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Goals I Want To Reach In Tandem With My Ugw
Goals I want to reach in tandem with my ugw
1. I want to graduate from my community College and move on to a 4 year.
2. I want to be fluent in korean, Japanese and spanish so I can have more job prospects and potentially work overseas.
3. I want to start a business and or have multiple side incomes.
4. I want to live the rich baddie life of my dreams, learn how to be classy and femine, be a people person who charms a room and has many connections.
I may be completely upset with my body but once I reach my goal weight I don't want to be lost and skinny 😂 can't forget to live your life baddies ✨️
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For my girlies who binge, don't record calories, then feel bad. Make a custom food with the estimated cals. I know I ate like 2000+ or so cals throughout that whole day. I'm fasting today 🥲
I can't wait...
I can't wait to lose the weight. I'm going to do it and no binge or lack of motivation can stop me.
I can't wait for people to be shocked by my weightloss, for them to smile in my face after looking down on me.
I can't wait to be wanted.
I can't wait for my body to reflect who I am inside.
I can't wait for people to treat me like I'm precious, give me their jacket when I'm cold, for people to back hug me because I'm cute and small.
I can't wait to receive the intimacy and touches that I was deprived of.
I can't wait for the days I feel happy to no longer be interrupted by feelings of self hate when I flip over and my rolls shift.
I can't wait for my family to get off my back and no longer have something to hold over me.
I can't wait to go shopping with my friends and to actually be able to buy something.
I can't wait for my chance at love...
20/06/22
I weighed myself this morning. Shouldn't have done that.
I weighed in at 59.4 kg.
I can't believe it. How did I not notice? Do you know what's even funnier? I fucking thought I had lost a little. How did I not notice that I got fatter? I'm so ashamed of myself.
Obviously, I cannot control my weight without a scale so I'll just have to weigh myself every day again.
Still thinking about how I've lost 4 pounds in a 6 days since my relapse 🥰
Also me thinking about how it was probably all water weight 🤡
I can't even walk past a mirror without body checking now adays :/