Maybe One Day My Name Will Come To Your Mind Again. Maybe Youll Smell Me In The Wind For A Brief Moment.

maybe one day my name will come to your mind again. maybe you’ll smell me in the wind for a brief moment. maybe then you’ll think of all the memories and times we shared together. maybe you’ll remember my laugh or my body against yours. maybe you’ll remember our infinite promises of a future together. maybe you’ll remember what you ruined and willingly threw away.

maybe you’ll give a shit this time.

beginner pilates routines

* i’ve made posts about some beginner pilates routines in the past, but i keep getting asks so i thought i would just make a masterlist for you guys!

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10 minute full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera

10 minute full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera

10 minute everyday full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera

10 minute waist pilates by shirlyn kim

10 minute everyday hourglass pilates by lidia mera

15 minute full body pilates by lidia mera

15 minute pilates for beginners by flow with mira

15 minute beginner pilates for weight loss by rachel’s fit pilates

20 minute gentle beginner pilates by flow with mira

20 minute express pilates workout by move with nicole

20 minute full body pilates by isawelly

20 minute hourglass full body pilates by lidia mera

25 minute full body beginner pilates by move with nicole

30 minute full body workout by move with nicole

30 minute pilates for beginners by move with nicole

30 minute pilates and stretch by livaligned pilates

30 minute full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera

30 minute gentle pilates flow by move with nicole

30 minute full body workout by move with nicole

30 minute pilates for beginners by move with nicole

35 minute gentle pilates by move with nicole

35 minute beginner pilates by move with nicole

i just wonder if all her “i love you”s meant something. i wonder if she wanted to kiss me as well all those times i was too scared to make the first move. i wonder if she wanted us to be forever too. i wonder if she secretly wondered if we were friends or lovers as well. i wonder if she spoke lovingly of me to her friends, and i wonder if she held love in her eyes as she did so.

but i see it now. clearly, she did not.

i bet you’re really fucking happy you don’t have to deal with me anymore. i had so many fucking issues and i was nothing but upset all the time. it was probably a relief for you to have left my sorry ass. you’re probably so much happier now that you don’t have to listen to me talk or deal with any of my bullshit. you’ve got all these other friends that are so much better, so amazing that you are willing to forget all we had together and toss me aside. you probably haven’t thought of me in a long time.

don’t try to put on this innocent act. you’re not fucking beautiful. you're not the fucking victim here either. you’re the two faced bitch that has been going behind my back for years and telling all your fucking friends about all the times i was vulnerable with you. about all the things i’ve only ever told you about. because i thought i was safe enough to finally trust someone.

and the worst part is that i fucking loved you. and you told me that you loved me. you didn’t fucking mean it. people who love each other don’t do this. we had planned out a future together, but the whole time, you didn’t care. you were disgusted by me, weren’t you? fucking disgusted by me, because i would sob in your arms for hours. jesus christ. i can’t believe i trusted you.

fuck you.