you just have to be yourself puppy! I love you for you not what you do!” but you let him keep doing things because it gives you a good excuse to praise him and the look in his eyes when you praise him it far too good to give up. He gets all red and starry eyed you could almost swear he’s having an out of body experience. You’ll admit you get a bit uneasy when other people praise him because of this though, that being said you don’t want to stop it if it makes him happy. So instead you simply double up on your cuddles and praise when you get home.
Saeyoung
If its planned: hand made gifts for Saeyoung a gift means nothing if it’s not personalized. When he gives a gift its always handmade or hand built maybe. Either way its hours spent to prove how much he cares about you. You can guarantee that a gift from him is more than the sum of its parts. He likes watching you interact with his latest gadget discovering all its hidden uses and programs. His favorite part is when he can tell its surprised you, he thinks the mixture of shock and mirth on you face is the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen. Every gift he gives you gets increasingly complex, from that first robotic cat made to simply keep you company to his latest gift which even after 3 months your still finding new things the glowing long cat robot (extendo-elly the 4th) can do.
If its unplanned humor he loves to make you smile. His jokes and memelord nature wasn’t completely for show. He genuinely enjoys seeing you laugh. He’s constantly looking for new ways to have you ROTFL’ing. Once he sent you a meme completely in binary just so he could watch you translate it and face palm while you giggled to yourself. He considers the times when you punch him playfully tears of laughter in your eyes to be a rousing success. He learned pretty fast you enjoyed his cosplay that you always thought one of two things. You either thought it was beautiful or you had to practically bite you hand to stop your giggles. His showmanship only grows from there. If you’re feeling down, he makes it his life’s purpose to bring your smile back even if it means making a fool of himself (especially if it means making a fool of himself).
Zen
If its planned quality time Zen just wants to spend time with you. He likes being near you even if you’re doing nothing. When he does his strength training you do yoga, when he practices lines in the living room your sitting on the floor laptop in hand. He likes to be near you so he plans date’s where you can simply be together. Stargazing, motorcycle rides, even trips to museums if that’s what your into (though you might have to help him understand why that stuff is important). he likes catching glimpses of you while acting, hearing your voice while he’s chatting with a fan, recognizing your perfume as you rush past him for an onset project. It’s partly why he wanted you as his manager, the other part was that you where damn good at it. You could juggle the RFA party and his shooting schedule and the upcoming auditions like you were born for it. Honestly he was just so thrilled to be with you whenever possible.
If its unplanned praise let’s face it this boy is dramatic as all get out. So when he gets overwhelmed he can’t help but revert to those cheesy lines from his plays. He’ll shower you in praise and love and you’re always a little worried that one day he’ll just start spouting Shakespeare. he calls you princess and angel while fawning over you because he just can’t help it he loves you and if he can’t spirit you away to a nice private place when he can unleash the beast, then he’ll simply have to verbally drown you in praise and love.
very little warning
a Saeyoung X MC ficlet (1050 word)
MC goes into labor early while Saeyoung is out. thankfully Saeran is there to help MC.
I hope you guys like this one, I feel like Saeran would be able to help through pretty much anything as long as someone walked him through it but he would not be happy about it. Saeyoung would be so distracted trying to do literally everything at once I don’t think he’d be much help. he would however be a great dad, those kids would not only have the coolest toys, but also Saeyoung would teach them how to build things. (he wouldn't teach them hacking though because he really doesn't want them to follow in his dangerous foot steps)\
Bedrest was getting boring and you still had a month left. you partly blamed Saeyoung for this. Twins ran in his family not yours, yet here you were too big to be comfortable and exhausted constantly. Then again you knew your family’s history with difficult pregnancies as well so it wasn't entirely his fault. these things compounded into extreme bedrest for the last two months of your pregnancy. Worse yet this meant much of the baby preparation, which had doubled with the news of twins, was left to Saeyoung. Who had taken to building custom versions of everything he thought your little family would need. Today though Saeyoung had left. He had put off the last of the baby shopping to watch over you but he had finally run out of supplies for his projects. He promised he would only be gone for a little while and asked Saeran to take care of you. you weren’t nervous. Saeran was good company and you enjoyed chatting with him. soon you two settled into a comfortable silence as Saeran read and you played a simple game Saeyoung had made for you on your phone.
That’s when you felt the first contraction. You placed your hand on your belly and started to count. You had helped your mother deliver several children as a midwife and knew the basics. though this was early, a premature birth was not out of the realm of possibilities, still you hoped that this was a false alarm like the many contractions before it.
“come one kiddo’s can ya give me one more week?” you asked your belly as another contraction shot through you strengthening your suspicion that this may be something more than a simple false alarm.
“what was that?” Saeran asked his eye’s never leaving his book.
“can you drive sae?” you asked as you sat farther up in bed. The contractions were coming fairly regularly now and you knew that soon they would get stronger and faster.
“no? should I, should I call Saeyoung?” he asked looking at you a little nervously now.
“mkay yeah if you don’t mind texting him” the latest contraction knocked the breath out of you and you felt a puddle form between your legs “but I think it’s a little late to make it to the hospital”
“what?” saeran nearly shouted jumping up at the sight of your face in pain “hospital? You’re not. Are you?”
“text your brother and listen I’m going to need your help with this” you said between gritted teeth.
“no, no. MC I’m not a doctor, I’m barely a functioning person” he cried and you almost laughed at that, then pain shot through you and you hissed
“well congrats you just got promoted to doula. get a warm wash cloth. I’ll call Saeyoung” you watched Saeran rush out of the room before hitting the speed dial on your phone. Saeyoung answered immediately asking if you were okay. “heh, yeah but I’m gonna need you to head home” you managed as another wave of pain rolled through you.
“what wrong? I’m on my way I’ll be there as fast as I can”
“listen don’t worry too much, okay? saeran is helping me but we’ll need a ride to the hospital once their born just to make sure everything okay” the breaks between contractions was getting noticeably shorter but you tried to explain as much as you could in the short bursts of clarity you had. “I’m in labor. It’s going really fast, we’re only a little early though. They should be fine.”
“you aren’t due for another month MC” Saeyoung cried and you could hear the engine of a car rev in the background. He was on his way, good. “we have to get you to a hospital you can’t have our babies in the bunker! Where’s Saeran let me talk to him!” you handed the phone to Saeran just as he returned with several towels and the bag you and Saeyoung had packed for the birth. though you had meant for it to be brought to the hospital it had some necessities you would need. Haltingly, working between your contractions, you got yourself into position as the boys argued over the phone. When you could no longer keep the checklist straight in your head because of the pain you called for Saeran.
“hey I kind of need you over here” the phone was dropped and forgotten in a second as you walked him through his role thankful that he was a quick learner who listened well enough to keep you on track.
Saeyoung arrived to yelling and assumed the worst. He rushed to the source of the noise just in time to see the birth of the second twin. His brother looked shaken and Saeyoung couldn’t blame him. saeran had no training in medicine and it looked like he had just managed to deliver twins with nothing more than MC’s slightly angry sounding instruction.
Once at the hospital the doctor gave your twins a clean bill of health and you could breathe easy for the first time in hours. Saeyoung sat beside your bed his head in his hands.
“I shouldn’t have left” he muttered and you sighed. He was blaming himself again.
“listen you’re decisions absolutely led us here Saeyoung.” You started. His head shot up hurt by your words so you continued. “you decided to save me back at Rika’s apartment, you decided to save saeran from mint eye, you decided to marry me, and you decided to sleep with me” you couldn't help yourself when you saw him blush just a bit at that. “ a lot. Saeyoung you decided that one a lot.”
“MC this isn’t funny.” he groaned
“that’s where your wrong, secret agent man. This is very funny. Do you know why? Its funny because you should be celebrating. Every decision you made as led you to be sitting beside your wife with two healthy newborns in the nursery and your bother sleeping in the corner. You may not see how amazing that is but I do. Life is one big cosmic joke and we managed to luck out on the happiest possible punchline; If that’s not funny I don’t Know what is.”
He looked at you taken aback by your speech but then he smiled and there was a relief in his face that you loved. “what did I do to deserve you”
“probably something terrible” you joked as he wrapped his arms around you.
The RFA +Saeran react to MC’s past self-harm scars
so this one is, sensitive. there are some trigger warning’s simply because of the reference to self harm.
In this head cannon MC used to self harm and has come incredibly far in her recover to the point where all that is left are the old scars that may never fade entirely so there is no active self harm or blood.
also master list if you want something a bit lighter
I’m having a rough day and needed something to remind me that even on my worst days I am still healing, still marching forward towards a future far from where i was before.
some note: these come from my own experiences and thoughts on self harm and recovery from it. as always everyone’s experiences are different and everyone is in a different place in their recovery. spread kindness, understanding, love, support, and respect. it’s what the RFA would want.
Jumin
- Is quietly concerned.
- Wants to understand why
- Will ask but not press you for an answer
- Offers to find a way to help them fade if you want
- If you say no he will trace them absently with his fingers while you cuddle
- He’ll kiss them when you make love
- He always tells you that scars show your strength to push through pain and survive hardship
Yoosung
- Asks immediately, may push the issue if you just brush him off (unless you seem really visibly uncomfortable)
- Cries when you tell him
- Doesn’t matter that it was the past he’s worried now
- Wishes he could have met you then and helped you
- Is low key afraid to touch them (what if he hurts you)
- Sees them as reminders of past pain, warnings that even you, with all your strength, are human.
Saeyoung
- He knew because of your medical history.
- Chooses not to say anything to respect your privacy.
- When you do decide to talk about it he holds you
- He assures you that the past does not define you
- He knows that better than anybody
- May share his past with you as well
- There is healing in knowing you are not alone
- Believes they show how deeply you cared, things can only hurt you if you care and you cared so deeply it nearly broke you.
Zen
- Is so worried he doesn’t know what to say
- You don’t get to be self-conscious though
- You thought his body worship was a bit much before
- Wants to remind you that scars or no scars you are the most beautiful person he’s ever met
- Inside and out
- He wants you to know your value so you never consider go back to that
- Believes they show just how much you have grown, how far you’ve come. The mark where you were and as the fade and heal no matter how slowly it shows how far removed from that place you are now
Jaehee
- She hates that you were hurting that much
- She looks so sad as her fingers ghost over the scars
- Thanks you for trusting her enough to tell her
- Is a little stiff and fidgety trying to figure out how to tell you
- She wants her words to be perfect because she loves you and this is serious
- Ends up saying nothing at all and simply gives your lips a gentle kiss
- She hopes you understand
- You smile and hold her because you do
- The whole exchange is quiet and simple
- She sees the scars as your history, they show where you come from but don’t define where you go from here. They don’t control you. you are more than your scars.
Saeran
- He understands
- It makes him feel less alone he’ll admit
- Still he worries about them
- When you aren’t looking he stares, secretly making sure new ones don’t ever appear
- He is in awe of the strength you have to recover from such pain
- He knows firsthand how hard it is to walk that path
- He doesn’t want to find your scars beautiful
- He worries you will think he is glad you were hurt
- But he does think their beautiful, they show the depth of you. that you have been to the abyss and come out the other side not unscathed but unchanged, whole, and alive
- To him your scars show him there is hope for healing
the RFA reacting to MC saying something creepy in her sleep
so I went to a con and in one of the panels the speaker mentioned her boyfriend (also a speaker there) talked in his sleep and said only the creepiest shiz (she also mentioned him sleep fighting which is hilarious but not what this story is about) one of the things he had said that really shook her was the phrase “the wall’s demand a sacrifice” and i really like that phrase.
so yeah that’s where this came from
oh and ya know master list
Jumin
- it was past midnight and he was up to respond to a foreign business partner
- he wasn’t fazed when you shifted and mumbled something incomprehensible
- you had always talked a little in your sleep, mostly cute nonsense from your dreams
- “the walls demand a sacrifice”
- Well that was new
- He debated waking you up, if it were a nightmare he certainly didn’t want you to suffer longer
- Then you chuckled and he felt a shiver run up his spine.
- He had never her you laugh quite like that
- Perhaps he should make some tea and finish his work in the other room
Yoosung
- He had woken up when a particularly loud crack of thunder rang through the stormy night
- Jolted awake he looked around to check on you
- But you were snuggled up just as cute as ever
- “the walls”
- He smiled a little to himself, he loved when you talked in your sleep
- Sometimes if he goaded you along he could get you to say his name
- “what was that MC” he asked gently prompting you
- “the wall’s they want a sacrifice”
- That was all he needed to hear to know he would not be sleeping that night.
- He sat in the well-lit kitchen watching cute animal videos
- Anything to not think about the ominous warning you had muttered
Saeyoung
- You had your head on his lap as he worked on his laptop at the coffee table
- He chuckled at your occasional grimace or smile as you dreamed
- That is until you spoke
- “we must give the walls their sacrifice”
- “heh what was that?”
- “the walls demand a sacrifice”
- A second later you were shaken awake
- “MC if you ever do that again I will douse you in holy water”
- “huh?”
- “nothing just um, time to head to bed I think”
- You grumbled something about already being asleep before you shook you but relented and followed him to bed
- not noticing as he absentmindedly fumbled with the cross around his neck
Zen
- he’s occupied with character analysis when you appear in the doorway glassy eyed and vacant
- he had seen you sleep walk before when work stress got particularly bed so he wasn’t too surprised
- he stood, prepairing to gently guide you back to bed you turned your head towards the window and muttered something
- he chuckled quietly thrilled by how cute you always were
- he placed his arm gently around your shoulders and began to hush you gently as he walked you back to the bedroom
- “the walls demand their due”
- That stopped him in his tracks as he searched your blank and unfocused gaze still turned towards the only small window his apartment had
- “jagiya?” he prompted gently trying to rouse you “are you okay babe?”
- You shook your head blinking rapidly and coming back to yourself
- “Zenny? What? Was I sleep walking again?”
- “what were you dreaming about”
- “I um its fuzzy, you were there I think, but mostly I remember there was someone talking”
- “let um let’s get you to bed jagiya”
- he decides its best to head to bed with you, though he didn’t sleep very well after that
Jaehee
- she woke up to a call from MR.han
- she was ready to turn him down. You had helped her take great strides in being able to say no
- even to him
- she looked at you and readied her resolution
- then you spoke raspy and sleep deep
- “the walls demand their sacrifice”
- Well that was, unsettling to say the least
- When a chuckle escaped your lips the last of her bravery slipped from her grasp
- If she wasn’t going to sleep anyway she may as well work after all
- She left you a note on her way out
- “MC I had to go into the office urgently also you were sleep talking again last night. I read recently sleep talking can be caused by stress and sleep deprivation. Please take care of yourself and be sure to get good rest.”
Saeran
- He doesn’t sleep well
- So he’s used to sitting up watching you sleep it helps him calm down
- The you nuzzle into his lap just a little more and mumble
- “the walls demand a sacrifice”
- He’s more curious than anything else
- what does it mean? how do the walls speak to you? what kind of sacrifice do they want?
- am I in danger? why did they choose to give you their demands?
- I could sacrifice someone to the walls just as easily as you could?
- who are the walls to judge me unfit for preparing their sacrifices?
- He has to shake his head that line of logic was still so easy to fall into
- He would wake you gently then in case the dream that caused the sleep talking was a bad one
- then both of you could start the soothing routine of falling back to sleep together
RFA reacts to MC using a pickup and finger guns on them
personally I like finger guns anyone who knows me knows I am a huge dork and i like to make puns but my somewhat dry humor means that people may not notice if I don’t actively play it up so bring in the awkwardly dorky finger guns (guy’s there’s a reason I don’t have many friends I am so far from cool) any way I don’t do pick up lines because I don’t have any interest in actual dating so I had to look these up. I hope ya’ll enjoy these. writing them made me happy at least.
oh also ya know master list
Jumin
- I’d like to make you my feature PowerPoint presentation *finger gun*
- Straight up asks what you’re doing with your hands.
- MC: it’s uh ironic I guess? It’s like a silly thing you do if you are trying to flirt with someone and you fail at it Jumin: and you made that gesture to me because? MC: I was trying and failing to flirt with you Jumin: I do not believe you were failing *trademark smirk* Mc: *gulp* Help
- Tries it on you and is pleasantly surprised by your giggle and blush (it’s just so awkward and cute and oh my god you are going to marry this man)
- Gets Saeyoung to make him a finger gun emoji (Saeyoung is hyped)
- Everyone loses their sh*t
Yoosung
- “You’re my superman yoosung * jokey finger guns*
- Turns bright red, stutters,
- Tries desperately to flirt back but can’t get the pickup line out
- You can’t get over how cute his embarrassed face is
- He is now distraught at how often you start doing this
- Keeps asking the RFA for help on lines to say back to you because he wants to impress you
Saeyoung
- “I’d like to play on your laptop *wink and finger-gun*”
- It was in this moment that he knew he was in love
- Finger-gun’s back
- Starts a finger-gun shoot out
- It always ends in his over the top death scene He falls into your arms and quotes hamlet
- you giggle and give him a kiss to bring him back to life
Zen
- Are you Macbeth? Because your name sends shivers down my spine. *finger gun*
- he can’t stop laughing, you looked so cute
- once he gets a hold of himself he turns the table on you
- jagiya, if you were words on a page, you’d be fine print. *finger guns*
- he is absolutely hugging you so tight it’s hard to breath
- the beast is unleashed
- you swear you’ll learn more theater pickup lines
Jeahee
- can I have your number because I like you a latte *finger guns*
- sputters blushes “what?”
- tries to brush it off as a joke (because you two are friends)
- secretly hopes it wasn’t a joke (she may not want to be just friends)
- tells you about this new café that has really good latte art
- you insist that both of you go together
- now she has a date? Maybe? Or at the very least she has plans to meet a friend
- you two spend a lot of time in this weird “are we friends or dating and they just go slow” area
The RFA when MC is excited about how soft her fresh shaved legs are
there’s something truly magical about fresh shaved legs. for EVERYONE involved.
Masterlist
Jumin
- You sneak into his home office wearing your black satin pajama’s
- you move to perch on his desk one leg extended and toe pointed as elegantly as you could manage
- “Jumin touch my legs they are so soft!”
- “Excuse me?”
- You spin so your legs sit across the papers he was just working on and sit front and center
- “I just shaved and used that new lotion you got me and they are so soft touch them”
- “No”
- “No?” you pout
- He scoops you up without warning carrying you out of the office
- “The office is no place for that”
- “wait, no. you were work, I just meant.”
- “you know better than to tease me” he said entering the bedroom with a mischievous smirk
- I mean he right
Yoosung
- You emerged from the bathroom towel clad and smooth legged
- Yoosung was in the main room enjoying a let’s play when you made your appearance
- “MC?!?”
- “Yoosung touch my legs” you chirp happily racing of to him and placing one foot gently on the table before him
- His hands are shaking as his fingers start at your knee and run down to your ankle
- He stutters an affirmation and you smile moving to sit next to him
- You drape your legs across his lap teasing him
- “MC this isn’t fair” he says burying his face in his hands
- You shift your legs off his lap and move his hands gently to steal a kiss from him
- “but your so cute when you blush”
- “you’re doing this on purpose” he chides
- You simply giggle and kiss him even deeper this time
- You two did not make it to the bedroom
- Mission accomplished
Saeyoung
- BAM your leg in all its fresh shaven glory is posed upon the coffee table before Saeyoung
- Before you can even say anything he leans forward and lick a long strip up your calf
- “oh god ewww why?”
- “why not?” he asks mock sagely
- “I just wanted you to see how my legs where!”
- “soft you wanna see soft legs?”
- BAM HIS leg in all its shaven glory is posed upon the coffee table before you
- Revenge lick
- “augh okay point made that’s gross”
- Later you are both cuddling on the couch in booty shorts super soft legs tangled together as you watch a movie
- Saeran hates that he can’t tell which legs belong to his brother and which belong to you
- He thinks your both idiots who need to put on REAL F*CKING PANTS
Zen
- He comes home from a jog to see you in shorts doing one leg wheel pose
- Instantaneous nosebleed
- “oh Zen look”
- MC he literally can’t look any harder than he is already looking
- You move out of wheel pose to stand before him “I just shaved my legs and they are so smooth touch them!”
- his brain has ceased functioning
- You guide his hands to your thigh to feel your skin
- Then he’s moving on his own and his hand is too high to be innocent
- You give a shuddering gasp
- The beast is unleashed
- “Jagi do you even know what you’re doing to me?”
- You absolutely 100% know what you’re doing.
Jaehee
- She too knows the alluring feeling of fresh shaven legs
- Share with her your soft leg secrets
- Now you both have super soft legs
- You absentmindedly run your fingers along each other’s legs all afternoon
- FRESH SHEETS because you both know how amazing fresh sheets are when paired with fresh shaved legs
- You two cuddle all afternoon while watching Zen’s DVD’s
- That night, so many cute and spicy leg kisses
- Tangled up super soft legs
- SKIRTS FOR DAY’S
Mc spoils the RFA + saeran with their perfect bath
guys i love baths. bath bombs, I got a job at bath and body works because i love their products and lush doesn't have a store near me. baths are beautiful wonderful indulgent moments of relaxation and should be treated as sacred and holy times. so here we have MC giving the RFA their perfect bath.
also my master list grows with every new post so be sure to keep an eye on it.
Jumin
- He has been so stressed its affecting his sleep
- So tonight your bound and determined to get him to relax
- He doesn’t usually take baths he’s a shower guy
- His bathtub is HUGE though (mostly because he knows you love baths)
- The water is so hot his skin is a little red but not so hot that hit hurts
- Hot water helps relax the muscles you point out
- you use a bath bomb that colors the water a deep purple with eco safe silver glitter
- it’s scented with cedar wood and lavender oil
- you even dimmed the lights and played cello music to create the optimal relaxation
- he starts soaking as you pour both of you some wine
- he asks you to join him saying that it would be “terribly boring” without you
- you chuckle and slip in with him leaning against his chest
- he tells you about a new cat business
- you tell him about teaching Elizabeth the 3rd to do the obstacle course you and he set up
- you mention that the water looks like the starry night sky and move to kiss him
- he smiles and catches your chin in his hand to deepen the kiss
- he thinks he will indulge in baths more often if you will be joining him like this
Yoosung
- he knows that girls like baths but he’s never really enjoyed them
- he gets antsy if he sits still too long and shows just seem easier
- so you decide to show him the light
- the bathtub at his place isn’t big but you can manage since there isn’t an easy solution
- the water is another problem it doesn’t get hot enough to be relaxing and certainly not hot enough to stay relaxing through the duration of the soak
- so you fill up what you can from the tap and add boiling water to bring the overall temp up
- you have to be really carful to not get it too hot
- you use a light blue bath bomb with gold glitter its shaped like a shooting start and has a tiny toy inside
- you do not tell him about the toy the toy is yours
- its smells like freesia and honey, fresh and lightly sweet
- you play the LOLOL equivalent of the LOZ great fairy fountain music
- he grabs your hand as you go to give him privacy and won’t meet your eyes when he asks you to join him
- you share a bottle of cold cherry flavored sparkling water
- he tells you about the upcoming LOLOL event and you laugh at his animated hand guesturse splashing around
- you give him a bubble beard and when you kiss him you pull away with half the bubbles on your own face
- as great as the bath itself was his favorite part is towel drying your hair because of how messy and super fluffy soft it becomes
Saeyoung
- broski neglects himself when work gets bad
- he can get nasty
- you draw him a bath with the hottest water possible
- you use a bright red bath bomb with black and gold glitter
- it smells exactly like fruit loops
- you also add several rubber duckies (one looks like him and one looks like you)
- you were not planning to join him really
- but he splashes you and I mean you where wet already so when in roam
- you too may or may not play act with the rubber ducky versions of you
- you pour Dr. pepper into those plastic fake champagne flutes and toast to honey buddah chips
- you have to ban honey buddah chips from the bath
- you share memes on each other’s phones
- and play soft 8-bit music as background noise
- you wash his hair and hum a lullaby
- he tries not to get sentimental about a childhood he never had
- but you can tell he’s getting a bit sad so you squish his face and say “my name is Saeyoung and I deserve love” you have him repeat after you while his face is squished until his laughing again
- you wrap his hair in a towel hat then laugh when he forgets and his hair dries all crazy
- bath time becomes a really happy routine for you too
Zen
- he is familiar with baths they are good for your skin every once in a while
- he’s read all about the benefits, the pros and cons, what to add what to steer clear of
- he insists warm not hot water “zen hot water feels the best” “it can irritate our skin jagi!”
- you concede because he’s basically a human furnace anyway
- you choose a dye and glitter free bath bomb
- but it does have seaweed extract, coconut oil, and Epsom salt
- it smells like rose, lemongrass, and mahogany
- he puts his hair in a bun to wash separately (what’s good for skin isn’t always good for hair)
- you both do face masks during the soak and there’s something you really enjoy about seeing him in a face mask
- it’s one of the few times he looks genuinely silly
- you talk about the new part he just got and he admits he’s nervous
- “it’s a romance Jagi what if I can’t act it properly because I’m too busy thinking about you?”
- he either drinks bear or lemon cucumber water depending on if he has an audition tomorrow
- if he drinks beer he shares the can with you since he’s trying to cut back for you
- if it’s the lemon cucumber water absolutely runs the bottom of the ice cold glass against your neck to see you shiver and shudder
- but then you wiggle against him and he’s starting to have a hard time controlling the beast
Jaehee
- this girl needs a tropical vacation bad
- but since you don’t have the money or time you decide a staycation will do
- bath water is hot enough to steam but you give it time to cool a bit before she gets in
- you use and orange, yellow bath bomb with gold glitter that looks like the sunrise
- it smells like guava and mandarin to give it a tropical feel
- you play ocean sounds and quiet ukulele music
- you make chamomile and lemongrass ice tea sweetened with honey
- she chats idly about all the benefits of such a drink and debates whether to add it to the café menu or not
- you can’t help but chuckle at her workaholic nature as you turn to kiss the tip of her nose
- you even move a laptop with its webcam covered because everything with the RFA hacker has made y’all hyper aware of the vulnerability of technology
- to the bathroom counter so you can watch Zen DVD’s while you relax
- afterwards you paint her nails and discuss new cakes for the café
- she’ll admit it’s no trip to Hawaii but it was very relaxing
Saeran
- boy refuses to admit he needs some serious TLC
- but you coax him in if you say you want to share a bath with him
- you bring fresh flowers into the bathroom and make sure everything is perfect
- you use a deep red bath bomb with black glitter
- its shaped like a skull and he enjoys watching it fizz and bubble before you two get in
- it smells like a bouquet of gardenias, roses, and lilies
- you play nature sounds with gentle harp music
- you make sweet hibiscus tea to share with him
- he tells you about his latest therapy appointment and you ask him idle questions
- “did you end up planting all the tulips?”
- “maybe we should build a bird house! Or install a flower box on the window sill!”
- “are you gonna dye your hair again? Or let it grow naturally?”
- A lot of your conversations used to be one sided since he was so unused to make his own decisions
- So conversations where you gently guide him to find his own ideas are helpful
- Especially in safe and relaxing environment like this.
- “I think I’d like to keep it bleached until it grows out” he says cautiously
- “I think when it grows out on its own it’ll feel like the last of mint eye being washed away, and I hope I’ll be better by then. I hope you’ll stay with me until then.”
- “always and forever” you assure him kissing his cheek and giggling at his light blush
RFA boys witness panicky MC take down unknown
imagine panic hysteria and the fight reflex from short sweater clad sweetheart. yeah. it does not look bad ass, she is probably crying and shaking and calling for help. she’s has no fighting training what-so-ever all she has is fear and unadulterated desperation, sometimes that’s good enough though.
oh also I’m putting this under a cut because seven’s bit has spoilers because, its hard to avoid spoilers with him okay!
and last but not least check out my master list and leave a comment please!
Jumin
Jumin is so proud of you for protecting yourself, he will hold you until you calm down and assure you that you did the right thing.
- When he made it to Rikas apartment he could hear your crying and burst through the door without a second thought
- The second he saw you in a panicked frenzy repeatedly kicking an unknown figure that lay on the floor covering his head he was shocked
- It was impressive he had to admit, the speed and strength of your blows was astounding considering your size and soft spoken nature
- He almost felt bad for the man who had unknowingly provoked such a surprisingly violent response from you
- Almost
- Once the initial shock had worn off he pulled you away from the slightly trembling figure on the floor soothing you with gentle words
- He wasn’t sure the man on the floor could move but he planted the heel of his shoe on the man’s hand affectively pinning him to the ground none the less
- “the police will be here soon my love your safe now”
- “I panicked”
- “but you did very well, I am so relieved to see you safe.”
Yoosung
He tends to let his emotions run away with him so I imagine he goes through stages. Worry, relief, anger and then if you can calm him down he’ll be able to logically get you out of there
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- He heard glass shattering as he tumbled through the door to Rika’s apartment
- He had no plan, when he entered he just wanted to make sure you were safe
- So when he saw you standing in the corner hands covering your mouth clearly shaking he rushed to you not even noticing the figure crumpled across the room
- You immediately spun him around when he reached you pointing out the unmoving figure on the floor.
- “I, threw something and, and, I think it hit his head. I panicked Yoosung! Is he okay? I don’t want to hurt anyone. I didn’t mean to hurt him. he scared me!”
- You were talking a mile a minute and Yoosung wanted to hold you and assure you everything was fine
- But he knew he had to be strong first
- He crept over to the figure and heard it groan in pain
- And in an instant he was kicking the figure, worried you pulled Yoosung away
- “Puppy! No! oh my God! He’s bleeding! Yoosungie please please stop”
- You were clinging to his arm and pleading with him when his eye’s met yours they felt so empty, this wasn’t the sweet and cute man you had fallen in love with, this was a stranger.
- “Yoosungie you’re, you’re scaring me” you stuttered as his blank and cold expression bore into you
- Slowly, haltingly his cold gaze broke and you watch him come back to himself again
- Suddenly he was pulling you along and you two fleeing the apartment
Saeyoung (warning spoilers!)
Look Saeyoung is torn because on one hand yay you can protect yourself that’s a huge deal since his life is dangerous on the other hand the person you just destroyed was someone he had not planned on seeing ever again and especially not on the floor of his maybe almost sorta girlfriend temporary apartment. He’s got a lot to figure out right now.
- He could hear your yelling from down the hall
- So when he kicked in the front door of Rika’s apartment he expected to see something terrible
- He did not expect to see you tazing his brother while you screamed like you were the one being hurt
- Thankfully his training allowed him to disarm you without hurting you
- It was clear you were in a panic as you shook and spoke a mile a minute about how his brother had broken in through the window
- As you shook and hurriedly tried to explain yourself he took care of the man you had just tazed into oblivion
- Slowly you calmed down as you watched him hand cuff the man and leave to get ice for his bruises and muscle cramps
- The following days were long, hard, and very confusing.
- Saeyoung assured you, you did nothing wrong, but at the same time he agonized over his brother’s injuries both physical and mental
- He nursed his brother through fights and pain and heavy resistance and you did everything you could to support them both.
- The RFA was thrown into chaos at the revelations the capture (rescue? No one is really sure at this point) has brought
Zen
He is concerned more than anything, you may have physically protected yourself but he can see the fear and tears. He knows you aren’t okay and knows it will take a lot of TLC for you to feel safe again.
- He can hear your shaking stuttering sobs as he pushes the door open quickly
- And there you were using a coat rack to beat a figure on the ground
- there was suddenly a sickening crunch sank to your knee’s sobbing
- he panicked thinking you were hurt scooping you up bridal style and sprinting out of the apartment
- once at home his hands flutter over your form never touching you but scanning you for injuries
- he sighs when he sees there are none. Had that crunch been from the intruder?
- You’re still crying though and he can tell that you are shaken.
- He holds you all night listening to your concerns
- “I don’t want to hurt anybody! Oh God I’m such a bad person I think I broke his arm zen!”
- “hush princess you’re an angel you didn’t do anything wrong”
- “oh God what if he comes back Zen?”
- “then I’ll be here to protect you this time. I’m never letting you go again.”
- He runs his hands through your hair and holds your hand while he makes you tea
- It’s a lot like the stories ending but more intense since you were alone with unknown longer and therefore more shaken
RFA boys meeting an MC that’s currently pregnant as a surrogate mother for her sister.
swear that someday i will play jaehee’s route and write more for her but I’m stuck in V’s route right now. she’s next i promise!
fun fact i would love to be a surrogate mom but i can not because i have not had my own child which is like a requirement where i live, and i get that I guess. so alas its never meant to be. anyway in this I’m pretending those rules don’t exist and this is MC’s first pregnancy cuz idk i don’t want to think about MC having a child before meeting the RFA. at least not right now.
anyway masterlist
Jumin
- He was shocked to say the least
- He’s concerned that you already have a significant other and simply didn’t tell him
- “MC I, you never mentioned you were expecting.”
- You can’t help but laugh because his face is so priceless.
- Wide eye’s mouth slightly ajar you never expected to see Jumin so lost for words
- Once you explain that you are acting as a surrogate for your sister he was more supportive than you could have imagined
- He’s proud of you for helping your family especially since your helping your family create a family.
- He gets the chef to make you the absolute most nutritional food possible
- Provides you with all the pre-natal vitamins you could ever want
- Offers help to your sister to unsure everything is perfect
- He already thinks of this baby as his niece or nephew.
- You have to real him in when he starts attempting to discuss the baby’s possible future at C&R
- When you show up at the party and he proposes the rumors EXPLODE
- He handles it like he handles most rumor’s
- Ignore them they don’t matter he knows the truth.
Yoosung
- Absolutely 100% freaked the heck out when he locks eyes with you at the party
- Is suddenly super concerned because he’s never even had a girlfriend now his girlfriend is pregnant and he hasn’t even kissed her yet
- He is not ready to be a dad; but he’ll do it for you. no matter how scared he is
- He is terrified
- He still kisses you and thinks you’re the most beautiful person he’s ever seen
- But you can see how he nervously glances at your belly
- Once you explain you laugh at how visibly relieved he is
- “you mean you wouldn’t want to have a baby with me?” you tease jokingly
- Suddenly he’s spluttering and red faced and choking on his drink
- You can’t quite keep up with his babble but you could make out
- “in the future” “of course” “once we’re married” “later”
- You had to cover his mouth and instruct him to breath so he could calm down
- You stole another kiss and giggle as you watch him flounder for words
- He’s supportive and excited and can’t wait to help you babysit (as long as he doesn’t have to do it alone)
Saeyoung
- He knew from your background check
- Honestly it makes him all the more anxious about being with you at first
- You have a family, a sister and a soon to be niece or nephew
- Not to mention being pregnant made you that much more vulnerable
- But you’re so sweet and gentle. He watches you play music to your belly and carefully manage your food to make sure the baby gets everything it needs
- He watches you somehow manage to will away morning sickness because you heard it can cause dehydration and that’s bad for the baby
- He watches you stand your ground against the intruding hacker and experiences your gentle scolding when he doesn’t eat properly
- He starts to think that his life would have been much different if he had a mother like you
- The baby isn’t even born yet and already you care for it more than his mother ever cared for him
- And your offering to care for him too. He should say no. but how can he say no. he can’t
- So instead he simply doubles down on his efforts to protect and provide
- He also builds you a phone so you can keep in touch with your sister throughout all the chaos of well everything that happens
- Absolutely doesn’t cry when the baby is born (don’t look at him he’s got something in his eye shaddup)
- Offers to babysit but your sister politely refuses unless you are there as well
Zen
- He thinks you positively glow
- He doesn’t judge you whatsoever doesn’t even ask just, yep your pregnant no problem he loves you anyway
- Then you explain and he thinks you are the sweetest person on the planet
- He absolutely sings to the baby because as long as you are pregnant he will 100% play the father role
- You have to remind him that this is NOT his child
- Your honestly worried he will get too attached and be hurt when the baby goes home with its real mom and dad
- You have him meet them and he is the perfect gentlemen. Until after wards when he mentions that your sister’s husband had better treat her and the baby well
- You smack him playfully because we get your chivalrous or whatever now mind ya own dang business
- There are rumors. So so many rumors, most of them are not nice and he is fighting desperately to protect you but it isn’t until the baby is born and the press gets a picture of all of you together that the rumors stop
RFA reacts to MC singing in the shower
guys I used to sing in the shower. I haven't in a long time but there’s this song i used to sing in there that i loved and it was sad but like i cant remember what it was called or what the lyrics are because i have the memory of a goldfish that been dropped on his head. anyway it was about someone who worked hard to help everyone else and they were sad but never stopped trying to help people. i remember it talked about how they weren't loved by their parents so now no love can quite replace the love they never got. it had a lot of things in common with mysme and if you know what it is please tell me. its like a slower song idk
EDIT: writing this out helped me think and i found it! its called “the beacon” by a fine frenzy! ha ha!
sorry lets get on with it you know the drill check out my masterlist if ya want
Jumin
- Considers recording you, but is worried it’ll be muffled and muddy with all the background sound and the door between you
- So instead he just joins you in the shower
- He tells you your siren voice called him
- He is late for work that day but he can’t find it in himself to feel guilty
- Later he’ll ask you to sing for him so he can record it.
- he plays it when he’s away on business and the time change makes it hard for you two to talk
Yoosung
- he is thrilled because you sound so happy and cute
- he hums along while he gets dressed for the day
- probably either know the songs or looks them up
- wants to know why you chose that song asks what you think the lyrics mean
- he absolutely plans to have a karaoke date with you just to be able to playfully sing a duet with you
Saeyoung
- time to dance
- he busts in scarin the bajeezus outa you (my condolences ya got no bajeezus left)
- dancing around the bathroom while you scream in surprise
- once you stop he looks at you mock pouting
- “aww I was vibeing”
- And now your laughing because your boy is such a goofball but you love him
- You gather all the water you can in your hands and use it to splash him out of the bathroom
- Sometimes it works. Most times he claims that since his clothes are wet there’s no way he can wear them so he just strips and joins you
- You consider either option a win
Zen
- Duets through the shower door
- He actually harmonizes with you really well
- How are you supposed to be chill while your naked and Zen is singing right outside the door tho
- You’re not. You poke your head out the door still dripping just barley covering yourself with a towel
- And now you have unleashed the beast and ended your shower half way through
- This happens a couple of times before you learn to ignore Zen’s voice
- But then he gets a little lonely so he decides to join you
- Dammit Zen I just need to get clean leave me alone for 5 minutes, but I mean you’re already here no point in leaving now
Jaehee
- It makes her smile
- It feels homey and sweet while she sips her morning coffee
- She’ll hum along
- But she’ll never mention the singing to your face because she doesn’t want to embarrass you
- As far as you know she’s never heard you
- But one morning you do catch her soft and tentative voice coming from the shower barely audible
- It’s the same song you had sung the day before and you can’t help but smile at its warmth
the RFA + Saeran sleeping cuddles
cuddles! cuddles galore! look there’s only one thing better than sleep and that’s sleep cuddles.
also ya know master list if your interested
Jumin
He sleeps on his back on arm on his stomach the other to his side. You are curled in a ball hugging the arm at his side like a stuffed animal head on your pillow but face nearly touching his arm. He likes feeling your breath ghost across his skin and every now and then you shift and your lips brush against him in an angel soft kiss. He also thinks its precious how you cling to him in your sleep even if it does make getting up in the morning without waking you up a bit tricky.
Yoosung
This one changes slowly as he matures. At first you face each other curled up and you wrapped your arms around him. in his sleep he would cuddle closer and end up practically burying his face in your breasts. Your legs would tangle up and he would wake up so embarrassed because he always got a face full of boob. (he didn’t complain though). As he got taller and more confident your positions slowly swap until he’s the one holding you curled up against his chest your head tucked just under his chin.
One time y’alls cat broke something shocking you awake your head shot up and hit his jaw. You had a bump he had a bruise and bitten tongue. It wasn’t fun for anyone involved.
Saeyoung
I head cannon that this boy does not enjoy being wrapped up. he doesn’t mind being under a blanket but only if the sides are free. He’s got a thing about being trapped (be it by his mom or his agency or his dad he has a lot of things that have tried to lock him up and he’s learned to fight it hard) and even something as small as being tucked in feels suffocating to him. He has to be able to move his arms and legs freely, so he does not sleep well with you holding him. so he holds you instead and he holds you tight.
Zen
Lay your head on his chest or shoulder he’ll have one arms around you and he’ll hold your hand with the other. You HAVE to be either leaning against him or laying your head on him because I guarantee that the second he doesn’t feel you against him he is up and searching for you. also this guy is a freaking space heater so it’s always nice and toasty in his arms.
Jaehee
your both curled up on your sides and facing each other. she holds your hand like the cutie pie she is. she holds it in both hands near her face while she’s curled up next to you. you may have your other arm slung across her waist to pull her a little closer but she really only needs your hand too know your there and grounding her. When y’all wake up its nice to spend the morning chatting before you actually get out of bed.
Saeran
he doesn’t sleep well, ever. In fact, most of his sleep is from naps on the couch while your still awake and either playing games or watching TV. So more often than not the cuddling happens there starting from him laying sleepily against you while you face sideways on the couch if you’re playing games he’s sleeping against your chest (boobs are amazing pillows) while you hold the controller around his back. If you’re watching TV, you just run your fingers through his hair. It’s always a little saddening when he wakes up and jumps away from you like he’s been burned, whether it’s a nightmare or just his angry embarrassment at being so vulnerable it’s a bummer, he’s still got a long way to go in his recovery but he’s doing so much better.
RFA + Saeran and MC on a snow day
so where i live it does not snow often. it gets cold but we don’t usually get enough moisture to get snow. so as much as i would love do do more snow activities tis but a futile dream. maybe when i move. i don’t know. point is i don’t know much about snow day activities so a lot of activities are repeated but hopefully each character is different enough for everyone to enjoy.
oh also so I changed my ask box so y’all know i do take requests for mysme writing. my only current rules are that I don’t write for V and NSFW stuff will be kept vauge. oh but i do LOVE writing for jumin so def hit me up if you got anything for him.
and as always feel free to check out my master list!
Jumin
He spends it learning about what other people do on snow days so it’s a little bit of everything
- You know this man has a real fireplace because that is classy and cozy (at least I think so)
- Imagine sitting on the floor across from Jumin with Elizabeth between you two
- Your take turns teasing her with toys as she jumps and plays towards one of you then the other
- When you do go out you’re in super warm clothes and even then he’ll have his arms around you to keep you close and warm next to him
- He is not prepared when you pull away from him to run through the snow like a child but he chuckles watching you practically frolic
- Until he see’s you tumble into a pile of snow and rushes to help you out
- But when he gets there your giggling like a mad woman and you pull him down to kiss him in the snow
- “have some fun with me MR. Han”
- “if you insist MRS. Han”
- You show him all the commoner Snow day activities
- Snow angels, snow men, snow ice cream, maple syrup snow candy
- At the end of the day your curled against him in a big armchair by the fires he’s reading to you while you both warm up
Yoosung
His day is all about fun fair play with intermittent kisses and cuddles he’s just happy to be with you
- This boy may not have a fireplace but just imagine curling up with him under a heated blanket
- Also he loves snowball fights. He goes all out building himself a snow wall to hide behind and creating a war cry before popping up to pelt you with snowballs
- You sneak around and tackle him into the snow peppering his whole face with kisses
- Y’all try to build an igloo
- Y’all fail to build an igloo
- You build an entire family of snowmen to live in your collapsed igloo
- You and he name each snow man and even try to make them a little snow meal
- Then you start sneezing and he notices how red your nose and cheeks are from the cold
- He rubs your hands in his and breaths on them to warm your finger
- Eskimo kisses while sipping hot chocolate
- This boy makes the absolute best hot chocolate complete with whip cream and red and green Christmas sprinkles
- you put your cold hands on his face hot blushing face and laugh when he lurches backwards its less fun when he does the same
Saeyoung
he might take the snow fun a bit too far. But hey you both had fun so it’s cool right?
- he didn’t know it was snowing until you dropped a half melted snowball on his head while he works
- he makes a freaking snowball machine gun, his cat robot fights by his side
- you are out numbered and out gunned but he refuses your surrender you are now a prisoner of snowball war
- he DID make an igloo (for snowball war prisoners) and you and him bring blankets and watch movies on his laptop while all cuddled up together
- igloo make outs, until Saeran comes to check on you two
- not only does he stumble into some ridiculous booby trap Saeyoung made
- but when he finally makes it through you guys are making out and he tells you two to get a room
- “we have a room! I built it myself!”
- Saeran calls Saeyoung an idiot but does tell you to come inside before you catch a cold
- You make you and Saeran tea, Saeyoung tries hot DR. Pepper (spoiler alert it’s not good)
- You make soup for everyone and you all have a movie night
Zen
Romance. He will romance the pants off you. quite literally. It wasn’t his plan but he’s not complaining.
- Boy legit does not get cold so he lends you his coat
- But it’s so big on you, like floppy sleeves and knee length big. He thinks it’s so cute.
- And then your nose and cheeks all flushed from the cold.
- He’s dead, you killed him. Zen doesn’t live in that body anymore, now only the beast remains.
- He’s afraid you’ll catch a cold so he keeps you inside the rest of the time
- you and he absolutely go sledding (he’s not gonna miss a chance to hold you that tight against him)
- it’s hard to control himself when y’all tumble over each other at the bottom of the hill and he ends up laughing on top of you
- you nose scrunched with your laughter at the crash and pillowey snow around you
- he sings you “walking in a winter wonderland” as you two get take out from a nearby restaurant
- hot showers (interpret that HOWEVER you want wink wonk) to help you both warm up
Jaehee
its cozy and warm and peaceful. You spend most of it in shelter watching the snow fall from inside.
- snow days are actually really good for y’alls business because everyone wants hot drinks when its cold out
- she bundles the heck up. Coat gloves scarf hat boots earmuffs hat all of it
- she looks so cute all bundled up you just have to kiss her nose
- after the café crowd dies down you make her a drink and you two sit letting the drinks warm your hands as you watch the snow outside fall
- she gasps. You know what would be perfect for cold weather like this? molten lava cake!
- You gasp. You know what would go perfectly with that? fresh snow ice cream
- You both get to work and make what is hands down the best dessert you’ve ever shared
- It won’t work in the café obviously but your both glad you got to enjoy it together
- On your way home you hold her gloved hand and she kisses your cheek
- You spend the night watching DVD’s of Zen’s past Christmas plays
Saeran
It’s all about balance on this day, balance Saeran’s two different sides and balancing him and his brothers sometimes oppositional personalities.
- Hot tea with all his winter flowers (you know he’s planned his garden with flowers that bloom at all different times)
- you and he try to catch snowflakes on your tongues and make snow angles
- he probably gets irrationally angry when something knocks a tree branch and dumps snow on his head
- you calm him down and promise you two can gang up on Saeyoung in a snowball fight
- you two forgot he had a snowball machine gun and end up hiding behind a snow pile
- you call a truce once Saeyoung runs out of ammo and drag Saeran inside so he doesn’t catch a cold
- you make him chicken noodle soup and snuggle with him until he’s warm again
- you hear Saeyoung come in and Saeran tells him that if Saeyoung dares touch him with anything cold he will personally throttle Saeyoung with an icicle
- you hush Saeran gently because that’s not nice besides Saeyoung knows better you say sending a harsh look at a Saeyoung who has a large snowball melting in his hands
- Saeyoung decides that he probably shouldn’t go against you and Saeran together (clever boy)
RFA boys + Saeran meet their baby for the first time
so I got a request for this! maybe? or i read it wrong either way i hope everyone enjoys this! i had fun writing this and then half way though zen’s bit i realized i may have read it wrong so i decided i would write the other interpretation of the request too
as always check out my master list if you want more
Jumin
Stiff and nervous (though he would never admit it) he’s definitely worried his kids will think he’s cold like everyone else. He doesn’t play favorite but your daughter definitely does and she is a daddy’s girl through and through.
- He has prepared for this moment for nine months
- So of course he feels like he’s ready for it
- When the nurse hands him his daughter for the first time he is stiff
- It takes your hand on his forearm your thumb rubbing soothing circles there for him to soften
- you can see the same hazy sheen from your wedding in his eyes
- he’s not crying but the sentiment is there in his eyes
- he sings a gentle lullaby when she starts fussing and when she calms down at his voice that’s it for Jumin he is wrapped around this child’s finger
- you’re hold your newborn son but you can already tell that your daughter is going to be a daddy’s girl
- when your son starts crying Jumin is there in a second but since his arms are full with his daughter he looks lost
- you chuckle at his look he clearly wants to help he is a man of action after all
- then your daughter is crying in his arms and he stiffens again
- people have called him cold all his life and now he’s panicking because babies need warmth and these tears feel like rejection
- at least until the nurse pulls her from his arms gently to help you breast feed them for the first time assuring him that the children are simply hungry (being born is hard work after all)
- he takes time off to help you and the babies settle in and he absolutely takes an active role is soothing them to sleep (there’s two of them so you welcome the help)
Yoosung
Cries and feels woefully unprepared. He’s closer to his mother so he’s determined to be a very active parent so that doesn’t happen with his son. (he’s always been sensitive about being left out)
- he tried to prepare but he feels so monumentally unprepared
- he’s watching you hold your son and 100% crying he just has a lot of emotions okay
- you motion to have him come closer and slowly transfer the little bundle of joy into his arms
- this boy melts Yoosung sinks into the chair by your bed and looks in awe at this tiny child in his arms
- he tries to welcome his son into the world but his voice breaks and he settles for kissing him on the forehead
- when the baby opens his eyes and he sees the lilac that’s near identical to his it hits him
- this is his baby, HE helped make this baby, it’s in this moment that he makes himself several promise’s
- one: he will do everything he can to make sure this child is safe, happy, and loved
- two: he will make sure YOU are safe, happy, and loved.
- Three: he will learn and try to teach his son about the importance of moderation and balance because it’s something he struggles with and he wants better for his son
Saeyoung
He is super scared of hurting them. He doesn’t want to be like his parents and he still thinks he has a dangerous life. So it’ll take some prompting but only a little since you’ve already melted his heart a lot.
- Scared as all hell
- You can see it in his eyes even as he asks if the baby blankets are “womb” temperature
- He’s honestly afraid to hold them at first, what if he’s like his parents what if he hurts them
- You insist because there is no way you are letting him get away with his “you can’t be around me I’m dangerous” bull
- “Saeyoung you will hold one of these babies right now it’s your fault we have two after all!”
- He’s not crying he just has something in his eye is all
- The baby starts crying and he panics thinking he hurt the child he tries to return the baby but you refuse telling him to make a funny face or sing a silly song (its his kid after all you know its got a great sense of humor)
- He swallows nervously but tries to make the silliest face he can.
- And the baby has stopped crying in favor of staring up at Saeyoung with wide eye’s
- This is the moment that Saeyoung starts to feel a bit more confident
- He swears that he saw the baby smile (even though you tell him it takes almost 2 months for children to be able to genuinely smile)
- He is now hooked on making funny faces at these kids and you are legitimately starting to worry about all those moments you mother told you your face would freeze that way. If it was going to happen to anyone it would be Saeyoung right now.
- He insists his babies are humor savants the smiled and laughed their first day of life they are comedy geniuses
Zen
Look the second he sees his daughter he is wrapped around her finger like a ring. I want to give her the world on a string. She is a princes and you are his queen.
- He absolutely kisses the heck out of you, he’s just loves you so much and you’ve given him a family and he’s never been happier than the moment he first saw his daughter
- When the nurse hands him his child he cries but only a little
- He’s just so proud and filled with emotions
- He’s showing her off and braging to all the nurses that a more beautiful baby has never been born
- He Instantly takes a new dad selfie but you decline saying you look awful (labor is not a pretty process)
- he tells you tour glowing and beautiful and magical, and finally he talks you into a family selfie to post in the RFA chat
- He absolutely has cute outfits all picked out for your baby and is a little disappointed when the nurses say no dress up until y’all get home
- He is ready to fight someone when he sees the nurse giving his baby girl her first bath and she cries
- He holds his daughter every chance he gets. So much that you have to ask him to let you hold her
- You have no doubt whatsoever that this little girl will grow up knowing her worth. Her doting father is already telling her how spectacular, beautiful and loved she is.
Saeran
Even more cautious than Saeyoung. Refuses to hold the baby at first. Insisting the baby would be better off without him. it isn’t until the baby won’t stop crying no matter what you do but does stop when it holds his finger that he relents.
- He stays out of the delivery room. He’s not sure he’s strong enough to hear you in pain even if it is normal for labor.
- so when the nurse ushers him in to see his child he’s more nervous than he’s ever been.
- Seeing the baby for the first time he feels like he can’t breathe. The nurse offers to let him hold her and he refuses
- The nurse tries to push but you step in to let him have some time to get used to the idea.
- He watches silently as you feed the tiny infant and then rock her gently as she wriggles peacefully
- Then she starts crying and he’s on his feet to help but unsure what he should do. He doesn’t want to touch her for fear that heal hurt her.
- you hush her gently, attempt singing to her, check her diaper, everything you can think of but she’s still whimpering quietly and you can see Saeran getting antsier by the minute
- you get an idea and guide his hand gently to hers. She grips his index finger and mouths at it immediately quieting down
- you can see the fear and anxiety in his eyes slowly shift to wonder as his little girl gums absently at his knuckle
- “I never thought” he starts before trailing off
- “you’ll make a great father Sae. I know you will.”
RFA boys + saeran helping surrogate MC through pregnancy and meeting her baby
so this is the other interpretation of that request i got. i hope its okay! i wrote this one out side which was really nice for a change. please leave a comment if you enjoyed it
also master list if your into it
Jumin
During the pregnancy
- Since he met you later in your surrogacy he only gets 2 months to help you through your pregnancy
- But he does everything he can
- You get one of those super fancy pregnancy body pillows
- He declines the private nurse though reminding him that every woman ancestor he has gave birth even before private nurses were a thing
- He picks apart the line saying that his great aunt never had children so not every
- You cut him off with a gently kiss before saying “hush I’m pregnant and therefore right”
- He would argue with you but you’re already walking away towards the kitchen where your latest snack craving was hidden away.
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- He was a tad upset that he couldn’t be with you in the delivery room
- But he understood that your sister and her husband (the parents) took priority over him
- At least he said he did but his grim look and constant foot tapping said otherwise
- “Jumin” your sister called “do you want to see your future nephew?” his heart jumped at that.
- Your sister hadn’t been cold to him certainly but she had always referred to him as your boyfriend despite his proposal.
- He had taken it to mean she did not approve of him but if this child was his future nephew then she must have accepted that you were his future wife
- “yes I would” he said resolutely stepping forward to see the baby in her arms
- He had you and your sisters eye’s (poor baby ain’t got no eyes JK) and red tinted hair from his father but what hit Jumin most was the simple peace of the child
- He had expected fussiness and crying. He had asked around and many people warned him that newborns were fussy even on their best days
- But like you this child had a gentle peace about him a calm and happy light in its bright young eye’s
- “I’d like to see MC” he said abruptly and your sister chuckled stepping aside so he could visit you
- He wrapped you in his arms and murmered low in your ear “you never cease to amaze me my love. Marry me? Not in several months not even in days. Tomorrow. The second your discharged.”
Yoosung
During the pregnancy
- He is trying his absolute best. He knows nothing about pregnancy. So he asks his mom and after calming down her panic she agrees to help.
- By showing up at his house to see and care for MC.
- She insists on cleaning and worries over MC whenever MC tries to help
- Yoosung helps dutifully but you can see a tinge of regret in his eyes when his mother nags him to stop playing lolol
- She’s there for a week cooking and lecturing Yoosung on everything that a pregnant woman need help with (which according to her is EVERYTHING)
- You ask her if she had a hard pregnancy by chance and she admits her pregnancy with Yoosung was very difficult (Yoosung had never known that and listens intently from his place cleaning in the kitchen
- She had pushed herself to hard and ending up going into labor prematurely nearly loosing Yoosung in the process now your crying and Yoosung is rushing to your side his mom hugging you both
- “you are strong MC anyone who can put up with my son must be but dont forget to take care of yourself, and you Yoosung you help her with this and make me proud” his mom semi scolds with a warm smile
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- Yoosung is sitting in the corner practically bouncing with anxiety
- Zen has his hand on Yoosung’s shoulder and is looking at his watch every five minutes
- He was missing a final for this but he had told his professor that his girlfriend was having a baby so the professor would let him retake it tomorrow
- Technically it wasn’t a lie. It just wasn’t their baby.
- Despite it not being their baby he was still so nervous he thought he might be sick. After hearing his mother’s story, he had researched EVERYTHING that could go wrong (there are a lot of things that could go wrong)
- So when he heard your sister (who had become a familiar presence in his life) call him he nearly jumped out of his skin
- He rushed over to where she stood holding a small bundle of blue blankets
- “you’ll never guess what we named him?” she teased and her small smirked highlighted just how much you two looked alike “MC came up with it, and we thought it was perfect naming him after his uncle”
- Yoosung looked at her confused and lost tilting his head to the side
- “meet Yoosung our baby and maybe someday your official nephew”
- Yoosung turned beet red at that you and he had only been dating for 3 months after all
- And yet through all the nerves he couldn’t find it in himself to dislike the idea in fact he couldn’t stop the wide smile that grew on his face
- “hi mini Yoosung. I’ll do my best to be someone you can look up too okay!”
Saeyoung
during pregnancy
- Look there was A LOT going on during this moment in his life
- Between the agency and mint eye he could barely think straight
- And you were his rock grounding him through it all.
- Vanderwood had never seen a woman 7 months pregnant pick a fight with a cult leader and show no hesitation when looking danger in the face before you
- You were either incredibly brave or just plain stupid considering you were in love with Saeyoung probably a bit of both
- He had to admit though your steadfast level headed nurturing was exactly what Saeyoung and his brother needed
- At every wrong turn and new trouble, you were there cheering Saeyoung on and calming Saeran down (something that amazingly it seemed only you could do)
- Saeyoung was determined to protect you and his brother and you believed in him whole heartedly
- It was only after all the chaos was over and Saeyoung had brought you to his bunker that you finally sat down, sighed and called your sister to tell her you were home
- Saeyoung sat next to you and as soon as you hang up you burst into tears and buried your face in his chest
- He was surprised when you mentioned how worried for him you were
- He pulled you back to look at you disbelievingly before kissing you hard
- After all that nothing could come between you
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- He stood stock still eye’s darting between the doors to the delivery room and the hallway he led to the psychiatric ward where his brother was
- He wanted to tell his brother that today was the day but everything had been so busy since arriving he didn’t have a chance and now his was stuck unsure of how long it would take.
- Logically he was sure he had enough time since his brother never wanted to see him for very long. They were doing better of course but at most they could only spend 20 to 30 minutes together before Saeran would have an episode and Saeyoung would be ushered away.
- Still he didn’t want to risk being absent when the baby was born and he could see you safe and sound again.
- Your sister had barely stepped through the door before Saeyoung was burying her in questions
- “is MC okay? What about the baby? Is it a boy or a girl? When can I see MC again?”
- Your sister chuckled at that nodding down the bundle of blue blankets in her arms
- “MC’s is okay their helping her clean up now. This is our little boy here and you can see MC as soon as you answer a question for us.” Her gentle voice reminded him so much of yours whenever you tried to soothe Saeran and he nodded urgently. He desperately wanted to see you.
- “will you be the God father luciel?”
- Ice ran through his veins as he froze. Godfather. He couldn’t, there was no way he could with everything he’s done everything he’s caught up in but hadn’t he thought the same about being with you, and about seeing his brother again too
- He looked at the tiny infant, it slept soundly in its mothers arms and he tried to find a reason to dislike the small boy, any reason to say no to the question your sister had just asked. Slowly the baby opened his eyes and he marveled at how clear and innocent they were.
- He’s tremulously nod’s and is suddenly caught up in a gentle hug from your sister and her quiet husband, before being ushered back to meet you.
Zen
During the pregnancy
- Absolutely gives you anything and everything your craving
- Completely quits smoking because what if it hurts the baby (still drinks beer though)
- he lays his head on your belly and talks to the baby telling it how it has the best kindest strongest angel of a mother ever
- surrogate mother you point out and he looks so confused because what’s the difference?
- You explain that the baby isn’t yours in any way except for it growing in your womb. The egg was your sisters so the baby is hers not yours
- He still looks a little confused but takes your word for it after all you would know best
- You and he have A LOT of dinners with your sister and her husband
- He’s still getting used to the whole family dynamic since he hasn’t had it in so long
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- He is pacing because he does not enjoy sitting still while anxious
- he can’t calm down and he’s angry that they won’t let him in the delivery room with you
- Yoosung touches his shoulder and he turns on him about to snap but stopping himself when he sees its Yoosung and not Jumin
- Yoosung asks him if he wants some water and offers to walk with him to the hospital cafeteria
- They are almost out the door when he hears your sister call for him
- “zen would you like to see the baby?”
- He sprints over to see the little boy and in that moment he vows to teach this child everything he knows
- It may not be his son but he swears to support the kid to the ends of the earth and if the kid ever needs a place to go. Well that’s what uncles should be for.
- The baby grabs at a stray lock of Zen’s hair and its one of the few times Zen lets anyone but you and his hairdresser touch his hair
- Then the baby tugs just a little too much and Zen decided that the no touch rule is completely valid as your sister tuts and untangles the tiny fist
- He still loves this kid though
- Your sisters been talking this whole time but he hasn’t heard a word so she snaps in front of his face to get his attention
- “do you want to see MC”
- “yes” he nearly shouts before speed walking to your room
Saeran
During the pregnancy
- After the chaos of mint eye and looking for his brother he is happy to settle down
- He cooks for you, and of course you and he share so much ice-cream (midnight ice-cream runs because of craving happen almost weekly at first)
- He brushes your hair and tries to wait on you hand and foot until you put that foot down
- You have to give him a serious talk about making his own decisions and choosing things for himself because you don’t want to see him fall back into his mint eye habits
- He nods and starts to give you a little space but he still brushes your hair. Saying he genuinely enjoys it
- You encourage him in his recovery and sit outside while he gardens
- When he gets angry you do what you can to calm him down. People are worried he might hurt you but you have faith in him. (and the self-defense training Jaehee gave you)
- Your sister is admittedly nervous but your unwavering faith bolsters her trust in saeran as well as his trust in himself
- He’ll be the first to admit though he does NOT like the look of discomfort on your face when the baby kicks but he’s learning to keep himself calm and to walk away from things that upset him rather than try to fight them head on
Meeting the baby in the waiting room
- EVERYONE can feel how tense he is
- He’s sitting straight backed with his fists clenched on his knees
- Your sister is honestly a little afraid to take her newborn baby out their despite how sweet he seemed sometimes. It’s the times he didn’t seem sweet that she worried about. Even if you swore up and down he was more than safe
- His head shot up at the sound of the door and he rushed to your sister the second he saw her
- “where’s MC? is she safe? I need to see her NOW?” that last word came out harsher than he meant and Jumin put his hand on Saeran’s shoulder
- “I’m sure MC is fine. Isn’t that right?” he said calmly
- Your sister nodded a little before speaking “MC is fine the nurses are helping her clean up you’ll be allowed back as soon as she’s done I just thought you might want to see the baby since you helped MC through this”
- Saeran swallowed hard, he wasn’t sure he wanted to see the baby. Wasn’t sure if he should see the baby
- But when he locked eyes with the small infant he swore he could see so much of you in its face (or was it your sister? Did it matter? Not to him)
- It was the first time he had actually thought of starting a family with you. later when he is farther into his recovery, when his relationship with his brother is better, when you and he are married maybe.
- When a nurse called for your visitors and he lunged forward baby forgotten you where most important
the RFA bois react to empath MC
so in this context im gonna say MC is an empath in that she can feel other peoples emotions. they feel separate from hers though as she’s had a lot of time to learn to compartmentalize her emotions separate from others. she can also promote emotions to other people but not force them. think of it like the difference between being near a small campfire and wrapped up in a blanket in you house. if your feeling sad she can help you feel a little better help you not slip too far into depression but she cant solve the problem. if your surrounds by cold sadness she can be a small campfire to warm up next to until you have enough strength to make it home. some people can tell the difference between her promoted feelings and their genuine ones but its difficult and often takes a lot of practice.
I might add jaehee and Saeran a bit later. if you guys want me to leave a comment. otherwise i’ll probably move on to my next project.
oh and master list
Jumin
Curious, defensive, once he accepts it he’s thankful that you can understand his feelings so easily
- He doesn’t believe you at first. At least he says he doesn’t but you can feel his curiosity
- You tell him to ask any questions he has and he does
- “Can you make people feel something?” Sorta but not really, I can promote or encourage feelings but not force them
- “Can you tell when people lie to you?” it depends on why their lying. I can fell maliciousness and that can tell me if their lying.
- “Have you ever used this power on me?” You can feel the anxiety behind that question. He doesn’t want his love for you to be something you created. You don’t have to be an empath or a mind reader to see that concern.
- I can’t turn off feeling other people’s emotions that’s how I knew how much you were hurting. “you know that’s not what I’m asking MC”
- You sigh defeated yes, but it isn’t what you think. I didn’t make you love me; I could never do that. there isn’t a point if those feeling aren’t genuine. I tried to calm you down, make you feel more safe and secure. You were so anxious I couldn’t stand to see you so hurting like that so I tried to encourage peace
- You could feel him processing that, you watched as his grim and serious face slowly melted into the gentle smile you loved you could feel his warm and soothing love
- can I show you something? I, I’ve never done this but I want to try to make you feel how I feel about you.so you can understand “you may”
- you instructed him to breathe deeply. The way he did when he meditated (a hobby he had begun after reading about it in a book about Romanian vampires)
- it’s easier if your empty and open. A blank slate to receive what I’m projecting are you ready?
- He nods and you start. You pour every ounce of energy you have into showing him how much you love him the warmth in your face when you catch his eye, the tingles in your fingertips when he kisses you, the giddy bubbliness in your heart when he makes those silly dry jokes of his and last the hunger in your blood when he smirks at you.
- When you stop sending him your feelings you can feel them mirrored back at you with their signature Jumin charm.
- His face may not burn but he’s never found it difficult to fight a smile before he met you, his fingers may not tingle but they twitch with the need to hold you, and he feels that same giddy bubbliness when you laugh at his jokes, last but certainly not least you feel the aching need for you when you glance at him slyly
- You laugh at the cosmic ridiculousness of it all, you two felt so similar yet so different two sides of the same coin.
- You wouldn’t have it any other way
Yoosung
Embarrassed, thinks you can mind read, tries to not think anything naughty thinks EVERYTHING naughty
- When you tell him he turns bright red and you almost choke on the embarrassment he’s feeling
- Why is he so embarrassed though? you don’t get it feelings aren’t embarrassing
- “so you um you know all my thoughts?” oh okay now you get it he doesn’t understand
- No I can’t read your thoughts I just feel your emotions, like if your happy I can feel your happiness or if your sad I can feel that sadness
- “so um can you feel if I feel um like nope never mind no its nothing I’m going to go study”
- Now you’re curious so while he’s studying your focused on him searching for something anything beyond the pure embarrassment he’s feeling
- Slowly you can feel a small piece of his emotion a wavering flickering determination to hide something
- You don’t approve of spying. But he was acting so strange you were worried. So you watched him for the rest of the evening as you scampered around doing everything in his power to stay busy and avoid you
- You can’t keep avoiding me forever Yoosung what are you so afraid ill feel that I haven’t felt already
- That’s when he locks eyes with you and you can feel his need ;) at the same time that his face flushes a near impossible shade of red
- “MC can you feel when I have naughty thoughts?” He blurts clearly a little panicked
- You can’t help but giggle because you can feel his nervousness under laden by the obvious thoughts he’s been trying not to think
- Only when you think about them really hard *you wiggle your eyebrows at him*
- And now you’ve broken him he’s a puddle of embarrassment on the floor you should probably stop teasing him now
- Yoosung listen if you’re worried about me thinking your weird, or not feeling the same way myself. You don’t need to. Honestly most of the time I feel how sincerely you love me, how much you enjoy being with me, how much you cherish me. Every now and then I feel you get a little needy and to be honest, I feel the exact same way. I love you of course I feel that way sometimes.
- Then his lips are on yours and your drowning in the intensity of his emotion
- How can such a cute and innocent looking boy feel so, hungry. You have to admit its intoxicating
- you hold him tight against you and try to make him feel your love the way you feel his love right now
- you don’t know if it comes through but you figure you probably have the rest of your life to keep trying.
- At least if the devotion and love you feel from him is really as strong as it feels
- You know better than anyone that feelings can change in the blink of an eye
- But you have no intention of letting this go
Saeyoung
skeptical at first, he jokes about conspiracies and magic because they seem so far fetched to me so you’ll have to prove yourself.
- when she tells him he doesn’t believe you
- “prove it what am feeling right now” he said teasingly
- Skeptical? You replied blandly it didn’t take an empath to figure that one out
- Saeyoung laughed at that and you couldn’t help the bloom off love in your heart
- “okay that wasn’t a good example” he joked “how about this what’s Saeran feeling”
- “emotionally exhausted, a little depressed, but mostly apathetically curious
- ... it’s the best he’s felt in a while to be honest but it’s getting better” you said solemnly
- You felt his heart sink the all too familiar weight of guilt he carried quickly pushed aside to focus on more pleasant things
- “that would have been a better example if I could fact check it but it seems right” he said with a glance to his brother lost at the computer in the corner of the room
- I can try to affect your mood would that prove it? You offered
- He brightened instantly at that “oh yeah! that’s a good idea bet you can’t scare me”
- “I can’t force emotions but I can promote them so let’s try it out. First it’s easier if you clear your mind and start with a blank slate” you instructed
- “my minds always a blank slate” he quipped giving you his signature goofy grin
- you couldn’t help but laugh for a moment and you felt his pride swell at your giggling
- after a moment you calm yourself down and begin to focus on proving your point
- suddenly he’s stiff and trembling in front of you
- “I don’t like that” he whispered stopping you immediately
- “I’m sorry did I push too hard” you fretted
- “I, don’t, I believe you just don’t do that again”
- “of course I’m sorry” you promised worriedly
- “I haven’t felt like that since, never mind I just don’t like it”
- “here let me try something else something better”
- This time you sent warmth, comfort and love. the feeling of stepping inside your warm home on a cold winter day. you can feel him beginning to relax into it and you hope this makes up for your earlier faux pas
- “I recognize that feeling you’ve done this for me before”
- you caught me I did this a lot when you were with me at Rikas place I didn’t like you feeling bad so I tried to help usually the calls helped with they didn’t I did this
- he pulls you into his arms and hugs you tight you can feel his adoration and gratefulness
- “you’ve been helping me since the beginning. thank you”
zen
instant belief (because he has psychic dreams after all) probably falls more in love with you because you can completely understand his feelings
- now he knows why you believed him about his psychic dreams so wholeheartedly with no hesitation
- no one had ever believed him so quickly and honestly it meant so much that you had trusted him
- then his eye’s glint and he asks if you can feel what characters are supposed to be feeling
- you almost laugh at that but he’s serious
- he thinks about how helpful that would be for his career, how easy it would make character analysis
- you almost wish you could when you see how passionate and ambitious he is
- but you shake your head and explain
- “I have to be with the person”
- He nods at that but you can feel his confusion grow mixed with curiosity so you continue
- “and if there’s multiple people I have to work harder to focus on just the person I want to read.”
- it’s in this moment that clarity dawns on Zen’s face you were so good at isolating people’s problems focusing on exactly who you needed to. the reason you were always so focused on him and his feelings was because you worked at it. You had practice.
- You could feel his admiration though you weren’t sure what thoughts a brought it you had started talking and now it felt like you couldn’t stop you had never told anyone about how your power felt and now it was pouring out of you
- “It’s like being in a crowded room and trying to isolate one person’s voice from all the others. it can be overwhelming because people don’t have inside emotions like they have inside voices. when something exciting happens in a movie, sometimes it feels like the whole theater is screaming.
- “that’s why you hadn’t heard of me before we met. You avoided the theater because it was to emotional?”
- “I couldn’t get into the story because the actors never felt genuine and I got a headache from all the people in the crowd it was easier to watch things at home where I couldn’t read people so easily”
- “but you come see my plays now?”
- You blushed at that averting your eyes “your acting is different. You actually feel the part. You make it easy for even me to believe you. if it’s you, I think it’s worth the headache from the crowd. If it’s you I think I understand how the crowd can get so worked up.”
- He lunged at you and in a flash your back was against the couch as he loomed over you hungry and full of adoration he leaned down to whisper in your ear
- “can you tell how I feel right now?”
- You shut your eyes tight and nodded face red with embarrassment.
- “then you must have some idea of how much I love you. still I’d like to prove it, if you’ll let me Jagi”
so my depression has been acting up lately >.> like the asshat it is meaning writing has become ... difficult at best and impossible at worst
so here i am formally requesting that everyone consider a heartbreaking alternate AU to the reset theroy where saeyoung simply experiences hallucinations and delusions that lead him to believe he has watched the love of his life fall for and marry all the other RFA members and reset multiple times
even on medicine when he no longer believes she’s actively lived out separate lives he can get insecure about the possibility of losing her to a reset
yah
just a thought take it use it write it draw it do whatever y’all want with it just idk tag me so i can read it when i start feeling like myself again
The RFA + Saeran spooning
I’M going back to work! YAY!! it literally helps my mental health so much to have something to do during the day so I’m so glad i get to go back! plus the paycheck wont hurt either. anyway that does mean i wont have as much time to write. i want to keep doing this though because i really enjoy getting my work out there.
oh also master list
Jumin
- he loves when you hold onto him but he’s not a fan of the little spoon position
- if you hug onto him like that he absolutely spins to face you
- he wants to hold you too after all he’s never been one to passively let things happen
- he wants an active role in the cuddling
- because of this most of the time you two don’t spoon at all but end up holding each other in mutual cuddles
- so it is that your big spoon time is regulated to those rare occasions when he is sick and has no energy to put into cuddling you back
- in these moment you revel in holding him close like that and he enjoys that you never leave his side
- it helps that when he is sick he lets go of the need to be in control all the time and you really like that he trusts you enough to let you be the person in control during these moments
Yoosung
- this boy will take all the cuddles he can get
- big spoon little spoon he doesn’t care he’s just happy to be close to you
- he will admit though he really likes when you nuzzle your face into his neck from behind
- and when you run your hand up and down his chest absently while you get comfortable as the big spoon
- the only problem is that your chest presses against his back and it can be difficult to ignore
- there are upsides to him being the big spoon too though. It makes him feel very manly, like he’s protecting you
- also he loves to bury his face in your hair. Its soft and smells so good especially after you’ve just washed it
- but then he gets really nervous because what if you feel him against you
- either he feels you against him or you feel him against you there is no escape for this poor embarrassed boy
Saeyoung
- it’s not that he dislikes being the little spoon per se it’s just the little spoon usually gets trapped under the big spoons arms and he is not a fan of feeling trapped
- still it’s okay as long as you don’t have a death grip (like he does)
- but he definitely prefers being the big spoon he likes holding you tight (and once he falls asleep his vice grip holds you there all night there is no way for you to escape)
- also it’s the perfect position to tease you, a few nips to your neck some saucy whispering in the ear and you turn to putty in his hands
- the main problem (if you can call it that) is the fact that you can also tease him with a simple grind of your hips.
- Still many nights’ end with him as the big spoon you using his arm as a pillow while he keeps you locked against him with his other arm
Zen
- Big spoon all the way no doubt. You aren’t sure if this is because he wants to “protect his princess” or because of one of his (sometimes warped) ideas about masculinity
- Somehow it always turns into sex, did you grind on you or did you grind on him, the world may never know
- The arm around you is in your shirt and on your breasts
- He does it unconsciously if you two sleep like this, legit he isn’t even doing it on purpose and it drives you crazy
- It just doesn’t work as a sleeping position for y’all okay there’s too much temptation for both of you
- So what usually happens is you go to bed with every intention of sleeping. You start spooning and spend an inordinate amount of time NOT sleeping. Then you fall asleep with him on his back and your head against his chest instead.
Jaehee
- She likes being the little spoon. She isn’t used to being held or taken care of so she really enjoys it when it happens
- She absolutely holds your hand to her face in her sleep. You enjoy her soft even breath against your skin
- She has a vice grip on your arm so if you want to leave you may have to consider amputation (Judo has this girl STRONG)
- She won’t admit it but she enjoys the feel of your chest pressed against her back and your legs tangled with hers
- When she grows out her hair she worries it’ll get in your face and bother you. She wonders aloud if she should cut it again and you rush to assure her its fine.
- Honestly when you two are cuddled like this you sometimes wonder if you need such a big bed. You two are both pretty small and even sprawled out you have a little extra room but curled around each other like this you only occupy a quarter of the bed
Saeran
- HOLD 👏 THIS 👏 BOY 👏 Seriously hold him wrap him up in your arms he needs to much love.
- he likes being the little spoon. But tell anyone and your dead.
- He hides his face in pillows or blankets but you can see his ears turn pink and feel his pulse rise
- He calls cuddling stupid but he never fights it and when you go to bed without cuddling him you always wake up to cuddles
- It isn’t that he hates the big spoon position. He just, he hasn’t been held much in his life so he drinks it in like man parched in the desert.
- It’s nice that he can wake up from nightmares and be instantly grounded by your arms around him
- He counts your breath using it to calm him down and holds your hand like a talisman all the while you sleep undisturbed. A calm constant warmth pressed against him. You have no idea how many times you’ve saved him like this
Hey! So... When I started to play Mystic messenger I was a teenager, so I was wondering how the boys and Jaehee would react discovering that MC was a teenager too (platonic of course) I loved your headcanons btw ♥️
gah its been forever and a day since i was a kid. and even then i was like really bad at being a kid heh what do teenagers do? all i did was hide in the library and avoid socializing oops. whatever i had a lot of fun writing this! honestly i think they would all be very protective of you since the RFA really feels like one big family!
Jumin
He is proud of you and wants to provide you with future opportunities because that’s how he cares about people, by giving them a means to earn money and have purpose. Also he is very interested in what you can teach him about pop culture.
- Age doesn’t matter to him too much. Maturity does and you had proven your maturity by helping the RFA faithfully and well
- In fact, he is very proud of how well you did and mentions that your professionalism at such a young age shows great potential should you apply to C&R (you know him well enough to take it for the compliment it is intended to be)
- His presence practically drips with “proud dad preparing for his daughter’s future” vibes and considering the 11-year age gap you suppose you couldn’t ask for much better
- That is until he hears you chatting on the phone and using slang he’s never heard before
- Now he’s curious and asking questions. You show him some him some vines you have saved and teach him a bit about pop culture leading to an unlikely but very fun friendship
- You and he tease zen a lot by having Jumin use made up slang and you pretending its super cool and zen’s just not with it. Also imagine getting Jumin to do a secret handshake just to piss Zen off. It ends with the “nyah” pose
Yoosung
Acts like your best friend that you enjoy teasing. He wants to be a good role model but that shiz is hard. You two bond a lot over stories about school and the struggles of exams.
- He is very relieved to not be the youngest anymore because now maybe everyone will stop treating him like a baby. (spoiler alert they won’t. Ever.)
- He worries that he’s supposed to act like a big brother. He doesn’t know how to do that! He’s always been the baby brother, or the youngest member, or the newest intern. How does one be responsible?
- Tries and fails to intimidate guys away from you to “protect” you (but zen said it was his duty to keep you safe! He said all men are wolves MC!)
- “If all men are wolves why isn’t he worried about you Yoosung?” “huh? Hey wait yeah! Does he not think I’m a man?!” “ go get em tiger. give zen a piece of your mind”
- He helps you with homework a lot but no cheating! He tells you about the time he cheated to pass a class only to get to the next level class and understand NOTHING it took a lot of tutoring and studying and work to fix that mess. Best to learn it now while it’s still learnable.
- He refuses to teach you LOL “don’t end up like me MC! Be better!” you learn it anyway and end up playing with him frequently. The rest of the RFA blame him for this much to his dismay.
Saeyoung
he wants to protect you in his own frankly silly way. still meme’s it up but doesnt want anyone “corrupting” you. actually he kind of treats you the way he would treat saeran.
- He fights with V for the first time when V suggests leaving you in Rika’s apartment (with a bomb) but reluctantly comes around and does what V says
- Stays a meme lord and is psyched if you can manage to out meme him
- Definitely teases you about your age a lot (Yoosung is secretly glad to not be the ONLY one getting teased for being young)
- “guys we have to protect the baby she has her whole life ahead of her”
- Is the most adamant about not swearing, drinking or smoking around you
- “y’all need Jesus there are CHILDREN here”
- You may have to call him out on this behavior because seriously wtf you know for a fact hacking isn’t the most ethical or legal occupation and he’s gonna lecture you?!?
- He may joke around but he up’s his protection game up about 10 notches because for real you have your whole life ahead of you
Zen
he basically adopts you okay. he wants to be your cool big brother friend and be everything his family never was for him. he takes care of you and stands up for you every chance he can.
- He finds out very early on because the second he starts flirting seven shuts that shit down telling him your too young for that. He asks how young and is shocked but recovers pretty fast
- You know the protective big brother trope? Yeah that’s him
- He’s your ride or die friend too. Need a ride to school? He’s there on his bike, some dick is harassing you? He’s there to scare the punk off, and even though he doesn’t want to fight a kid he will if he has too
- If its girls who are harassing, you he picks you up to give your rep a bit of a boost (it never hurts to be seen with such a handsome guy after all and if he shows up on his bike he’s also got the badass vibe going on)
- He has ALWAYS wanted a little sister and now he’s adopted you. You’re his little sis now and he’s wrapped around your finger. He swears he’ll be a better brother than his brother was
- He is so proud of all your accomplishments and is determined to encourage your dreams the way his parents never did (he might be living his family wishes vicariously through you but hey he treats you good so it’s cool)
Jaehee
- She’s a bit worried about you taking on such a big responsibility as the RFA guest liaison at such a young age. What if your grads drop? Or you family gets upset? What if you had to also work a part time job and this interfered your young you need to be able to rest and live your life. (when you point out that she should do the same she brushes you off)
- Not much changes honestly, she’s always been the RFA’s mom after all.
- She gets a little stricter about language and “inappropriate” topics
- She definitely encourages you to study and do well in school (and avoid any job’s Mr. Han offers you)
- She still down to be your friend though! She’s all ears when you need to vent about school and you are always ready to lend an ear back when Jumin is giving you a hard time
- You swap girl power ballads and she helps you set up a Zen fan club at your high school
Saeran
- Look he didn’t intend to kidnap and actual kid and he’s honestly a bit panicked when he finds out your age you looked older than that he swears
- Thankfully your mature enough and smart enough to do what’s needed of you and he supposes as long as you don’t have a family searching for you it should be okay
Ray
- He’s a little more reserved but honestly not much changes he’s still innocent and devoted he calls you princess and tries to spoil you as much as he can he may not see you as a romantic interest but your still his obsession.
- He likes that you trusted him even more since your young and therefor more vulnerable. You’re his family now, a better family than he’s ever had.
- If you are the princess, he is your knight in the strictest definition. Which is to say he is devoted to protecting and serving you out of dedication and reverence rather than romance.
Unknown
- He’s more verbally aggressive than physically aggressive
- He doesn’t try as hard to seem intimidating because he thinks of you as a child, and he doesn’t have to prove how tough he is to a child it’s obvious after all.
- Also his visits are simultaneously shorter and more frequent. Shorter because he tends to get flashbacks easier (since he sees you as a child despite you being a teen) and more frequent because they are less satisfying since he doesn’t let himself be physically aggressive.
Vanderwood
(IDK why but I feel like he probably had an actual family with a girlfriend/wife and possibly a very very young daughter before the agency. Maybe she left him and that’s why he’s so impressed by MC’s dedication in the secret ending. Or maybe they’re both dead because broken hearts make more money than whole ones. Either way I think a teen MC would remind him of his possible family and so he would be hell bent on separating you from the danger and drama of literally everything that happens in the game.)
- He’s legitimately (and rightfully) concerned about you when he see’s you on seven’s CCTV feed
- protective and angry dad mode activated
- threatens to tazer seven into oblivion if he lets something (or causes something to) happen to you
- “what the hell are you doing she’s a civilian AND she’s got her whole life before her, you and I might have thrown away our lives but she didn’t! whatever’s going on you had better fix it NOW”
- He is not speaking with you. No way no how. Every word he says to you puts you more in danger and he is not having your life on his conscious
- That being said the second you’re in danger he is all in on ANNIHILATING whatever has put you in danger