I Assume There's A Queue. It's Fine. I Can Wait.

I assume there's a queue. It's fine. I can wait.

So I realise I'm late to the party, but where do I go to register my BIG MAD about how dirty they did Mick Davies?

Dean's expression! 🥰 Perfect visual for a scene I'm sure I've read in many a fic. Love it!

mmhpf-!

I know i'm a masochist or something because unrequited love is just incredibly delicious to me. I babbled about unrequited samjohn but also unrequited wincest??? It's so peculiar and messy because dean loves sam more than ANYTHING in this world and yet doesn't return sam's love and desires the same way and it tears sam apart. Maybe dean would be even down for fucking him in any way he wants but i think sam wouldn't go through with it. Baby boy will cry and say "not like this" and reject dean after dean fully offers himself to him. It's just. so good. Yearning teen sam literally drives me up the walls man. The way his entire body will be on fire from the intensity of his want and it'll be painful, it'll be a torture. Whether next to dean or not, sam feels like drowing in hellfire but he still wants to be near dean and he wants to run away and he wants to crack dean's ribs open and curl inside and he wants to break dean's jaw and beat him bruised and then leave and leave everything behind.

He'll make a new life at Stanford, he'll have a picture of john & mary on his shelf but no trace of dean. He'll delete dean's number and reject his calls and buries his nose in book until he crumbles. He falls on his knees for older flirty pretty boys with leather jacket and Marlboro on their lips. But one day guilt would be too much and he'd just go for men with no trace of sweetness in them, men who are nothing like dean, and he let them bend him over and use him. And he will finally get a girlfriend and try to turn his mess of a life around. He'll fall in love and he'll have some alien sense of happiness for a while. He'll bury all the past so so deep and he'll be happy that maybe he is finally leaving that scorching incestuous love behind and then one night he wakes up to sound of someone breaking in his apartment

Excruciating. Detail.

Fanfiction writers only want one* thing and it’s disgusting

*Comments where you explain in excruciating detail how each line made you feel

I don't get nor care for the irrational hatred for half of what makes this show something we love so much, as well as a man who does nothing but put positivity into the world. Jared is a wonderful actor who breathed life into a wonderful character. The hate is nonsense. It's borne of delusion. No one is hurting you by enjoying something, but hate is a deliberate hurt to others, and I ain't here for it.

West series (SPN, Dean/Sam, Explicit) now available for your eyes and ears.

If you prefer to consume your fic via earhole instead of eyeball, have I got news for you! Because I am spoilt AF by my wonderful fandom friends, I can share that my dear old West series is now available, in full, in podfic form! @talltalesandbedtimestories, one of the two beautiful hosts of the @idlingintheimpalapodcast and just an incredible narrator besides, has now posted the final part and it. Is. Glorious. 🙌 Please do yourself a favour, click some links below, and treat yourself to this aural delight. 👇

Title: West series

Author: runawaydr3amer

Narrator: @talltalesandbedtimestories

Pairing/Fandom: Dean/Sam (Supernatural)

Rating: Explicit/NC-17

Tags: Brotherly Platonic Handjobs, Pining, Angst, Idiots In Love, First Time, Shower Sex, Anal Fingering, Oral Sex, Rimming, Anal Sex (Top Dean/Bottom Sam), Barebacking

Word Count: ~48,700 in four parts

Audio Length: ~5:48:00 in five parts

Summary: Sam loves and sometimes hates his brother, but mostly he just loves him. That they've been through a lot together over the years is the understatement of the century. When the occasional (and totally platonic) handjob has been a staple of their sexual diets for a long time, why are things suddenly changing? There's only one thing Sam's sure of anymore, and it's that Dean loves him. The question now is whether the kind of love he's getting is the kind of love he wants most.

Part One: Run It All Over — Fic // Podfic

Part Two: The One I Never Tried — Fic // Podfic

Part Three: When I'm Bad — Fic // Podfic

Part Four: Unless I Can't Resist — Fic // Podfic Part One and Part Two

Wherever you choose to consume, if you choose to do so, please enjoy and pretty please leave @talltalesandbedtimestories some love via comments. She deserves it in spades. 💖