The Whispers Of My Heart Hushed Into Pitiful Whimpers Unknown To The World Outside,

The whispers of my heart hushed into pitiful whimpers unknown to the world outside,

The crestfallen desires, longing for a sweet scent shut down by the ruthless , their attempts fortified.

A cry for help, my every breath utters

My brain explodes , the heart splutters

It isn't the same anymore.

For many this covenant seemed to be immersed into a pot of gold,

However my yearning for a silver contour isn't too bold.

You say that you love me? Is it true?

But you fail to understand me? Who are you?

No, you aren't the same anymore.

The quaking sight — dejected sighs and weeping eyes

I embraced myself, allowed myself to drift into peaceful slumber

Where the happiness may last for a while, the face beams, the heart joys and the tear dries

To exist like this in the real world, the urge never dies.

Why isn't it the same anymore?

Poor heart aching for a mess which wasn't deserved

The eternal peace shall be preserved

The clueless stumbling upon a dark night

Waiting for a light to shine so bright.

Perhaps, it was the same?

The shivering hands, lips quavered and uttered a shriek so loud.

The movements ceased, the heads turned, enough to pull a crowd.

Nobody seemed to care, what a selfish world we live in!

I stand there with my heart stone cold and a despair disguised as a smile.

My heart isn't the same anymore.

—RY

Something very profound. Don't become a prisoner of your speech.

“As long as you remain silent, you will be safe. Then when you speak, it will either be written in your favour or against you.”

The greatest consequence of sin is not the punishment that comes from it, but the distance that comes between you and Allāh ﷻ

—Imam al Ghazāli

Narrated Shaddad bin Aus:

The Prophet (ﷺ) said "The most superior way of asking for forgiveness from Allah is:

لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ أَنْتَ، خَلَقْتَنِي وَأَنَا عَبْدُكَ، وَأَنَا عَلَى عَهْدِكَ وَوَعْدِكَ مَا اسْتَطَعْتُ، أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ شَرِّ مَا صَنَعْتُ، أَبُوءُ لَكَ بِنِعْمَتِكَ عَلَىَّ وَأَبُوءُ لَكَ بِذَنْبِي، فَاغْفِرْ لِي، فَإِنَّهُ لاَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلاَّ أَنْتَ

The Prophet (ﷺ) added. "If somebody recites it during the day with firm faith in it, and dies on the same day before the evening, he will be from the people of Paradise; and if somebody recites it at night with firm faith in it, and dies before the morning, he will be from the people of Paradise."

— Sahih al-Bukhari 6306

لَا تَحْزَنْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَنَا

"Do not grieve, Allāh ﷻ is with us"

—Quran (Surah Tawbah : 40)

Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (ﷺ) having said:

"By Him in Whose Hand is my life, if you were not to commit sin, Allāh ﷻ would sweep you out of existence and He would replace (you by) those people who would commit sin and seek forgiveness from Allāh ﷻ, and He would have pardoned them."

—Sahih Muslim 2749