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What's My Color?
What's My Color?

Go ahead and tell me. This will be interesting, cuz I don't think I'm any of these š Where's the option for oatmeal raisin cookie?

-Old soul -Very chewy -No one expects to see her at a party
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So tomorrow is the day we see our main villa boys Iām so excited but also nervous š¬ basically I wrote these cause I was feeling soft and missing them aswellš„ŗanyway there from the drafts ofcš«¶š¼
š¤Ozzy: loves the secret little hand-holding the ones where he subtly reaches over and unexpectedly grabs your hand under the table while talking to others during a family dinner or a gathering with friends. he loves to trace random patterns and words with his thumb over the back of your hand.
š¤Roberto: he loves to bring your hand closer to him while holding it no matter how cold or warm your hands are, he loves to leave a soft kiss before pressing the back of your hand against his cheek he also loves holding it close to his chest, right where his heart is.
š¤Lewie: holding hands with him gives a feeling of innocence whenever he holds your hand, he loves watching the way you respond, the way your eyes light up and the smile on your face as he laces your fingers with his. He also likes to hold hands in the quiet and darkness of the night, his hand often finding its way over yours as you lie in bed.
š¤Ryan: he just loves to hold your hand and he could do it all day he loves the way your hands briefly touch when you walk side by side, and he canāt resist the overwhelming urge to take your hand and intertwine it with his bringing it to his lips and kissing it softly as he looks at you. He likes to caress your hand or squeeze it, to show you that everything is fine, and that he is with you.
š¤Elliot: whenever he holds your hand, he loves to kiss it at least once or several times during the day. sometimes he would bring it to his lips without thinking and make it stay there while he focused on something else, like a movie or a game.
š¤Jamal: he loves to play with your hand while holding it tracing the shape of your fingers and the lines of your palm. he also likes to compare the size of your hands and no matter how big or small the difference is, he just loves it. Itās simple but it makes him happy. and if youāre someone who cracks knuckles, he does it for you while holding hands.

Choose Me - Roberto/MC

Summary:
Roberto just wants this Stick or Twist ceremony to be over so he can leave the villa, like he should have done the night his girl was dumped. But sometimes, things have a way of working themselves outā¦
Rating: Teen
Words: 2,440
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Roberto runs a hand over his weary face as he takes his seat on the bench around the fire pit. The glow of the flickering flames should give him a sense of warmth, but heās been cold ever since a few nights earlier, when he watched his girl walk out of the villa.
Andi.
God, he was an idiot not to walk out right then and there. But the boys convinced him to give it a day or two first, to make sure his feelings were real. After all, theyāve only known each other a couple weeks, and they live in different countries, for chrissakes. He would be crazy to chase after her, wouldnāt he? Things on the outside arenāt the same as things in the villa, or so the boys said. But being without her only confirmed what heās known all along, since the night he first laid eyes on her ā sheās the one for him.
But then the girls were swept off to Casa Amor, and a new set of girls came in. The guys encouraged him to get to know them, but it didnāt feel right. None of it did. The villa lost its lustre when Andi left. Even the neon beanbag chairs and cheeky sayings posted around the place seemed to have dulled overnight. But he could hardly leave the show in the middle of Casa Amor, without saying a proper goodbye to the original girls. Theyāre his friends too, and Bella in particular would never forgive him if he walked before she could give him another sock in the arm or ruffle his hair.
The corners of his lips tip up just a little at the thought of that blue-haired firecracker. The two of them became fast friends, and he canāt wait to see her again. Thereās never been anything romantic between them and never will be, but his Love Island experience wouldnāt be the same without her.
He just hopes she found someone in Casa Amor. Heās banking on it, actually ā because if she couples up, then heāll be single. And if heās single, then⦠well, maybe, hopefully, heāll be dumped. Either way, heās planning to leave at the first opportunity to go find his girl, but he wants to make sure Bellaās taken care of first. He doesnāt want to risk leaving her vulnerable.
Finally, the host walks in and does her spiel, and the ceremony begins. Ozzy is the first to rise to his feet, and it comes as no surprise when he says heās sticking with Grace. Roberto shakes his head in annoyance, making a tutting sound. Itās no secret that Ozzy had a thing for Andi, and now without her in the picture, heās falling back on Grace, knowing how much the girl is obsessed with him. But as much as Grace has been wilfully blind to all of it, Roberto canāt help but think she deserves better. She might be coupled up with him, but sheās clearly Ozzyās second choice.
Grace comes in alone and flings herself into his arms, and Roberto rolls his eyes as he pretends to clap along. Thereās a brief moment when some doofus from Casa Amor storms in and yells at Grace about something or other, but security is quick to drag him back into the villa, leaving Grace flustered and embarrassed and Ozzy confused and not a little like heās been made to look like a mug.
Fuckinā deserves it.
Then Lewie gets up and makes a speech about going with the flow, which causes a few titters and giggles around the fire pit as a blue-eyed blonde steps forward from the row of Casa girls. The two of them are a perfect match, and theyāll have perfect blonde, blue-eyed babies.
And then Roberto thinks heās dreaming, because thatās Andi walking towards him, on the arm ofāwait, no. He gives his head a shake and looks at her again. The woman walking in may share the same face as his girl, but she wears her hair a little longer and wavier, her nose isnāt pierced, and her lips have a way of twisting into an ugly smirk that Andi isnāt capable of. Itās Amelia, her twin.
He lifts a curious eyebrow as he takes in the man sheās with, barely stifling the bubble of laughter that almost courses out of him. Of course Amelia would couple up with the carbon copy of Ozzy, although this guy has longer hair, a beard, and a few tattoos peeking out from under his clothing. And judging by the look on Ozzyās face, heās not so happy to see his dear brother. Which tracks, considering he never even told the guys that his brother is actually his twin.
The two of them exchange a few tense words before Amelia leads Marshall to an open space on the opposite side of the bench, throwing a jealous look in Floās direction.
And then itās Robertoās turn.
He wipes the moisture from his palms and takes a deep breath as he rises to his feet, gazing around at all the familiar faces. This isnāt his goodbye speech, not quite yet, but itās still the final time heās going to be doing one of these recouplings. He might actually miss it.
The host gives him a nod, and he clears his throat. āAs you all know, the last few days have been⦠well.ā He throws a sheepish look towards Ivy and the other two girls who were sent in to tempt them, whose names he never even bothered to learn, giving them an apologetic smile. āMy mind and my heart have both been elsewhere, so Iāve been pretty poor company. Iām usually a lot of fun, I promise.ā
Thereās a chorus of muffled laughter around the fire pit.
āAlthough Iām technically coupled up with Bellaāā A hard glance towards Elliot makes the other man flush āāthereās been another girl on my mind, and these last few days have given me all the clarity I need to go after what I want. I hope Bella found someone while she was away, but I have to do whatās right for myself, and thatās to stick.ā
The host smiles softly. āAlright, letās see what Bella decided to do.ā
All eyes turn towards the villa. Roberto doesnāt know why his heart is pounding, but it is, until finally his partner appears ā holding hands with someone else.
He lets out a sigh of relief, and a wide smile crosses his face. When she catches his eye, she beams at him, as if sheās as happy to see that heās standing there alone as he is to see that sheās twisted to someone new.
When they reach the fire pit, she stands next to the host, but all she can look at is him, her eyes sparkling with joy and excitement ā and a hint of mischievousness. He knows that look well, the look that says that she knows something he doesnāt. But what could it possibly mean?
The host asks her a few questions, and Roberto learns that the new guyās name is Andy ā which makes him chuckle a little even as a pang goes through him at the reminder of his Andi. He seems nice, and heās looking at Bella like she hung the moon, so Roberto couldnāt be happier for her. They come over and he gives Bella one of his biggest hugs, Andy a firm handshake, and then they all sit down together.
āTurns out we both have a thing for Andis,ā he whispers to Bella, making her giggle as Elliot stands up. āIām so happy you found someone.ā
āIām so happy you didnāt,ā she replies, that twinkle reappearing in her eye, though itās replaced by a flash of worry as her mouth quivers. āI almost didnāt switch, you know. To keep you safe.ā
āIām glad you didnāt. I⦠Bella, you know thereās no one else for me. If I canāt have Andi, then I donāt mind getting dumped.ā
The worry disappears, the sparkle beaming even brighter, and she covers his hand with one of hers, giving it a squeeze as they both turn to watch Ivy cross the fire pit towards Elliot, looking like the cat whoās caught the canary.
Bella sighs. āI knew heād switch.ā
Roberto shrugs. āHe kinda had to, didnāt he? Andiās gone, so heās single.ā
She looks like sheās about to say something, only to quickly snap her mouth shut. He narrows his eyes, wondering why sheās acting funny.
The host starts speaking again, and heās fully expecting her to end the proceedings and say her goodbyes, but what she says instead stops him in his tracks.
āBefore I let you all go, I have one more surprise for you.ā She looks at Elliot, then at Roberto, before turning to look towards the villa.
Roberto is bewildered. Whatās going on? The rest of the boys are just as confused as he is, but the girls are all beaming at him. But what for? His palms begin to sweat, his heart pounding faster in his chest, and then he hears them.
Footsteps.
His breath catches in his throat as his eyes lock onto the space where the other girls have appeared. Is it another new Islander? Already? Or is itā
Andi. His Andi.
There she is, like a dream he doesnāt want to wake up from. Her eyes meet his and they light up bright, filling the villa with vibrant colour again. The air whooshes out of his lungs, and heās on his feet, his knees wobbling beneath him.
But then his vision blurs, starting at the edges, and his heart squeezes in his chest. Of course, sheās just a mirage. This isnāt real; none of it is. Heās sleeping, and any moment now heāll wake up to find himself on the daybeds, having napped the afternoon away. And then heāll have to do it all over again, going through the motions of getting ready for the evening and then watching everyone recouple while he wishes heād walked out days earlier.
āRoberto.ā
It even sounds just like her. Warm hands cup his cheeks, which he realizes are wet with his tears. A soft, gentle laugh that makes him squeeze his eyes shut, wanting to return to those blissful moments with her.
āRoberto, itās me.ā
Heās scared to open his eyes, but he does it anyway, and sheās standing in front of him, tears streaking down her own face, but sheās smiling. God, he loves her smile, and he canāt help but mirror it.
āPinch me.ā
Instead, she presses her lips to his, salty tears mixing with the sweet strawberry flavour of the lip gloss she always wears, and he crumbles. His arms slide around her waist, just as much to give himself something to lean on as to bring her closer to him.
āIs it really you?ā He can still scarcely believe it, but she tastes and feels so real.
Andi nods, her eyes glowing with the happiness that he feels. āCāmon,ā she says, threading her fingers through his and leading him to the bench, where Bella and Andy scooch over to make room.
The host is talking again, but Roberto doesnāt catch a word. Heās too busy staring at Andi, unable to believe his luck. Sheās back. He has no idea what sheās doing there, but sheās back.
She squeezes his hand, and he snaps to attention. āShe just asked us something, hun.ā
He looks back over at the host. āSorry, could you repeatā¦?ā
The host smiles. āI have a feeling I already know the answer to this, but⦠as you and Andi are both single, you now have the option to couple up with each other, or to stay single and vulnerable.ā
āFuck yes!ā he exclaims with a fist pump, before turning to Andi and smashing his lips against hers. She lets out a squeal before melting into it, wrapping her arms around him.
The ceremony ends, the host leaves, and one by one, the other couples wander off to do their own thing, leaving Roberto and Andi to themselves.
āHow are you here?ā he asks breathlessly, tucking a stray piece of hair behind her ear and letting his hand linger. He canāt stop touching her, he hasnāt stopped touching her since she walked in.
āI wasnāt actually dumped. I was sent to Casa Amor early.ā
āWhat?ā
āI know! It was so dumb. Supposedly I got the most votes, not the least.ā
Roberto smiles, his heart swelling with pride for his girl. āThat tracks. Not that Iām happy about you being in Casa Amor with four new boys all to yourself.ā
āIt was a waste of a plot twist, really,ā Andi replies with a shrug. āThe guys were nice enough, but none of them were you.ā
āPhew.ā He wipes his forehead, laughing. āI mightāve been in trouble if they were.ā
She laughs, and his heartbeat quickens. Oh, how heās missed that sound.
āYou had to know Elliot would switch, though, right? He thought you were gone. You knew youād be left single.ā
āBella was worried about leaving you single too, but I encouraged her to switch. She deserves a romantic couple, and Andy is great.ā
āHe seems nice.ā
āHe is! But we figured, well⦠If Elliot left me single, and Bella left you single, then at least weād be single together.ā
āOr dumped,ā he points out.
āApparently not.ā Her thumb brushes over his skin where their hands are still laced together. āI canāt believe we got to couple up.ā
āI would have left for you, you know. I was ready to pack my bags tonight if I needed to.ā
āWell, thankfully you donāt need to.ā
āWould that have been so bad? Getting dumped?ā he asks. āI would leave right now with you by my side, if it meant never getting separated again.ā
She gives him a soft smile, her eyes full of tenderness. āI wonāt let that happen again.ā
āWe still could, you know. Leave. I already know I have everything I want.ā He gives her hand a squeeze for emphasis. āI donāt need the rest of it.ā
Andi shakes her head. āWe canāt leave.ā
āWhy not? Wherever you go, Iāll follow.ā
The corner of her mouth turns up into a smirk, and she gazes across the villa before turning back to him, leaning in to whisper in his ear.
āWe canāt let Amelia win.ā
Robertoās head tilts back as he laughs. All his doubts immediately vanish ā heās not dreaming. This is real. This girl who heās grown to know andāyesāeven love is really back.
Amelia didn't want to vote us off otherwise she wouldn't know for which guy she should have gone next
I meant specifically regarding this ask ššš
As ever your daily bullying is both aggressive and sexy.

I donāt know. I just need to see more of Lewie saying good girl šš«
ā¦. @sparxaf pretty please with a cherry on top!????