hi I’m nihyun, i write for svt (mainly)

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I Loved You.

I loved you.

I Loved You.

Lee Jihoon one shot

Pairing: Lee Jihoon × Female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: mention of pregnancy.

Word count: 1.5 K

[10:10 pm]

“SEVENTEEN’s Woozi announces marriage and Fiancée’s Pregnancy”

The first thing, I saw after opening tv, first I couldn't believe what I just saw and a sharp pain hit my chest, I was in unexplainable shock, unable to process anything, unable to process a single word that came out in news, my boyfriend, is about to get married with someone else, the man I love is going to get married, the man who never revealed our relationship to anyone because of our sake and now is announcing his marriage plans? How am I supposed to understand him? how? And the girl is pregnant with his child? How am I supposed to ask for an explanation from him?

Tears couldn’t stop falling, it was hurting, everything was a lie, everything, I believed was a lie, everything’s over, I was trying to hold him, trying to believe he is not doing anything behind me, it was a lie, everything was a lie, he was lie to me, he lied everything to me. How could he do this? I am afraid of everything, he is not here for me anymore, he is not mine, I am no one to him.

I turned off tv, I went back to out room, the bedroom we shared, together, the room I shared my everything with him, days like this he would come to me, hug me tight, comfort me, love me more, and sometimes I would just hug him tight when I am happy and we would have Friday movie nights.

Everything looked so dark, the night looked so dark there was no moonlight, everything looked so dark here, my tears didn’t want to stop any soon, everything felt so wrong, so empty and everything was hurting, I was being lied and I didn’t catch, he broke my trust, all the trust I put on him with my everything.

I told myself so many times to ask him, try to think maybe there’s really something wrong but one smile, one kiss and one ‘I am okay, there’s nothing wrong, love’, ‘I love you, love’ was enough to make me believe him everytime i thought there's something wrong. everything we spend with eachother was all a lie, it was just a house of cards build with lies.

Ever since we started dating, I knew it was house of cards but never thought it would turn into house of lies, everything was a lie, where did everything go so wrong that I am suffering like this. why can’t he come and say “This is all a lie, Alex. Don’t believe in anything but just me”

I tried standing up, I looked at the room; full of our pictures, I went to near my study table and picked my favorite photo frame, it was clicked on our 2nd anniversary, he wanted to click pictures to save it as a memory, I was holding it tight and threw it with all my force. The glass broke and scattered on the floor, even this couldn’t explain how devastated I was and what are my emotions right now. I threw all the things which were kept near the table, there was only one voice audible in this whole house, that was mine saying “This can’t be happening, tell me everything is a lie right now.”

I can’t accept this, I can’t accept this from him, how could he when I gave him all of me? When I loved him so much and I still love him, but his love ruined me, I can’t think straight and accept the fact he is not mine anymore, how can he do this with, not him out of all the people in this whole world. His love made me weak, his lies work on me and they still will, if he says it’s a lie I will believe him, that’s how I ruined myself with his love. Everything’s over for us, and I can’t stop blaming myself for everything, why Woozi why, tell me why?!

I broke all the photo frames we had in our room, everything was just a lie, I meant nothing to him, never meant anything to him. he didn’t had to hit and run on me like this, he didn’t had to do this to me. I hate everything, I hate him.

I fell on floor, near the window, everything looked like a mess, I am a mess, how did things turn like this, since when? How did everything turn into this big mess and I can’t fix it anymore. I brought knees together and buried my head, my heart was still aching.

I don’t know how much time passed when I heard his voice “Alex~” calling my name. I still long for his voice which calls my name. it made me cry more, I couldn’t hold my silent cries anymore, I can’t lie myself that everything will be okay soon.

“Alex why is everything so dar-

He switched on the light, his sentence stopped midway, I was unable to look at him, not after all this.

“Love are you okay? What’s all this?” how brave of him to ask me, if I am okay or not and what’s all this, how can he hurt me like this? how? I tried lifting up my head to face him, he was still wearing the same what he wore in the morning, the white tee and black pants, he looked worried, why? He was still standing at the door.

“when was it over?” I was trembling, I was not okay, I was crying and shouting, only I know how much it hurts, he have no idea because I am the one who is hurting.

“what are you saying Alex?” he was coming towards me, I know he will make me go weak, his voice will again lie to me and I will accept that lie knowing it was  my weakness, he was my weakness.

“When was it over Woozi?! Reply me” I couldn’t help but to scream, my screams made him pause there.

“I am done with your lies, I can’t keep on building this with your lies anymore. I can’t, I am a human, I have feelings too! and they are all for you” I broke down again I was trying not to cry but how am I supposed to not feel hurt and miserable?

“5 months ago” he heaved a sign, his voice was nearly inaudible. Deep down I was hoping that he would tell me, he lied and all of this was lie and he loves me only and no one else.

I tried standing up, walked towards him, glass was scattered all over the floor, I tried looking at him, I wanted to hug him, feel his warmth, want him to tell me that’s it’s a lie, want to kiss him forever but how can I? he belongs to someone else now.

“Do you love her?” I gathered up courage to ask him,

“Yes.” That was my limit, my everything, he proved me that everything was a lie.

I crossed the ocean of my mind, but in the end; I drown, you push me down

I felt pain, when you came today. I can’t start again, I can’t try to hold you back again, I will put an end to everything right now because we are over.

“Woozi”

“Alex, I can-

Before he could continue, I shut him with a kiss, my tears started falling down, I was being selfish right now, but how could I stop myself, my hands went to his neck, I couldn’t think straight, it felt like my world was collapsing. I let him go, and removed my hands.

“this is our goodbye kiss Woozi, please be happy with her”

“Alex-”

“I saw everything Woozi, you have to take her of her and your child which is with her. Everything was a lie woozi, the house of card I made, collapsed, I can’t fake try to build it anymore. I am tried woozi, I am tired”

“Please go because if you don’t, I don’t think I can let you go anymore. You didn’t had to lie to me, you could’ve just left me, was I that easy for you? Tell me? That you had to disclose it infront of everyone that you are getting married with someone else when you couldn't say a single thing about me to anyone?”

“How could I hurt you, I loved you”

“You loved me, you don’t love me anymore woozi, LEAVE ME, PLEASE GO AWAY, YOU LEFT ME, YOU LIED TO ME EVERYTHING WAS A LIE” I pushed him out of the room, I stepped on a piece of glass, the pain hit me hard, I screamed in pain,

“AHH”

“Alex”

“Don’t touch me, go away, you lied, you cheated me, go away woozi please, leave me, and don’t ever come see me again. We weren’t meant for eachother anyway, go woozi go to the love of your life.”

“Nothing hurts me anymore, let’s not meet ever again, you and me are over” I was crying, I knew how much courage I had to gather up to say this to him, he started stepping back, I saw him leaving our house, which was our happy home once.

“I loved you woozi and will love you till the end”

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It's his birthday ~

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Seungcheol one shot

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol × Female reader 

Genre: Fluff

Word count: 1.4 K

A/N: It’s cheol’s birthday, i just thought how it would've been if we celebrated his birthday like this? seungcheol, deserves all the love in this world, he deserves the whole universe, he is just so lovely. 

[11:45 pm]

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I sighed because of Hannie and Shua, I went running to the bedroom.

There he was sleeping peacefully and looked so comfortable and ethereal while sleeping. I went near him and tried waking him up.

“Love, wake up.” I tried waking him up, I was so desperate to wish him at 12:00 because I know he will get sulky if I miss 12:00 am after few attempts he woke up, he rubbed his eyes sweetly, he smiled and looked confused, “What’s wrong baby? Why are you awake?” he looked so adorable and confused. Before he could speak another word, I wished him

[12:00 am]

“Happy Birthday baby” and hugged him tight.

I could feel he was taken aback for a second and smiled, I could feel his smile, he hugged me back.

“Thankyou so much princess”

“It’s your birthday today, did you forget?” I asked him, still not leaving him.

“Yes, I forgot but now I remember”

“You were so sulky last time when hannie didn’t wish you at 12:00 am and now look at you, forgetting your own birthday” I told him, he pulled back from the hug.

“But now I have you, who will remind me everytime if I forget something” before I could say him something, he pulled me into a kiss, he pulled me closer and my hands went to his neck, I just couldn’t help myself, I missed his soft tender lips on me, before he could kiss me deeper I pulled back. He pouted, very obviously he didn’t want to stop.

“Don’t pout now let’s go downstairs” I held his hand,

“Close your eyes before we go downstairs and no cheating and also don’t open until I tell you to.” he closed his eyes, and he didn’t cheat like last time, Jeonghan gives him so many ideas, I just can’t believe him, like he got an amazing brain, well he is Yoon Jeonghan for a reason.

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“That’s why I love it, I love calling you princess”

“Cheol stop I swear-

And there he kissed me again, I was speechless, his fingers went to my cheeks, caressing it, his touch was working on me again. he knows my weakness to well, this is our fourth year together and fourth year celebrating his birthday, but I am still not used to “princess” it just makes my heart skip a beat, it gives me butterflies and he knows it too well, being the biggest flirt, he knows everything, how to deal with me, make me blush, make my cheeks go hot, give me butterflies, he knows it all and I'm still not over his tactics.

I couldn’t resist again and put my hands around his neck, he pulled me closer, my eyes were closed but I could feel his stares on me, he just knows how to make things go his way, if he needs a kiss, he would kiss me and if it’s a no from me he would get sulky and I would give in.

“Thankyou so much for everything you’ve done for me love, I love you so much” he whispered

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“Joshua?” I asked

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“Just before you confessed eachother” I was embarrassed at this point. Jeonghan is a very big teaser, I don’t want him to tease me till my last day in earth before he could speak something, I spoke “Since both of you are here, let’s celebrate this big baby’s birthday and thanks for finally coming and you are LATE”

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We all gathered around the table, and Seungcheol, closed his eyes before blowing up the candle, he made a wish and blew the candles.

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“Happy birthday love, I love you” even if I tell him” I love you for the nth time it still feels that’s it’s still less, my love for him is something else “thankyou for being born, love and bringing happiness to my life. You have no idea how much special you’re to me, you are my home, my comfort, my happiness and my everything. Being with you made me realize that I love you more than myself and there you stand, I will love you till the last, so be happy, you mean a lot to me.”

Before I could tell him more, that how much I appreciate him, he sealed me with a kiss, “I know and I love you more”


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3 years ago

S.Coups (최승철):

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S.Coups ():

“I Love You Too Much”

synopsis: You and your group have to work on a Collab stage with SEVENTEEN again, which is the group your ex-boyfriend, Seungcheol is a part of. You both still love each other.

genre: angst, fluff, idol!au

characters: seungcheol x idol!reader (with mentions of other members)

word count: around 2.15k (I think)

a/n: happy birthday to our leader! S.COUPS!! I can't believe it won't be long until he and Jeonghan would have to enlist in the military... anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHOI SEUNGCHEOL!!! I love him so much, he's inspiring, beautiful, and perfect in all kinds of ways! + Congrats to everyone who gets to see Caratland 2021, I'm sad I can't see it but maybe I'll find a reupload somewhere...

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You sat in the corner of the practice room, beside your group members, staring at the opposite side where your ex-boyfriend, Seungcheol sat.

It had been about half a year since you two broke up and though your days had continued to pass by, without him, you felt the emptiness in your heart, soul, and body. You weren't able to get over him and every few nights, you would miss him so much that you would have to torture yourself again by looking at your past videos and pictures with him that you couldn't bring the courage to delete.

You were just getting over him but now, that would be nearly impossible. Just being in the same room with him was making tears sting your eyes. How were you supposed to practice repeatedly for a month with him and proceed to perform a special stage with him?

As far as your professionalism could go, you knew that you wouldn't be able to do it. The love was still there, deep in your heart, and the lingering feelings were undeniable. You still loved him even after the breakup.

“It's okay,” Your groupmate said. “I'm sure it'll be fine.”

You shook your head and turned to her, holding back your tears. “How will it be fine?”

You brought your knees to your chest and buried your head to prevent yourself from crying out loud. “They hate me. It's not only Seungcheol who hates me, the members of SEVENTEEN do too. It's because I hurt him.”

“But you're hurt too,” your groupmate continued, patting your shoulder. “I know how much pain you have to deal with. I was there, on every night that you cried your eyes out missing him. Some days, you would even cry because something reminded you of him.”

You couldn't cry now. You couldn't.

Seungcheol didn't even know how hurt you were.

-

“What did you want to talk about?” Seungcheol asked, unaware of the words you were going to spit out of your mouth.

You couldn't be with Seungcheol anymore. Both of you were idols and of course, being idols and dating could be scandalous in the industry.

You were only a small group. Your company wasn't big and all you had to go off on was the talent your group held. You didn't even know that such a small, unknown group like yours could reach a place next to large groups like his.

He didn't even consider your status. He didn't even consider the fact that your group was small and just starting to grow. Seungcheol fell for you the second that he saw you perform. The song you performed with your group was written by you too.

He came up to you so shyly and asked for a talk that would lead to flirting, becoming friends, going on on dates, until eventually, you two began dating. You were falling in love with him as each day passed.

Your group was also gaining immense popularity. Your once partially free schedules were getting filled with performances, interviews, variety shows, photoshoots, along with creating music on the side and practicing for upcoming comebacks. You two saw each other less and less but still, your love for each other continued to burn.

Until now.

At the peak of your career, you had to make a choice, and you had decided to be selfish. Anything could take the career you and your group worked so hard on. All your groupmates ever wanted was to be recognized for their talent and loved by the public, allowing your small company to expand and give all of you better treatment. If the public found out about your relationship, your group could become known as nothing more than a group whose member used their popularity to snatch another idol. The public could be scary and you were intimidated by it.

The silence made Seungcheol afraid.

“I want to break up with you,” You said, looking at him in the eyes. “It's not because I've fallen out of love with you or anything, I just want to.”

In the middle of the parking lot, Seungcheol let out a chuckle, refusing to believe it. “Come on, don't joke like that.”

You didn't want it to be a farewell that would leave both ends feeling angry. “I'm not, I am being very serious.”

“Why?” Seungcheol asked. His voice had suddenly lost all of its emotion.

His voice was like a dagger, digging into your heart. You stared down at the ground and had to take a deep breath before you could continue. “I don't want to risk my career.”

Seungcheol stared at you as if needing a more definite answer.

You let out a small sigh. “I'm growing bigger. My dream is finally coming true. I don't want to risk it all collapsing just because I love you, okay? Can you understand that for me?”

“Was I just a stepping stone?”

“What? Of course not!” You replied. You were hoping that he'd accept your request to break up calmly but of course, he had to be angry. You couldn't blame him. “I want us to stay friends.”

“Friends... You're choosing your career over me? I've been with you since the beginning of your career. I've done everything for you because I love you,” Seungcheol was raising his voice slightly. He felt betrayed. “I'm not asking for much, love isn't about giving and taking. I supported you because I knew you could do it and by that, I mean bringing yourself and your members to the top. I spent long nights helping you write lyrics when I could have gotten sleep because I wanted to help you. I reassured you that those hate comments you receive are nothing because I truly feel like they're a load of bull. I did all that for you because of a simple reason, I want you to stay beside me, I love you, and I care for you. I cherish you.”

“I love you just as much-”

As you reached your hand out to him, he took a step back, avoiding your touch.

“Whether it's staying friends or not, as long as we're around each other, I can't change. I won't suddenly act as if we stopped loving. I can't do that,” Seungcheol ran his finger through his hair and you couldn't believe it. The love of your life slipped out of your hands and it was all your fault. You should have known. “I can't. If you're choosing your career over me, how can I believe that you love me?”

You stood still, watching as Seungcheol drove away.

You two never talked again.

Seungcheol wasn't his usual self. He was always distracted but would pretend like everything was fine. The members tried to comfort him but he'd always lie that everything was fine.

Until one day, he couldn't lie anymore. He cried to them and told them how much it hurt to have you leave him. He regretted his response to you because now, he couldn't even see you again.

-

“Hey Jeonghan, can you-” You walked up to Jeonghan who was on his phone at the top of the stairs, wanting to know if he could help you carry prop boxes. However, he cut you off before you could even finish. “Sorry, I have to go somewhere. See you around.”

You watched as he left. He probably hated you too. Seungkwan, Chan, Jihoon, and others tried to seem kind about it but you knew that inside, they didn't want to engage with you as well. They would only forgive you when you made their leader happy again.

You sighed and walked down the stairs to where you left the boxes only to see someone else lifting them. You smiled and hurriedly went down the stairs to greet them.

“Thank you-”

Just then, you saw their face as they made their way up the steps.

It was Seungcheol.

You paused as he brushed past you without a word, carrying the boxes with both of his hands. You wanted to help but you found yourself mute and frozen.

It couldn't be this way forever. You knew that. Maybe this small act of kindness meant something bigger. Your heart was thumping out of your chest and you didn't know what to do.

-

Seungcheol reached the practice room and set the boxes down. He saw the way the members treated you and though it was probably a part of their stupid plan to try and get you guys back together, he didn't want you to feel guilty over the breakup. He knew it was partially his fault too and though he was hurt by you, he couldn't stand seeing you hurt by his member's words.

His members and your members were practicing but Seungcheol could see the tension both groups had.

Seungcheol let out a soft sigh and left the practice room, his next destination being outside for fresh air. However, the moment he stepped out of the room, he was met with you. You were holding two cans of soda from the vending machine in your hands that you knew he liked.

Your eyes met and with a nervous heart, you said, “Can we talk for a bit?”

Seungcheol stared at you, your eyes captivating him. He could almost feel how he felt when he first fell for you. Like he was possessed, Seungcheol nodded.

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Both of you two were sitting on green grass in the middle of a park, beside a large tree. The walk to the spot was quiet and you two decided to settle down in a spot with barely any words being spoken. He just followed you as you guided him to the big old tree where you two shared your first kiss.

“How are you?” You asked. Seungcheol was sitting next to you but not too close and not too far away.

He popped open his can of soda.

“Fine, you?” He took a small sip.

“I guess I'm okay too.”

“Without me?”

You stared ahead, feeling your heart race. Your hands were so close to each other that you just wanted to take his hand into your and hold it as you two did in the past. So, you placed your pinky on top of his while replying, “Not really.”

You didn't expect that he would reply. It would have been strange if you two made up so quickly after half a year of being apart and feeling nothing but longing, sadness, resentment, guilt, and regret.

Slowly, Seungcheol turned his head to you and replied, “Same.”

But maybe, just a bit of honesty could make it work.

“You know, I cried a lot,” Seungcheol said, turning his entire body to face you. “I was upset about what you said but I regretted it because I couldn't be around you.”

You didn't even get to reply, all you were able to do was turn your body to face him too, the tip of your feet now against his shoes.

“I was cowardly, right?”

You let out a soft sigh, staring into his eyes. “Why don't we try again?”

You firmly scooted closer to him. You always imagined that if you ever brought up a second chance, you would be bawling, but for some reason, you smiled softly. “Can we?”

Seungcheol was waiting for this his whole life.

Spending half a year without you was like hell.

Spending half a year without him only left you suffering.

“I think I value you more than fame.”

“What about your members? The reason we broke up was that you didn't want the potential scandal affecting them, right?”

“One way or another it'll affect them,” You replied. “I'll just have to take responsibility for it. I have to be selfish one way or another.”

Seungcheol smiled.

“Plus, I'm sure they'll understand. They've been there for me ever since I broke up with you.”

Seungcheol cupped your face with his hands, leaning in close to your face.

“About that second chance,” Seungcheol began. “When I kiss you, would that confirm it?”

You stared into his beautiful eyes, looking closely into the eyes of the man you missed so dearly. You brought your hands to caress his arm and slowly, you nodded, feeling tears of joy fill your eyes.

He leaned in slowly and planted a soft kiss on your lips, his hands brushing your cheeks.

Both of you knew that it would be too hard to live without each other. Both of you also knew that being together brought more comfort, happiness, and reassurance in your lives. Being apart was torture but together is like cloud 9.

It was obvious.

You loved each other too much.

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3 years ago

CRUSH AT FIRST SIGHT {1}

SEVENTEEN 

Kim Mingyu (SEVENTEEN)/Reader

Genre : fluff ,  friends , crush 

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Summary:

Y/N never thought she would find love after her dark past. she usually avoids guys especially strangers and she doesn’t even have any friends and then one day she crossed paths with a stranger who made her fall in love at first sight. she tried to hide her little crush from him as she knew he would leave soon. but her fate had a different story.

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[DAY 1]

Everything is messed up once again. The past from which I have been running started to chase me again. And now I don’t have any idea where to run and how fast to run. So I decided to give up.

I woke up as usual and got ready to go to college. This is my final year and very soon I have to face the cruel world.

I left my house, I moved out from my parents’ house to a studio apartment near my uni. I left home and went to the coffee shop to grab my regular coffe, I have forgotten how breakfast feel like. Anyways I reached college and it was pretty crowded.

Oh snap! I forgot it was the fest and it is the most annoying time of the year. So many freaking people. I don’t have classes this semester, all I have to do is work on my project and then find a place for my internship. Others from my class mostly spend their time in doing other stuffs but a loner like me comes to library every day. Well about that internship I totally forgot. I have to search a place as soon as possible.

I was walking slowly sipping my coffee and checking my phone and then thud!! My coffee spilled. I looked up and saw a tall guy with kind eyes. I was kind of staring at him and didn’t listen what he was saying when he tapped my shoulders and I came back to reality.

“You here with me?”, he spoke lowering his height and gazing at my eyes.

His voice has a different kind of tenderness.

“We-well yeah and sorry” , I replied hastily breaking the eye contact.

“It’s okay it was my mistake,” he ruffled his hair and spoke, “I was running without seeing”. And then he smiled. I never found someone’s smile this attractive.

I focused and replied, “ it’s okay though , not an issue”.

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: Boyfriend!Seungcheol // Meeting The Members // Fluff // 700~ Words

📣: boyfriend!Seungcheol // meeting the members // fluff // 700~ words

A/N: AHHHH i love this kinda prompt so much hheheh thank you for making me write this anon 🙈 i hope you enjoy this as much as i had fun writing it ^^ this guy rly been wrecking me along w jihoon these days ;-;

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: Boyfriend!Seungcheol // Meeting The Members // Fluff // 700~ Words

Currently, you’re fidgeting in front of Seventeen’s practice room with a bag of kimbap rolls on your hands. Seungcheol has been wanting to introduce you to his members for some time now and, truthfully, you’re scared out of your mind. You don’t simply wish for a good impression, but you feel like the will is bigger because Seungcheol is their leader and eldest brother, it wouldn’t do if you’re someone they don’t approve of.

Seungcheol has texted you earlier practice will end in more or less an hour and you should come by then; all because you say you’re curious how big their practice room really is so your wonderful boyfriend thinks might as well kill two birds with one stone.

You haven’t told him you’ve arrived, mostly because you’re too busy freaking out while his manager, who’s known you for quite some time now, only laughs at you for being so nervous when he’s helped you get in the building. Plus, it’s not like he could check his phone now, you can see from the little window at the door that they’re discussing something with their trainer.

A few minutes later, it is Jeonghan who discovers you behind the door, courtesy of him going out first because he wants to go to the restroom.

“Oh? You are…?” You haven’t gotten the chance to say anything when his cheshire grin is out, recognizing you from the few pictures in Seungcheol’s phone. You blink when he suddenly pushes you into the room as if you’ve been friends with him for so long, his arm on your shoulder as he calls for their attention. “Guys, Seungcheol’s girlfriend is here.”

The way their heads turn to you, including Seungcheol’s, is almost comical.

“When did you arrive?!” your boyfriend asks, already on your side with a few strides. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Uhh, not long ago. Your manager helps me in,” you smile sheepishly, and then you show him the bag you’ve been holding since earlier. “I brought kimbap?”

“Pretty and caring, I approve,” Jeonghan says from the side with an appreciative nod, taking the bag from you. “Are you guys just going to stand there instead of welcoming or newest in-law here?”

You can feel your neck getting warm from the title, and Seungcheol shakes his head at Jeonghan, used to his antics. He sends you an apologetic glance, but you just smile because it’s somewhat amusing even to you. Eventually, Seungcheol introduces you to everyone, telling them not take their jokes too far because Shua is already singing you praises for being a good in-law by bringing in food.

“Where did you buy these?” Mingyu asks, moaning at the kimbap in his mouth. “These are so good.”

“Uhh, I made them myself,” you scratch your neck, a bit embarrassed but glad that the members seem to enjoy the food. “I’m glad you liked it.”

Soonyoung says something with cheeks stuffed with food, his voice is muffled but you guess it’s something along the line of ‘you’re not allowed to break up with hyung now, ok?’ and you just laugh in embarrassment at their compliments over kimbap.

“They’re not always this rowdy, I promise,” Seungcheol whispers to your ear. “Probably just excited to meet you because they’ve been asking to meet you too.”

“You talk about me to them?” you ask, surprised but pleasantly so.

He nods as if it’s obvious, biting into his own share of kimbap before replying. “Of course. Why would I not? We’ve been dating for months.”

“More like he never shuts up about you,” Jeonghan chirps in from beside you. “Nothing bad, though. Thanks for taking care of our Coups.”

Shua nods from the side, making Seungcheol rolls his eyes at the duo. “We know he could be a lot, so we’re glad you’re hanging in there with him.”

You laugh at them, delighted that you get to see this banter for real instead of snippets from Seungcheol who’s whining about being their victim over and over again. Seungcheol shakes his head in mock exhaustion, though his hand find yours under his thigh, hidden from his brothers’ sights so no one will be able to tease him more than they’re already doing.