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there is legitimately a 70% chance i off myself on thursday. Gonna say my goodbyes to the 1 person that still matters to me, drum one last time, probably watch some of my favourite movies then tomorrow I'll go to "get the bus" but actually walk abt a mile down the road to a national speed limit motorway and jump in front of a semi.

I wonder if anyone will mourn me?

tfw you can see that everyone around you is slowly getting tired of you

Tfw you're peacefully grooving to some good old fashioned michigan funk while studying psychology and suddenly remember that nobody will ever love you.

i hate computer science so fucking much. Why did i have to be born transgender?

was gonna cut and then kms but i got distracted and wrote a whole ass doom metal song and now i don't want to cut.

QUICK, HOW DO I SH IN A WAY THAT WON'T LEAVE MARKS?!

my mum took all my blades and will probably be checking for new cuts so i can't cut anymore >:( I've been biting my hand gently but i want something more. Hlep plz I'm going insane (more insane)

tried watching the new season of heartstopper and now I'm just sad that I'll never have a big muscly guy to hug me and give me kisses and tell me I'm pretty.

I'm like a mix of kurt cobain and stalin. i sleep all day and write songs all night.

kill me. Please kill me. I want to die right fucking now. Please kill me this instant. I long for the great release that death will bring. Please kill me. I desperately want to die. I literally can not stand being alive. Please just let me die. I want to get hit by a fucking truck. I want to die. Kill me. Kill me now. Kill me right now. Please kill me. Pretty please kill me. Pretty pretty please with a cherry on top, blow my fucking brains out. I should not be alive. I need to die. I will always be alone. I will die alone. I'm gonna kms. I need to die. Please kill me. I want to die as soon as possible. I hate being sober. I wish i was dead. Like, genuinely, i wish i was dead. I will jiggle a genie's balls and forfeit my other 2 wishes if it means i can die. Please kill me. I should cut off my fucking hands. I should set my skin on fire. I want to die. I am nothing. I am worth nothing. I should have died years ago. I want to cut until i bleed out. I want to cut my face. Please kill me. Kill me now.

Anyway, have a nice day/evening/night. I love you.

Itchy cuts, UGH Itchy Itchy Itchy Itchy! Hate it would rather the shower sting then this shit.

How to ask my friends if they'd be mad at me if I kill3d myself, without worrying or upsetting them

SH culture is begging god for someone to notice, and then hoping tjht no one does. SH culture is wondering whether or not to lie on a mental health test at school. SH culture is feeling like no matter how deep or how bad you go, it never feels good enough.

Idk guys I wanna jump off a cliff but it "gets better" so I just gotta wait ig💜

I kept the shirt and wore it to my mom's meeting and I got told by my sister literally the one that gave me the shirt that I'm built weird like girl stfu😭

Also guys look we have baby birds in the back yard we started giving them little snacks so the parents could feed the baby's !! The one thing I'm excited for🥳🥳

Went shopping today I got a bunch of clothes 🙈 guysss I need motivation I've been getting so big recently and this is not the timese ‼️‼️ love you guys💜

Shsh don't report just block yk you guys love me don't do it 🙏

hi guysss sooo everything has been okay I think it's been stressful and hard but I've been doing it I didn't go to school today which isn't good but it's okayy but my life's a mess rn Soo here you go

Guys gimmie motivation to loose I've been gaining to much recently shhh warning scroll pleaseee don't report justtt block

hi pooksss I've been thinking tooo much I needed a little relief but I haven't ate today so I've been doing good🙏🙏

Shsh SFX makeup block don't report you guys know you don't want me to disappear againnn so just scroll 😠

Ik I need to shavee

No matter how much I cu+ it’s never enough sc@rring. I’ll always want more. I want to scare people with how visibly I hate myself

Will always reblog stuff like this when it comes up, there's a lotta apps like it! All different you can always search for one that works for you and it's ok if none of them do, just means that one out of hundreds of alternatives doesn't work

i recommend this app to help you distract yourself when you feel an urge to hurt yourself!

It’s so cute and calming :D