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aaa hello, my dearest elle ヾ(*'▽'*) i’m doing pretty okay, just been busy planning events for student council (´-ω-`) it’s a lot really :( but no need to worry ehe, i get plenty of rest and you better be too!!! thank you for checking up on me, so lovely of you to do so <33

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maybe it’s not our fault | l.sangyeon

synopsis: you knew this was a problem that was bound to come up when you started dating the one and only, the boyz’s leader, lee sangyeon - fans.

pairing: tbz’s sangyeon x reader

genre: angst!!!

wc: 1.2k

network(s): @kflixnet

warning: obsessed fans, cursing, hate speech towards reader (derogatory terms)

leona was listening to: maybe it’s not our fault by yerin baek

not proofread

note: guys pls listen to the song but sangyeon’s cover version while reading this it would make your experience so much better /gen

“sangyeon, i don’t know how much longer i can do this,” you said, looking down at the floor, refusing to meet his gaze. “y/n, what are you talking about? are you hearing yourself?” he was angry, but at most of it all, he was confused, at a loss of words even.

“of course, i’m hearing myself, did you forget what happened last week? we can’t even be happy together, it was our one year anniversary, for god’s sake!” you were fuming to say the least. after last week’s events, you weren’t sure how to go forward in this relationship anymore.

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“baby, are you ready yet?” sangyeon called out to you as you came out of the room, replying to him in a cheery tone, “yup, let’s go!” just like that you guys were on your way to spend a fun-filled day at lotte world. it was rare that you guys could go to such places but you figured it would be okay since it was the weekdays and school holidays wouldn’t be coming around til next month.

however, when you guys arrived at the said place, you were taken aback by how many fans had gathered, just to catch a glimpse of their idol. you had no idea how they got wind of sangyeon coming to lotte world that day but all the feelings of disappointment and frustration came rushing back to you.

sangyeon noticed how aggravated you became so he caressed your hand but that wasn’t enough to turn your mood around. sangyeon insisted that you guys continue with the plans because he knew and trusted that his fans would respect you guys’ boundaries.

but as soon as you step foot out of that van, sangyeon was proven very wrong. fans swarmed you guys, flashing cameras almost blinding your eyes, the high pitched screaming coming from all directions gave you a headache. yet all you could make out was the harsh threats thrown to you, “you bitch! that’s our man!”, “stay away from him!”, “he deserves someone prettier, not a rat-looking girl!”, “you don’t deserve him, what are you even doing with him! you just want fame and money, don’t you!”

you knew better than to believe what they were saying but you couldn’t shake off that feeling of not being good enough. if fans were saying this about you, there must be something about yourself that they realise isn’t up to standards.

the fans blocked your way and you eventually got separated from sangyeon, causing them to take advantage of the situation, pushing you around as if you were some ragdoll. pain surged through you as you took strong blows to your ribs and you wondered where the hell sangyeon was, only for you to realise security had been called and when you were carried to the van, sangyeon stared back at you from inside.

you were disheveled, your hair messed up and your face was contorted in pain and all sangyeon could do was stare at you in shock.

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“i want to be able to do normal couple things like taking a stroll in the park or even watching a movie at the cinemas without having to sneak around and speak in hushed voices, sangyeon,” you muttered, tears eventually dripping down your cheeks and into the palms of your hands, “how much longer do i have to endure this from your fans that you love so much? will we ever be happy and free?”

“so, what? are you going to break up with me, just because of the fans?” sangyeon’s voice quivered as he tried his best to stand tall in front of you. “i thought our love was stronger than this, y/n.” you thought he was going to storm out of the room but he didn’t. after all, sangyeon was never the type to walk away from his problems. that was just how he was, a responsible and caring man you fell in love with.

but now, are you falling out of love? where did this insecurity come from? why was your heart feeling so anxious? “it is, sangyeon. i have faith in us but your fans say otherwise,” you sniffled, wiping your tears by yourself.

“fans, fans, fans, that’s all you think about! have you considered my feelings about this? you went into this relationship, knowing fully well that this plays a huge part for us, you need to get your priorities sorted honestly!” he didn’t realise what he said was too hurtful until he saw your surprised expression, the eyes he found so beautiful, glossed with tears threatening to spill.

“n-no, wait, y/n, you know i didn’t mean any of that,” he said, making his way towards you. “save it, sangyeon, you said what you said,” you stood up abruptly, ready to leave the apartment but before you could do that, a hand held your wrists and spun you around into a tight, warm embrace.

“i’m serious, i said all of those out of anger, i would never think of you that way,” he mumbled into your neck, the tears you had wiped away earlier on squeezed their way out your eyes. “y/n, my love, look at me. i am so in love with you and i’m not going to let you go just because of this. you mean so much to me and i don’t know what i’m going to do without you. so please, don’t leave me.”

you managed to look him right in the eyes and you could see how sincere he was. you knew he meant every single word he just said. a drop of tear had rolled down his cheek and his lips trembled as he begged and begged you not to leave him.

you swiped away at his tears, pulling him close, arms wrapped around his shoulders as you rubbed his nape, giving him all the comfort you could offer him, “i love you too, sangyeon, i’m sorry.”

“we’ll get through this together, sweetheart, i promise.”

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love, leona!

LAST CHRISTMAS — b.jc

— pairing: jacob bae x gn!reader

— genre: angst, bittersweet

— word count: 646

last christmas - wham!

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jacob hoped you were happy.

that was his first thought as he saw you across the hall, drink in hand and a stranger in tow. jacob might’ve recognised him if he thought hard enough, but he knew that might be too much for his heart to take. he was barely holding on watching the way said mystery man touched your waist, the way you leant into him, the way you looked at him with eyes so full of love.

he often wondered if you ever looked at him like that, and he was just too blinded by love to see it.

it was his fault he lost you. he should have been clearer, but he tiptoed around what he wanted to say and lost you all together.

“can i play you a song?” jacob had asked exactly a year ago, having escaped to the rooftop of the busy christmas party where his guitar had been waiting.

you had nodded, and jacob continued, confessing that the song was for someone special. the words were heartfelt and beautiful, a gentle confession without having to say a word. a song in which he confessed three years of unspoken feelings, where he told of stories in which you still manage to catch his eye in a crowded room of people – a song where he put his heart and soul out in the open for all to see.

except, before he had the chance to tell you it was all for you – that you were his special – you had stood up and given his shoulder a squeeze.

your voice trembled with something jacob couldn’t recognise when you spoke; either terror at his confession, or sadness at the thought his song might’ve been for someone else. jacob didn’t know then, and he never would.

“i’m sure they’ll love it.”

things had never been the same. jacob had never been particularly close with you, he wasn’t like the younghoon and hyunjae’s of the office, who you spent most of your waking time with. but he thought he was someone.

he was that someone who you always came to first when you had a problem. the someone whose stationery you shamelessly stole and never gave back, only to leave him a brand new package of pens with a little bow attached to them on his desk over a month later. he was the someone you always came to find whenever your boss, sangyeon, had put too much on your plate.

now, he was just your coworker.

after that, for whichever of the reasons it may be, you put distance between you and jacob. you’d steal younghoon’s stationery instead. you’d go to chanhee when you had a problem. and jacob only ever heard your name through the grapevine.

he knew it had hurt, but pushed those thoughts of heartbreak to the back of his mind in favour of burying himself in his work. it was only when the annual work christmas function came back around, the anniversary of when he had made that mistake, that he began to consider how he felt.

crazy enough, he thought it would hurt, seeing you. and it did momentarily, it stung deeply within his chest as he stared off in your direction instead of paying attention to his friends. it hurt even more when he saw the nature of your relationship with the man you had brought.

yet all those pains dwindled away when you caught his eye across the room for the first time in a year.

there was a soft, apologetic smile on your lips, a watery glow to your eyes as you lifted your free hand to give him the tiniest of waves – and that was the closure he needed.

all he ever wanted was your happiness, and if you had found it now, then maybe it was time for him to work on his own.

ೃ⁀➷ note: i thought of this approx. 20 minutes ago so if it seems rushed. yes it is but also i Had to write it the second i thought of it

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