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daniil crying daniil crying daniil crying

i like to imagine that he almost never cries and i just wanna know what finally makes him break down and ugly cry

OH MAN, I 100 percent agree with this, he strikes me as the kind of person to bottle up everything and try to push all his emotions down, but those emotions end up manifesting in negative/self-destructive ways until the weight of everything finally causes him to break down

There's a fic I love that does this really well, please read Shedding Skin by Plaguedboar, I binged all thirteen chapters in two days and was ugly crying by the end of it

Daniil and Artemy come to a slow harrowing realization about their feelings towards each other, but they both recognize how dangerous and destructive acting on those feelings might be. After Daniil takes a bullet for Artemy, it drives a wedge between them, Daniil pushing Artemy further and further away, as Artemy increasingly believes that Daniil sees him as something dangerous - something with the capacity to destroy him. That if Artemy allowed himself to love him and keep him in the town, Daniil will die

❗ SPOILERS ❗

The reason why Daniil ends up taking the bullet is because he realizes that he's also in love with Artemy, but truly believes that he's not worthy of being loved and that he'll ruin Artemy just like how he's ruined everything else he's touched. So, by dying by saving Artemy's life, it would have have been the best thing he could do for the both of them. However, because Artemy ends up saving him, Daniil becomes devastated and does everything in his power to make Artemy hate him and leave him, if he knows what's good for him. In turn, it causes Artemy to question if he's even capable of loving anyone. Thus, begins a cycle of Daniil being as cold and hateful as possible, throwing insults and being self-destructive, while Artemy keeps trying to save him, which only pushes Daniil to be more hateful and self-destructive....

❗ END SPOILERS ❗

There's a beautiful moment at the end where it culminates in Daniil walking out into the steppe to die, and against all odds, Artemy finds him there. After all this time, after all the insults, the coldness, the violence, Artemy decides to love Daniil despite it all and follows him into the wide expanse. Even then, the Capital Snake is still trying to spit venom - doing everything in his power to get Artemy to leave and let him die, but it doesn't work because Artemy finally sees through the facade. He reaches past the Bachelor's many roles and holds on to the Daniil that's terrified of loving and being loved in return, and that's when Daniil finally breaks and allows his vulnerability to bleed through

PLEASE READ THIS!! The angst and catharsis of it all is immense, and I can't recommend it enough!!

They both think themselves more powerful than they are

Bonus sketch:

Sketches while relistening to tma with a friend lol

can someone please be proud of me like fuck I’m trying

day 1 & 2 of pathologic fest is finally done............ behold, my troupe! the left hand, the right hand, and the girl with two faces

Thoughts

backgrounds from the latest animation

WHEW I managed to crank out another one fellas!!!

Once again like last time the audio is from Codex Entry’s pathologic vid!!! Which ofc I highly recommend her vid esp if you’re considering playing Patho Classic HD — she even gives some rly good tips for Daniil’s route lmao.

Voice credits go to SkyeLvl1 as Daniil and CuteMutePrude as the Patrolman (those r their Twitter handlesfsdfsdf)

Yes I’m still drawing Daniil in his p2 outfit and yet the patrolman is in his p1 outfit don’t @ me abt it..I also didn’t want the body on fire bc it confused me in the actual scene??? Bc the body is on fire and the guy says “we’re preparing it for the burial”..idk

The doctors......on day 5.....they start catching feelings in the worst place possible 8)

Full credit for the idea goes to @mcrblenest , they're absolutely hilarious and their fics are fantastic go give them a read!

Bonus:

pathologic brain rot real

i posted the v first doodle already and idk if i put the rest on here before.. but im including them in this mess sdjfsdfd ANYWAYS. i am consumed by the idea of a short Pathologic the Animated Netflix series

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I'm doing Patreon again for a little while just to finish off Escape from Divinity! here's a video about that

I have drawn them once again

timelapse on my patreon

Dad of the year

WHERE IS IT?!?

valentine doodles

Have you?

Have you reconsidered embracing ceremorphosis?

Let's be honest, we all know Halsin is a straight up Mama Bear 🐻

i don’t have an explanation for this one. pathologic playthroughs take a long time to watch. pray for me.

WHEW and all the color palette challenge posts all together!! Thank you everyone that sent me the prompts, this was fun!! ;u;

and sorry to the ones I didn’t get to, it was only bc of repeating characters n color palettes ;0;

behold: the most incredible thing I've ever been commissioned to make. may the gods smile upon you for your ideas @their-kingdom ❤️

More Chasing Affirmative doodles :] Pebbles with his cool mask

haruspex and murky

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