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I have no one to talk to but at the same time I don't reach out :/

Let's get out of here

So real

It’s so toxic

Lost Gen X bedroom in the attic of an abandoned house.

I would thrive here

By ness_graphics

Music on

Japan Underground | photography by Hideaki Uchiyama

submission by Nathan Manceaux-Panot

A young Amy Winehouse having a chat on the phone while rolling a joint in her Camden home (2003) photog. Valerie Phillips

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It feels like I'm in a toxic relationship with my self. It's like there's 2 inside of me. One wants to fix the relationship and the other thinks they're doing enough but they're really, really not. And they're always fighting and ignoring each other when shit gets hard. Never consistent in their efforts, always ready to give up. They're not strong at all. But they need each other to survive.

I'm slacking on my happiness frl :(

Using this app as my diary

I hate being so negative, but the negativity surrounds me. Everywhere I look when I am home, I feel overwhelmed by grief. I am the dramatic, the emotive, the sensitive child who cares, meanwhile the rest couldn't care less.

I Want to get better but a part of me wants to rot

Being sad is overrated frl