The Whispers Of My Heart Hushed Into Pitiful Whimpers Unknown To The World Outside,

The whispers of my heart hushed into pitiful whimpers unknown to the world outside,

The crestfallen desires, longing for a sweet scent shut down by the ruthless , their attempts fortified.

A cry for help, my every breath utters

My brain explodes , the heart splutters

It isn't the same anymore.

For many this covenant seemed to be immersed into a pot of gold,

However my yearning for a silver contour isn't too bold.

You say that you love me? Is it true?

But you fail to understand me? Who are you?

No, you aren't the same anymore.

The quaking sight — dejected sighs and weeping eyes

I embraced myself, allowed myself to drift into peaceful slumber

Where the happiness may last for a while, the face beams, the heart joys and the tear dries

To exist like this in the real world, the urge never dies.

Why isn't it the same anymore?

Poor heart aching for a mess which wasn't deserved

The eternal peace shall be preserved

The clueless stumbling upon a dark night

Waiting for a light to shine so bright.

Perhaps, it was the same?

The shivering hands, lips quavered and uttered a shriek so loud.

The movements ceased, the heads turned, enough to pull a crowd.

Nobody seemed to care, what a selfish world we live in!

I stand there with my heart stone cold and a despair disguised as a smile.

My heart isn't the same anymore.

—RY

مَا وَدَّعَكَ رَبُّكَ وَمَا قَلٰي ؕ

Your Lord ˹O Prophet˺ has not abandoned you, nor has He become hateful ˹of you˺.

—Allah سُبْحَانَهُ وَ تَعَالَى | Quran 93:3

This Ayah brings so much comfort. Allāh ﷻ Himself affirms us by telling that He is always there with us, irrespective of any circumstances. That people may loathe you, but your Creator ﷻ won't. That people will abandon you, but your Creator ﷻ won't. Allāh ﷻ loves us, He listens to us, He knows us. Isn't that assuring in itself? This ayat is the perfect embodiment of peace, reassurance and the love of Allah ﷻ .

The Prophet Muhammad ﷺ said:

“Verily, the supplication of a fasting person is not turned away at the time of breaking fast .”

—Sunan Ibn Mājah 1753

A duā to get whatever you want إنْ شاءَ اَلرَّبُّ وَعِشْنَا:

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ بِأَنِّي أَشْهَدُ أَنَّكَ أَنْتَ اللَّهُ لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ أَنْتَ الأَحَدُ الصَّمَدُ الَّذِي لَمْ يَلِدْ وَلَمْ يُولَدْ وَلَمْ يَكُنْ لَهُ كُفُوًا أَحَدٌ

(O Allah, Indeed, I ask you by my testifying that You are Allah, there is none worthy of worship except You, the One, As-Samad, the one who does not beget, nor was begotten, and there is none who is like Him.)

The Prophet Muhammad ﷺ heard a man supplicating:

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ بِأَنِّي أَشْهَدُ أَنَّكَ أَنْتَ اللَّهُ لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ أَنْتَ الأَحَدُ الصَّمَدُ الَّذِي لَمْ يَلِدْ وَلَمْ يُولَدْ وَلَمْ يَكُنْ لَهُ كُفُوًا أَحَدٌ

(O Allah, Indeed, I ask you by my testifying that You are Allah, there is none worthy of worship except You, the One, As-Samad, the one who does not beget, nor was begotten, and there is none who is like Him).

Messenger of Allah ﷺsaid: "By the One in Whose Hand is my soul, he has asked Allah by His Greatest Name, the one which if He is called upon by it, He responds, and when He is asked by it, He gives."

— Jami` at-Tirmidhi 3475

DUĀ TO RECITE IN THE LAST 10 DAYS OF RAMADAN:

الْلَّهُمَّ اِنَّكَ عَفُوٌّ تُحِبُّ الْعَفْوَ فَاعْفُ عَنِّي

“O Allah, You are the Most forgiving, and You love to forgive, so forgive me.”

—Tirmidhi 3513

The greatest consequence of sin is not the punishment that comes from it, but the distance that comes between you and Allāh ﷻ

—Imam al Ghazāli