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Normalize hating buffets that shits nasty
lol me yesterday having my third cup of coffe while fasting.
me: is shaking cause fasting
also me: energy drink will fix that
*shaking intensities*
me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math
Goals
Sw: 280
Gw: 260
Gw: 210
Gw: 200
Gw: 170
Gw: 150
Gw: 130
Gw: 120
Gw: 110
Ugw: 107
Wish me fuxking luck since I'm starting at such a high starting weight. Mutuals and buddy's much appreciated.
Goals I want to reach in tandem with my ugw
1. I want to graduate from my community College and move on to a 4 year.
2. I want to be fluent in korean, Japanese and spanish so I can have more job prospects and potentially work overseas.
3. I want to start a business and or have multiple side incomes.
4. I want to live the rich baddie life of my dreams, learn how to be classy and femine, be a people person who charms a room and has many connections.
I may be completely upset with my body but once I reach my goal weight I don't want to be lost and skinny 😂 can't forget to live your life baddies ✨️
I can't even walk past a mirror without body checking now adays :/
Babes ima let you in on something 😌 delicious, fresh, diffrent. Get some diet lipton green tea
Wow you can find thinspo anywhere 🤪 if she's a "very large woman" then what am I at 293 🥲 I was going to eat dinner but fuck it. My week of being strick on myself with a minimum of 500 calories failed I lost literally zero pounds. I need to try harder.
I can't wait to have pretty fingers 🥲
I can't wait...
I can't wait to lose the weight. I'm going to do it and no binge or lack of motivation can stop me.
I can't wait for people to be shocked by my weightloss, for them to smile in my face after looking down on me.
I can't wait to be wanted.
I can't wait for my body to reflect who I am inside.
I can't wait for people to treat me like I'm precious, give me their jacket when I'm cold, for people to back hug me because I'm cute and small.
I can't wait to receive the intimacy and touches that I was deprived of.
I can't wait for the days I feel happy to no longer be interrupted by feelings of self hate when I flip over and my rolls shift.
I can't wait for my family to get off my back and no longer have something to hold over me.
I can't wait to go shopping with my friends and to actually be able to buy something.
I can't wait for my chance at love...
For my girlies who binge, don't record calories, then feel bad. Make a custom food with the estimated cals. I know I ate like 2000+ or so cals throughout that whole day. I'm fasting today 🥲
Guys what am I supposed to do.
The fear of loose skin is terrifying. I can't live with loose skin that ruins everything I'm dreaming of. What do I do, there telling me to loose weight slowly but I can't even properly eat 1000 calories anymore, it's scary I didn't think I was scared of them but I am. People mentioned fasting for more than 3 days but I've seen other people's stories, they don't care about the loose skin but I do. I can't afford a surgery, what do I do, what do I do.
Girl i am fighting for my life over here, trying to prevent a binge with every ounce of my being. Preparing to fast, exersizing, crying because my skin is getting looser and making my body look worse 😩 we are not thriving.
I can't wait till I get to a weight where I can die in peace.
Look at her she's beautiful 😍 I've been doing so well I hope this continues, no I'm manifesting it.
I don't know whether I should die just to keep up my week of restriction or just eat so that I can cry, hate myself and do another week of restriction 💀
✨️ I'm diabetic by the way ✨️
So I've decided life but I'm so sad now 😭
like all those days. I was going to weigh tomorrow, I was going to have a metabolism day on the 20th, I was doing so good. I'm not even calling this a binge I needed a metabolism day either way but the way I'm just happy...
I can think. I'm doing and having ideas for my hobbies like wtf. All that free time not eating and I couldn't do shit but I eat 600 more calories and suddenly life is worth living. Food has a hold on me and it's disgusting, I wasn't even hungry I just needed energy. I'm so very sad right now.
I don't know whether I should die just to keep up my week of restriction or just eat so that I can cry, hate myself and do another week of restriction 💀
✨️ I'm diabetic by the way ✨️
I Love Korean Weightloss videos 😍 went to tiktok and got depressed went to YouTube and I feel so motivated.
I love her so much, I don't know if I should share it or not, she's so real. Like how do they have an ed and no one bats an eye. Love that for then.
And she's so funny bro
