Wow You Can Find Thinspo Anywhere If She's A "very Large Woman" Then What Am I At 293 I Was Going To

Wow you can find thinspo anywhere 🤪 if she's a "very large woman" then what am I at 293 🥲 I was going to eat dinner but fuck it. My week of being strick on myself with a minimum of 500 calories failed I lost literally zero pounds. I need to try harder.

Someone once said "your not In conrole by denying your body it's most basic needs" well if my body didn't make me fat we could eat 😠

20/06/22

I weighed myself this morning. Shouldn't have done that.

I weighed in at 59.4 kg.

I can't believe it. How did I not notice? Do you know what's even funnier? I fucking thought I had lost a little. How did I not notice that I got fatter? I'm so ashamed of myself.

Obviously, I cannot control my weight without a scale so I'll just have to weigh myself every day again.

Girl i am fighting for my life over here, trying to prevent a binge with every ounce of my being. Preparing to fast, exersizing, crying because my skin is getting looser and making my body look worse 😩 we are not thriving.

For my girlies who binge, don't record calories, then feel bad. Make a custom food with the estimated cals. I know I ate like 2000+ or so cals throughout that whole day. I'm fasting today 🥲