So I've Decided Life But I'm So Sad Now

So I've decided life but I'm so sad now 😭

like all those days. I was going to weigh tomorrow, I was going to have a metabolism day on the 20th, I was doing so good. I'm not even calling this a binge I needed a metabolism day either way but the way I'm just happy...

I can think. I'm doing and having ideas for my hobbies like wtf. All that free time not eating and I couldn't do shit but I eat 600 more calories and suddenly life is worth living. Food has a hold on me and it's disgusting, I wasn't even hungry I just needed energy. I'm so very sad right now.

I don't know whether I should die just to keep up my week of restriction or just eat so that I can cry, hate myself and do another week of restriction 💀

✨️ I'm diabetic by the way ✨️

Devon Aoki is approximately 5'5" (165 cm) tall and is known to weigh around 105 pounds (48 kg). She has had a successful career as a model and actress, recognized for her unique look and presence in both the fashion industry and film.

@beth-likes-cherry-cola

(Sorry she is a bit taller)

I'm such a brat suddenly I love my body and who are you to tell me what to do

meanspo literally the funniest shit ever lmfaooo call me a pig again and i will beat you the fuck up

Look at her she's beautiful 😍 I've been doing so well I hope this continues, no I'm manifesting it.

Weird ed'd dinner #1

Mashed patotatoes (box made, cheese, milk, and butter) 210 cals

Kiwi 45 cals

Total 255.

I used to be a person who ate food after food, meal after meal. No one ever questioned if I'd eaten my mom sure as hell blamed me for every missing snack. But she's also my biggest motivation 🥰 love her for making me swear to myself I'll never be talked down on like the fat ass of the house. Yet she's the only one who ever tells me to eat, "you haven't eaten all day put, something on your stomach 🥺". She's so sweet right...

I don't know who I blame more her or me.

I Love Korean Weightloss videos 😍 went to tiktok and got depressed went to YouTube and I feel so motivated.

I love her so much, I don't know if I should share it or not, she's so real. Like how do they have an ed and no one bats an eye. Love that for then.

And she's so funny bro