I Thought Tests Were Over After School

I thought tests were over after school 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Why must you test me???

Having major writer's block for this chapter so here's some thoughts I want to share now that we've seen the first conduit in my AU

Spoilers for my fic below the cut!!!!

Each of the conduits will be tying to different memories for Narinder. As a result, we don't get to see Narinder's thoughts about the conduits when we see them. It will always be Aym, Baal or the Lamb who have thoughts and are describing the conduits. However, when we get to the Silk Cradle arc, that's when I want to DESTROY Narinder. So we will be seeing his POV for the conduits in Silk Cradle

Anyways, the memories.

For Leshy, I want to focus on Narinder’s thoughts on his baby brother. There's a memory that is similar to my short story "The Biting Baby" on my Ao3. A lot of messing with the baby brother, assisting him with complicated emotions, etc

For Heket, I love the idea that the two of them were very close, so I want to portray a sort of partners in crime relationship with the memories. So them getting in trouble or just messing around, that kind of stuff

For Kallamar, I'm thinking of Narinder struggling with his older brother being SCARED of him. I've never seen that tackled in a CotL fic yet, so I want to explore his emotions on this

Lastly, for Shamura, I want to show how Narinder looked up to them and adored them and how betrayed he felt. I want to focus on sweet memories where they're patient and lucid and paying attention to contrast with their current state

I'm also forcing Narinder to have conversations with his siblings after the memories are brought forward to contrast the current relationship with the old one

Narinder and Leshy are going to argue/fight a lot, Narinder and Heket are going to be more somber and sadder, Narinder and Kallamar are going to actually have healthier conversations now that Kallamar isn't constantly terrified.

And then Narinder and Shamura. I really, really want Narinder to have hard-hitting conversations with Shamura. Conversations where they explain their thinking and he explains his own pov and how betrayed he felt. I want him to BREAK DOWN during these conversations with Shamura because damnit they betrayed him the worst out of all of them

Yeah, just hurting him and then healing him slowly

I had a dream last night that I was playing Guess the Build with my old Girl Scouts troop

And for some reason I don't remember if my bestie @potatodude3554 was there, but our other bestie from 4th grade was (i think, it was really unclear)

Also Skizz was there (he was literally just his Minecraft skin personified) and he was really nice and asked how my mom's job was going and he had a custom nickname for me. I think he was acting as one of the leaders or was chaperoning or something like that. I also think he gave me food or whatever. Maybe my mind just assumed it was a Girl Scouts camp or something

Also, the Guess the Build board was all janky. The third row wasn't behind the second row, it was off to the side for some reason? But I remember not questioning it

Another thing, for some reason the main troop leader (not Skizz) had a bunch of my shirts just in a plastic bag. I was at one point looking for one of my Mothman shirts but it disappeared as soon as I found it and I pulled out a shirt my mom got me at Cape Cod instead (I don't know why I needed a new shirt, I just randomly did)

And then I called my dad to pick me up and I woke up

This is what happens when you watch too much Guess the Build

(I'm writing this as soon as I wake up so I don't forget it)

excited by the upcoming minecraft update because i will finally be able to make the perfect lesbian flag with just planks and will no longer have to cope with a row of birch logs in the middle

appalachia is devastated. towns i loved, towns i visited all the time, are gone. not damaged, GONE. they are leveled to the ground. there is nothing left but rubble and ruin. people are dead. appalachia is poor to begin with and relies on tourism for a lot of its income, and multiple of those tourist locations are just...gone.

my town is okay, but it's flooded and wrecked. trees are blocking all but one way out of our neighborhood. power lines are hanging limp in the roads. we've been without power for over 24 hours and will continue to be without power for likely another 24+. disabled people and poor people are GOING to die from this. gods save appalachia.