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I think people aren't that bad

Today, i will start my firdt job, i'm a little be stressed.. I can't sleep 🥺

Guys, do you think that I could get in to my dream university, I failed once and I will try again...

I'm tired... This life is hard... You are going to pay for being introvert...

It's hard to get admission in my dream university, I'm not sure that I will be selected... I prayed a lot for it... 🥺😞

I will try!

I hope that things get well for me... I'm tired..

In the end, no one cares!

I miss u guys ❤️

Recently I lost a lot of street dogs that I was looking after them... I'm too frustrated and sad for this...

Yanking a wise decision, is a bit hard, but I want to take the risk anyways

Nothing work for me... Whatever I do... Nothing work... Iim feeling depressed..

Today I learn smth new about my self.... I was never a lazy person in fact I was a procrastinator.

I love you guys :)

Why... When I started doing smth/ learn smth, the main idea that my brain is focused on it, is you will fail doing this thing, just give on it! ... Why...?

I 'm preparing for an English exam since 9 month but not in steady way, lately, I' m doing my best to get a high score.

I don't know how to gain confidence, it's felt like I'm the worst at everything I do... Even my dreams are so big compared to my confidence... I'm confused...

I quit my PhD, it was a toxic and abused environment, now, feel free again I feel that I can speak up my mind and do what I want without being abused

Today i finish my dream course I feel so excited to begin a new path 📄📄❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm tired of living with mental illness... I want to die

The people you love are so lucky to be loved by you.

I am sad.. My teacher in uni said that I'm too weak and I can't even understand basic thing and he conclure this with laughing...

I was thinking of studying my PhD soon but after what he said, I feel so confused ant numb... I have a serious question... Did we really need others to recognize us and see our efforts? Did we nedd their motivation?

I dont know how far i have to go to Feel like I'm enough 💫