Holy Shit Never Mind, I Looked Into It And A 7 Hour Work Day Is Like 2000 Calories For My Body Weight

Holy shit never mind, I looked into it and a 7 hour work day is like 2000 calories for my body weight<3333 that's on a low shift!!! I usually work 8+

Finding out how much calories me being at work burns was the best thing ever I'm in a ok deficit already (when I work my 1800 becomes like 600-800) and once I lower my calorie intake I might even get into the negatives on work days, plus the walk there and back and the small exercises I do at home<3

God I hate purging, but my family had pizza tonight and mom took me out for a birthday lunch, both things I couldn't get out of

I never feel empty enough if I purge, the only way I can stop is when I feel my throat burning with stomach acid even then I force myself just a little bit longer, oh well I have a tasty 10 cal ice tea waiting for me on my bedside along with some blades and bracelet making stuff, fucked priorities I know but hey I enjoy making bracelets<3

Im both excited and scared to move out, on one hand I won't have to deal with 4 members of my family making comments on if I do or don't eat, but on the other I'm moving in with a friend who cares about me and will make sure I eat full meals, and they are concerned about calories too.

Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.

Fuckkkkk

The store is closed tomorrow too

Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today

But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?

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