Do You Ever Get The Ache In Your Chest When You Remember Your Place In A Community? Always Just Outside

do you ever get the ache in your chest when you remember your place in a community? always just outside of the line where you’re REALLY in it? where even with likeminded people, you’re still inherently different, and you don’t know what it is or how to change it?

haha sorry that was random!

tw// self harm

topher imagines his clone father cleaning his s/h when he feels extra lonely! he knows that it would never happen, even if they could interact, but he just needs some father figure to cling to

(no… def not speaking from experience rn)

“he’s bad” this, “he’s immoral” that

HES PERFECT. oh my GOD is he perfect! i can’t say much but my word

tumblr is so homophobic, i can’t even post my boyfriend sigh…

anyway! he’s like the sun to my moon, i’m always chasing his light and just being in his presence brightens my every waking moment. his beautiful accent and way of speaking, the way he says my name makes me almost want no one else to ever do it, they can’t do it with anything close to him

Im on my break rn and can’t go on discord:( i miss my friends,,,, Love u guys (if you’re reading this, idk ahah)

plagued by visions

og meme