The Inexplainable Urge To Convince Myself Im Either A Zombie Or Vampire And That I Was Turned In 2017/18

the inexplainable urge to convince myself i’m either a zombie or vampire and that i was turned in 2017/18 towards the end of the trauma or smth

like i’m planning an entire story for how i could’ve become a vampire and the zombie thing was the idea that i died sometime after the trauma and came back as a zombie to live for as long as i should have for whatever reason

i dunno

there’s a humane society in my town and i could never volunteer there i would cry i love cats so much

SHIT VORE DAYS IN 3 DAYS I NEED TO GET SMTH DONE FOR IT OH GOD OH FUCK

i remember you, hifumi and jakurai. i remember you.

hifumi, i remember the softness of your hands. constantly moisturized. you always cared about your skin

jakurai, i remember the warm cuddles we had when i was worked up. you knew how to calm me down

i remember when you both were there for me when i was going through things. and i miss you

please return to me someday.

-from a doppo kannonzaka kin

i sent in an ask to a kin call blog, but i’m gonna post one on my blog too. (since i’m impatient and can add more info on here)

Hi. I’m a Mika Kagehira fictionkin and I’m looking for Shu Itsuki kins/fictives, although anyone else is free to reach out

Info on my canon:

I was transmasc, and Shu was transfem. I used He/Him pronouns only while Shu used She/He pronouns. She preferred She/Her, but wouldn’t be upset with He/Him.

Shu was on strained terms with Nazuna after Ex-Valkyrie. Nazuna did forgive her, but still had trouble recovering from the damage. Arashi wanted to form a support group for us I believe, but both Nazuna and I believed it wasn’t necessary.

Speaking of Arashi, I was dating her as well. It’s a weird Love V rather than a love triangle. I dated Shu and Arashi, but they didn’t date each other. (I am mostly looking for Shu at this time, but Arashi is free to reach out)

Although I’m not looking for Eichi, and don’t have the best memories of him, he is free to reach out as well. Really, anyone from Ensemble Stars is okay to reach out.

I am somewhat looking to kin date, but please bear in mind I need to get to know any Shus that interact before I decide if I want to kin date.

I am 16 bodily, and don’t want adults interacting. Although, if you’re 17 about to turn 18, I will allow it.

Feel free to DM me! Or reblog and I will DM you (though, I am very anxious about DM-ing first, so I’d prefer receiving a DM)

gonna retheme my profile for funsies