Missed Him On His Birthday \\

Missed him on his birthday \\

“Seungmin one shot”

Pairing: Kim Seungmin x female reader

Genre: Angst and a bit of fluff in the end.

Word count: 1.1 K

A/N: I wanted to post this on his birthday but due to some reasons I couldn’t but I am happy that I am posting this finally

[11:23 pm]

You were in balcony, looking at the moon. You were missing Seungmin, all the memories you made together reminded you how happy you were with him. You always wanted to be with him, by his side. You looked at you room, all the memories you made here, this house was lively with Seungmin but it looks empty now. Everything looks sad, empty and the darkness was killing you. Unknowingly, your tears started falling. “I miss you” you mumbled to yourself. You couldn’t control yourself anymore, you sat on the floor and cried. You remember the last words from Seungmin.

[Few months ago]

“baby, don’t cry” he said.

“Seungmin, you know I can’t stop crying, I know you were waiting for this and you’ll be so happy but I will miss you.” You said between your cries

“Baby I won’t make you wait too long. I promise, I’ll back in your arms.”

“Seungmin, you need to keep the promise. I’ll wait for you. I will always wait for you until you return. Seungmin, I’ll miss you” you were trying hard to not to cry

“I’ll miss you more, now don’t cry. Looking at you like this breaks my heart.”

“I’m sorry Seungmin, I’m so sorry. I’ll be waiting here ‘til you return.”

“I’m not saying goodbye, I’ll be back. I love you”

“Seungmin I love you more than myself” you tip-toed and kissed him softly and soon Seungmin started kissing you back. He pulled you closer and let go of you when both of you were out of breath.

“Now, go Seungmin, I’ll be waiting for you.” You said him and he left. You saw him leaving, you started crying again. This is first time; he is leaving for more than five months after you and Seungmin started dating. He was the only person on whom you could lean and you know it very well that his career is important for him and you weren’t going to hold him back, never. His happiness is your happiness always.

[11:45 pm]

You looked at your phone, all the pictures you had with him, looked beautiful. He is a beautiful soul and your happiness is with him, that’s the reason you miss him. His birthday is in few minutes. You wanted to call him and wish him but you are afraid to disturb him. You wanted to show him the cake you baked for him. You just missed him nothing else. Missing someone who is special to you can make you feel crazy like something you haven’t experienced yet.

During his overseas concerts you always watched him how happy he looked on stage, his smile and happiness is very precious for you. You are sure, his hyungs will make his day one of his happiest day in his life.

You held your phone tight, and hugged your knees and cried. Your knees were wet because of your tears. You couldn’t stop missing him and you can’t stop crying. You thought you won’t cry but it was getting hard.

“Seungmin let’s meet soon, once you comeback, I will run to you.” You mumbled and lifted your head and tried wiping tears. You were a crying mess; you were afraid now. You loved him and that’s why you were crying like this. you closed your eyes, only to imagine him smiling infront of you, last year you were together on his birthday. Everyone had so much fun, you missed his puppy smile; which always made your heart flutter.

You looked at the time, it was 11:58 pm. You were sad, you missed him like a fool, who misses her love. You wished if only you could stop your tears and talk to him, you mustered up courage and unlocked your phone. You wanted to call him. You missed his voice, which called your name.

[11:59pm]

“Baby” you heard his voice; not sure if you were hallucinating, you looked the door; there he was standing for you. You got up and ran to him. He took you in your arms.

“Seungmin I missed you.” You mumbled.

“Aigoo, are you crying?” you nodded in his embrace.

“I thought to give you a surprise on my birthday, you must have missed me a lot; that’s why you were crying sitting in that corner.” He was caressing your hair. You heard the clock.

“Happy birthday Seungmin” you looked at him and smiled.

“Awww come on, aren’t you going to stop crying and give me a present. I’m finally back to Seoul.” He looked at you playfully and wiped your tears.

“I baked cake, I thought I would send you a picture but you are here; so, let’s celebrate.” You were about to let go him and go downstairs to kitchen but he held you.

“This is not how you welcome me baby. I missed you so much” he looked playful. He was looking at you and his gaze went to your lips. He pecked your lips; you were taken aback for a while. You looked at him, you missed this feeling. You didn’t want to hold back yourself anymore, he pulled you closer and your hands went to his shoulders as a reflex action. He kissed and your kissed him back, he was pushing you towards the wall, you were holding him as your support; your back hit the wall. You kissed him passionately, you were lost in him. His soft touches, were the most sensitive things for you and his touch on your lips is the most sensitive touch for you.

Suddenly lights were on and you heard “Happy birthday Seungmin- We thought, we will celebrate his birthday together but you guys-

You slightly pushed Seungmin, out of embarrassment because you saw others were standing and Seungmin was scratching his bare neck, “Ah~”

You saw Chan, he was about to say something but you spoke, “I missed you all so much, I was thinking to call you all anyways, and it’s good that you all came here. I’m so happy. I bet you’re tired, make yourself home. And it’s not like you all visited me for the first time. Come down in few minutes, cake is waiting for you.” You were embarrassed enough, you were about to leave the room, Seungmin held your wrist suddenly and looked at you like a puppy.

“Seungmin, later.” And you left the room.

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[08:25 pm]

“Hyunjin, I will sit near the window! don’t you dare to sit” you told him, after you saw people getting down.

“Okay, okay. Sit, near the window.” He smiled at you.

There were no seats earlier, but now people started getting down and you finally sat beside Hyunjin. You looked outside, it looked pretty. The chilly winds hitting your face and you enjoyed it. Hyunjin held your hands, all of a sudden. You looked at him.

“What?” I can’t even hold your hand now?” he asked.

“It’s not like that- you were flustered.

“I won't do anything unless you are ready. I will do what you want”

“Hyunjin-

“I am ready to wait, for you to open.”

You looked outside and realized you have to get down soon, you stood up, ready to get off.

“You are really going?”

‘Hyunjin, I need to go”

“You can’t stay with me, tonight?”

“I wish I could, but I can’t I’m sorry.” you replied him

“You can stay with me, I want to stay with you“ he looked at you, you could feel the sadness in his words.

You wanted to stay with him too, but if you don’t go home tonight; you will be questioned and lot of things can happen because, today you managed to come out because you literally begged your mom to have dinner outside, that’s the reason you can’t stay outside. You didn’t tell Hyunjin about it, he will be worried.

You don’t know what you felt at that time, you went to him. Bent over to his height and placed your lips on his, you closed your eyes and felt his soft lips. You hit realization, you opened your eyes, totally flustered because of what you did. He held your hands, “You really want to leave me now? This was our first kiss.” You were getting more flustered. He was a tease, and that was working on you.

“I am going, bye.”

“Bye baby” and you got off the bus. You saw him through the windows, he waved at you and he smiled. You were happy, this was your first kiss. Your phone started ringing, it was Hyunjin. “Go home safely, take care. I love you”

“I love you too Hyunjin” right now you were the happiest person alive on the earth right now.

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