Trauma Mention - Tumblr Posts
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sure love that realization that your childhood was severely fucked up
one thing about growing up in a dysfunctional family is there are so many moments where you start to realize "oh most families aren't this fucked up actually. this isn't actually normal" and those moments occur over and over again.
Man trauma is so weird. I saw a post where someone mentioned their boyfriend had the same name as one of my abusers boyfriend had, and I spent the next 10 minutes scanning their blog just to make sure I was safe to like their post in case they showed up on my blog again or saw me existing.
Literally one of those "wow, I'm not as over THAT as I thought I was" moments.
i think as adults it’s our responsibility to be nice to kids and treat them with the respect we wish we got at that age and im not kidding or exaggerating in the least
Folks have got to understand that they probably aren't messed up by some Secret Big Trauma that they just can't remember; but rather by a million tiny microtraumas that they do mostly remember but don't even register as traumatic because nobody actually understood that these things would cause trauma, much less stack on each other over the years.
god im sorry im very stoned but this is just too fucking funny to me not to share
shout out to cal @squeaky-toy for not being online to stop my brain train
This man looks like he's about to have a mental breakdown over forgetting to ask for no mayo on his sandwich
My little mold boy is just your average fucking white guy who's lost 3/4 of his limbs AND has a shit ton of trauma
I wanted to post something so I'm actually active. So here, a bullet fic set in an alternate universe and the world's first taste of The Perfect Family. (And a little more context, in this AU at the very least, Aster owns and regularly rides a motorcycle. This is the first time Freddie is taken on a ride on it)
- because of something that I'm not going to spoil, high speed vehicles are stressful, so a bit of panic at first
- but he would agree because he'd guess it'd make Aster happy
- they'd kit him in motorbike gear - heavy leather jacket and pants and a good helmet - it'd be too big and would hang off him
- when on the bike, he'd cling to Aster so tightly, like fingers white, no amount of force would break his grip
- his eyes would be shut the first 5 or so minutes and he'd be shaking
- Aster knows fear when she sees it so she knew that he was afraid, so she didn't do any fancy turns until he's enjoying himself
- eventually, he'd get over the g-force similar feeling (spoilery there, you're welcome) and he'd open his eyes and start to enjoy they freedom of flying down the road
- he'd probably yelp a bit when he realises the wind was messing up his hair
- on the first turn, he'd absolutely pAniC and cling almost as tight as before
- he'd be a bit stiff coming off the bike, so he'd waddle over to Vi and just stretch his arms out so she could help him take off the copious amount of protection
- later, whenever Aster would offer a ride, if you looked very closely the moment she'd suggest it, you'd see a very genuine and excited smile and a spring in his step
the inexplainable urge to convince myself i’m either a zombie or vampire and that i was turned in 2017/18 towards the end of the trauma or smth
like i’m planning an entire story for how i could’ve become a vampire and the zombie thing was the idea that i died sometime after the trauma and came back as a zombie to live for as long as i should have for whatever reason
i dunno