I Cant Take Anything Seriously

i can’t take anything seriously

bumbleby is sooooo good. it starts as your usual sunshine/emo duo but grows into so much more. turns out they actually get along flawlessly. turns out yang has abandonment issues and blake always runs away. turns out blake’s ex is the opposite side of the same coin as yang, and blake chooses her anyway, then is proven time and time again how she could never be adam. turns out both their worst fears happen; blake’s newfound world crumbles in her hands, yang is left behind, and they still find their way back to each other. turns out yang needed blake and blake thought she didn’t deserve yang. turns out they’re reincarnations of an ancient love that ended in tragedy, but theirs didn’t. turns out their eyes are the color of the other’s soul. turns out they defeat the monster who almost ruined them not through martyrdom, but by protecting each other. turns out after everything they’ve been through, the hardest thing to do is professing their love out loud. turns out the confident, intimidating yang xiao long is terrified to say it. turns out the once reclusive, self-loathing blake belladonna is absolutely sure and eager to say it. turns out all they’ve ever wanted was to be together.

I never posted this apparently??? gotta change that

it’s like. i’m your older sister and i love you and i love your mom who has become my mom. i’m your little sister and i love you and i love my mom who is also your mom because i don’t know anything else.

i’m your older sister and our mom is gone and our dad is also gone but in a different way so now i’m your mom and the only way i know how to be that is by emulating the cheeriness our mom taught us. i’m your younger sister and you think i don’t understand what’s happening but i do i just don’t know how to stop it so i’ll make myself easy to cheer up.

i’m your older sister and there is so much wrong with me but the last time i tried to fix it i took you with me and i put you in danger so now i’ll just keep that part of me separate. i’m your younger sister and now i’m old enough to process the grief our mom left behind but i can’t do that because you never share any of your grief with me.

i’m your older sister and the person i could actually turn to for help is gone and i can’t muster up the energy to help you with your trauma so i’m shutting down. i’m your younger sister and i don’t know how to help you heal because you never taught me how so the best thing i can do is keep you from being responsible for my healing by making my trauma nonexistent.

i’m your older sister and being apart from you helped me grow into myself. i’m your younger sister and being apart from you left me stagnant.

i’m your older sister and i gave up everything for you and i’ll keep giving up everything for you i’ll throw myself off a bridge and leave behind the girl i just found and healed with just so i can keep you safe. i’m your younger sister and i’ll come after you.

i’m your older sister and now i know you don’t know how to exist without me and i can’t hate you for that but i don’t know what to do. i’m your younger sister and now that you exist without me i don’t know what to do and i can’t hate you for that but i do.

NOT THE FOOT POP