Kasper/Charlotte ,, Minor (17) ,, He/It ,, OSDD 1b System Host ,, Other alters post here too ,, No longer an AspenFrostEN fan/supporter ,, Other info in pinned
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Pulling back on my support of TPFS because something about this was just weird to me and brings me back to my "don't fucking tell people they're a system" conversation. Not to mention the NSFW type of vibe it has...?
Their content is starting to sound like they want their friends/followers to be systems too and it's giving the ick about someone we used to know IRL. No thanks.
Of course I don't encourage sending them harassment or anything, this is just... something I wanted to bring up and talk about since I mentioned not too long ago that I enjoy their content and recommended them to someone on here.
after watching the latest tadc episode kinger as a father figure is my new headcanon no one can take this from me
hi heres the entire twilight movie as a stamp
it’s ween
dude this exactly. when I was back in the server for a short period of time I saw this come up in regards to another system who I honestly think is pretty cool. they kept like harassing them "change your pfp we don't allow faceclaims of real people" and it was shit like this that made us snap and leave before more shit hit the fan.
I get the no roleplay thing in some cases, but for us at least, a lot of our fictives joke about source related events and in some cases have a high level of attachment to their source and memories. I know for a fact malachite in particular makes jokes about his source memories all the time, because that's just what he does. he's relatively source separated, yeah, but he still feels a decent amount of attachment.
and the faceclaim thing mentioning celebrities just feels like fucking bullshit to me. I get it when it's people you personally know like don't do that but celebrities???? people who AREN'T systems do that shit all the time why aren't we allowed to do it?
I'm convinced Aspen hates introjects which is fucking rich coming from her of all people.
The rule I had to change my pfp and everyone was aggressive sounding used no tone tags until they realised
????
I get that the whole no roleplaying thing, but she calls other systems with a lot of introjects "LARPers" anyway, soooo.
Also "expected to have some level of source separation", how about you just don't try to force another system into doing what you want them to do? I do support source separation 100% and alters are not their source, but forcing an alter from a system that isn't yours into changing their name or PFP (unless it's offensive) is just... weird? Though when it comes to PFP's, I'd personally be super uncomfortable if someone used a faceclaim of my body for their alter, but I'm just an average joe out in the wild.
I know this is likely a risky thing to post that alters themselves should choose whether or not to change their name, but that is my honest opinion about it.
aventurine’s the type of guy to say “i can’t go to therapy! what if they take away my silly?” send tweet
Wizard who got tired of fighting and casts fucked up unethical spells like “super brain hemorrhage” to end them faster
there is still time. there is still time. until your bones are in the fucking ground there is still time.
so. the people who were banned in aspencord have all been unbanned.
we rejoined for a little while, and for a bit it was as if nothing changed.
yet a lot has changed.
we don't forgive Aspen even despite her acknowledgement that it was shitty. yes she's never acknowledged her actions were bad before so that is a step in the right direction, but even then our forgiveness isn't so easily earned. even if she was unmedicated during that time, I won't believe she's so easily changed. I mean, yeah, I do shitty things while unmedicated too, but it's not like I'm proud of it and I own up and do better.
she hurt us. and when we were back in the server we were anxious constantly. not because of the usual "worrying we'll miss out on the fun", but because of what happened before. I could feel us slipping into the conforming mindset that we had during our initial time there and it was agony.
so we couldn't stay. we couldn't stay despite the fact we mostly just wanted to collect screenshots of shitty behavior. we couldn't even do that much.
we feared so much for possible dogpiling that conversations were almost agonizing. knowing what's happened in the past, and seeing people who participated in dogpiling us now being in the mod team, we were fearful.
we're never going back. we never intend to go back. even if Aspen herself apologized with all her heart and soul and personally invited us back, we will never go back.
our forgiveness isn't earned that easily and never will be.
yea no you guys didn't have anything to do with why we left. it was more to do with how we just felt so uncomfortable all the time for no reason while just looking at the chat go. couldn't handle being near it. thank god I feel fine now that we're gone and we're definitely not going back
funny how I say I'm planning on snooping in Aspen's server to see how things work out. and then we leave 24 hours later due to what I only can assume to be a trauma response
just having her server in our list was making us anxious for no reason at all.
so yeah. also to clarify from before we do not forgive her for what she's done even though she said her actions were shit. we don't forgive that easy and we did say we won't forgive her if she does.
I hope I didn't have anything to do with that. Like I do want to make it clear anyone can do whatever they want, but also you gotta understand my confusion too, 'cause like ???? /notatyou
Though I don't blame you for leaving either. It really sounds like a mess. As we've mentioned before, we've never been in the server, but if this had happened to us, where we were personally harmed by her and she unbanned everyone and we came back and she gave a "sort of apology" and acted like we were all cool again, yeahhhh, I wouldn't trust that shit at all. Been there, done that with others, never doing it again.
- Theory
while I do agree I'm seeing improvement, and she did (kind of) apologize for what she's done to us specifically, I'm not holding out much hope that it'll last. I mean, good for her that she's starting to be better, and maybe I'm just in too deep with the grudge against her. it's hard to say honestly, I just wouldn't be surprised if she reverted.
Well, this is one hell of a turn over, talked to Aspen some and she actually seems like she's doing super well. Shes on meds and honestly she seems so much better then before, I'm happy to see she's gotten so much better
Hey if someone is a spiritual kinnie and you want to go and tell them “Ackshually you’re delusional, those memories aren’t real you’re just a system” because they have kin memories (unprompted!) you’re an asshole!
-from a SYSTEM who has a host with spiritual kin memories, thanks!
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So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.
I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.
why is your cat green?
She’s built different 😌
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the bride and the ugly ass groom feat. @illusions11 <3
oh yeah if you wanna date me you have to defeat my seven evil alters
yeah sorry i cant come over tonight i'm busy
can't forget how she fakeclaimed us for being a system and having a fictionkin host.
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Aspen made a new video, fakeclaiming and using slurs again, what else is new? Link!
I mean, yeah, people are sometimes shit on massively for being fictionkin, but it's still not the same as being a system and you can also be fictionkin AND a system at the same time, holy shit??? Wow, who would've guessed????
And there's the slur she just loves to use, hmmmm.
I mean, cool, glad you support fictionkinning, but you also made fun of the ones who "take it too far" and call them "schizo"???? So like..???? I'm not seeing the actual support here.
No, I don't think every single person on TikTok and Tumblr who claims to have DID really does, but that's none of my fucking business and that's between them and their therapist. I am not their therapist, I am not a professional, and even professionals cannot accurately declare whether or not someone is a system from a fucking tumblr post or tiktok video. I'm still going to show them support instead of fakeclaiming them like a little bitch.
You're still being ableist and just sounds like you don't support systems who have a lot of fictives. You are chronically online, girlie pop.
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Man I love these announcements
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