EKT Being Only Partially Found For Like 3 Years And Having A Bunch Of Crazy Theories Made About It And

EKT being only partially found for like 3 years and having a bunch of crazy theories made about it and where it could have come from, only to be suddenly and randomly found in an old nsfw movie is one of the funniest lost media discoveries i have ever seen in recent times. carl92? more like freaky92 lmaoo

me hearing about someone or something being queerphobic in some way and wanting to know what happened: 🤨☕

me when the "queerphobic" stuff in question is just people being supportive of contradictory labels and other identities that most people don't understand, and the drama is just exclus people complaining about harmless stuff again: 😒🫗

a few days ago i found out about this interesting little track from an old GirlsGoGames game called 'Easter Rush' while listening to lostwave music. it's a fragment of music that only really goes for around 20 or so seconds before looping, and it has no artist, name or origin. it seems to be a generic track that was picked and used for the game and not one specifically made for it. i found out about it from this video, but couldn't find any higher quality audio, so here's some hq audio i recorded while the game was running.

i wonder if anyone can identify the name or artist of this track. does it sound familiar? was it used in other games? Easter Rush looks like one of those generic reskinned runner games, so it's possible it was using leftover music which might help in tracking down its origin if that theory is true. i also tried having a look through the files of the old app version of this game to see if the music had a name, but unfortunately it was just called 'music.ogg' which obviously isn't very helpful. i hope something turns up one day, the music's quite nice and reminds me of better days playing Flash games on the family computer :)

i was thinking about how it took me a while to figure out i'm aegosexual (which basically means that there's a disconnect between yourself and being the subject of attraction) and i thought about how much i really dislike and just cannot see myself in slash reader fics. i tend to dislike these fics for multiple reasons, but some of them include that the reader self insert is usually really boring, has no personality outside of being lovey dovey and isn't unhinged enough for certain characters for reasons outside of contrasting personalities for my tastes (like spamton for example, why are you writing a normal protagonist to pair with fuckin spamton of all characters). but another reason is that i literally cannot connect myself to the reader self insert. like i cannot imagine myself in their place at all, it's always another stand-in that i imagine instead and thinking about myself in their place makes me uncomfortable. i can't see myself in their place because i don't see myself as a subject of attraction, and i'm repulsed to that idea. so i imagine someone else instead because that's better to me. and also because of the aforementioned reasons that have more to do with the writing of the self insert, i just cannot imagine myself acting the way the self insert does because I Personally Would Not Fucking Do That™. like i would not be romantically kissing a guy on a date, i would be infodumping about my special interests for 3 hours and then start ranting about how funny cars are while he just smiles and nods lmao

this is why i've never really self-shipped with any character. like i can be attracted to them and be like "i wanna hold his hand/kiss him/do inexplicable things to his psyche", but in reality i could never actually see myself as a subject of attraction by this character, so i'd either ship them with another character i like or imagine a sort of stand-in that has some of my traits and lives out my fantasies but still isn't me. i can fall in love but i can never connect because ew that's gross and weird. watching from the sidelines by reading fics and looking at fanart about characters being shipped with others and being intimate with each other is more my cup of tea.

throwback to when i spent half an hour editing this and posted it on my jon arbuckle blog back in like 2022

guys i need all of you to see this absolutely unhinged gif of riker i found on tenor

//flash warning

why is it edited like a fancam and why does he look like he's going fucking insane. what is he. help