Last Night I Went To Make Some Cool Stuff For My Next DnD One Shot

Last night I went to make some cool stuff for my next DnD one shot

I had exactly one (1) half of a hard cider

I got really excited and sent a Cool Thing (TM) to my group chat

I only then realized I had:

1. Spelled a character’s name differently every time

2. Not changed any of the placeholder names

3. Autocorrect had messed with a bunch of the fantasy names I actually used

Don’t post content while tipsy, folks

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the way we loved each other was ancient and unchanging and new and impossible

there was absolutely nothing special about the fact that we loved each other except that it was us, and there were so many people in the world and in our world that we shouldn't have met, we shouldn't have been together, but we did, and we were

there was absolutely nothing more amazing than us being friends except that we were maybe more than friends and never talked about it, we just were, and even so, there was nothing special about that except that every day, again and again, we chose to love one another.

there was nothing special about us, except that it was us

there was nothing to love about us in particular, except that we loved each other

i knew nothing but loving you, and that made you special to me

To all the ghosties out there looking for something to do this spooky season

I will be renting out my physical form! If you wanna experience being alive and do my job for a day or so y’all are welcome to apply. You can do whatever just promise not to do crimes while using my body. I will be taking Moments of Peaceful Oblivion, minor haunting fulfillments, and Omens(tm) as payment as I suspect you may no longer have access to traditional funds.

My brain is an angry toddler today and it’s absurd

I was feeling awful and then I spent like an hour going “what do you want? Do you have to pee? Are you hungry? Do you want to go for a walk?”

Turns out I was thirsty, because I drank half a bottle of water and calmed down immediately. Even got some good work done.

So yeah, your brain is a stupid toddler that doesn’t know what it wants sometimes so just be gentle and try things

I’m still here!

I took a few days to be a little blob on the couch. I need some strength to face the next steps. And oh god I’m so tired.

But I also stood in the sun just because for the first time in a long time.

And I went to the gym a few times and it was horrible and my muscles are sore but I took a shower and felt better and had a nap that felt pretty good instead of the sad naps I have been having.

And I hung out with some friends I miss.

It’s not better, but it’s getting better.