I Love Korean Weightloss Videos Went To Tiktok And Got Depressed Went To YouTube And I Feel So Motivated.

I Love Korean Weightloss videos 😍 went to tiktok and got depressed went to YouTube and I feel so motivated.

I love her so much, I don't know if I should share it or not, she's so real. Like how do they have an ed and no one bats an eye. Love that for then.

And she's so funny bro

I went from wanting to be with him to wanting to be him in the span of a few days...

I gained 4 pounds 🥲🥲🥲 like how, was it because it's early morning and I had a large dinner. Maybe because I ate at 11pm. I only had two days this week of eating 600 Cals rather than 500 was that really the reason. All those days of restricting just to gain 4 pounds. Is it because I'm sick 😭

You ever feel tricked by how much you ate. Like I know I meticulously planned this dinner 2 days in advance am within my calorie limit. but I'm just so full.. :/

I'm going to gain weight I feel it. Tomorrow was my weigh day too 😭😭😭😭

Maybe I am just a dumb ass bitch.

Like why am I doing this to myself. If I have the self controle to eat 500 cals a day why can't I just do this healthily.

Is it because I want fast results, because I don't want to exersize. I'm such a loser if that's the case...

But I love the controle, I love that I'm taking back my power. How my stomach literally hurts if I over eat.

... but does that make me an attention speaker, fuck it I am. I want people to worry about me. Wtf does that make me then? A narrsasitic bitch?

But I'm so scared of being who I was, shoving food mindlessly down my throat. Being the ugly fat friend who always asked people if they were going to finish their food.... wow that was a visceral memory.

Maybe I will just starve till I die. Fuck it

I don't know whether I should die just to keep up my week of restriction or just eat so that I can cry, hate myself and do another week of restriction 💀

✨️ I'm diabetic by the way ✨️