Love

love

“I’m in love with you. And all your little things.”

A angst scenario where Sehun goes to his best friend's house drunk, and seeks for comfort right after breaking up with his girlfriend. Knowing that she's just a good friend, yet a rebound; she never confessed her feelings for him. Years later, they meet again; he plans to confess to her but it was already too late. Thanks!

I am so so sorry for the late post!! I was busy!!! Hope you will forgive me :3 :-)

EXO Sehun - We’re not destined for each other

“_____-ah!!! Open the door.” you heard along with bums on the door and you opened them.“Urgh!!! What the fu-, Sehun!!!” you yelled at the person that fell down into your arms. He was heavy as fuck. “Are you kidding me? What are you doing here?!” You asked while stumbling with him into the living room. Luckily he was in the state the could answer your question.“_____-ah. I knew you would open the door to me. You’re the only person that I can trust.” he said and looked at you, sending you his dazzling smile that you fell for. Of course he doesn’t know.“Are you drunk?” It was obvious he was but you still had to ask.“Of course not!” he chuckled at your question.“Yeah yeah, you’re not. Come on you lazy ass. Sit down here on the couch.” you dropped him down and said beside him.“Even though it’s lazy you like it!” he sent you a wink. You rolled your eyes but the hint of blushing is visible. How could he still flirt in this state.“You wish so you egoistic asshole.” “Oh hey. Don’t hurt me too.” he said, his expression changed immediately and you knew that something happened.“Sehun-ah. Did something happened? Why are you so sad suddenly.” you looked at him worrying and put your hand on his knee. It was your way to comfort him and he was used to it. Whenever you do that he would feel more better. “We broke up.” he whispered.“What?! Why?” You were a bit shocked. His girlfriend, now ex-girlfriend, named Sena was one of the kindest person in the world. Even though you like, maybe love Sehun,don’t know, confused of your feelings, you wished them the best. He always was so happy when he spent time with her. Sometimes you were jealous the way he looked lovingly at her. You didn’t get why the perfect couple like them could break apart. “She…she cheated on me!” he broke down. You couldn’t believe your ears.“Sehun, don’t play with me! She’s not that kind of person. Don’t lie to me.” you said. Yeah, normally you should be happy, glad because Come on! It’s Oh Sehun! This masterpiece of God and he is single and free. But you knew her. You became friends with Sena when they started dating. She was really a good person. How could she do something like that?“Yes she did! I s-saw her!” he yelled and he started to feel angry. He frightened you a bit because always when he was in this state he was scary. You put your hands quickly on his cheeks: “Sehun-ah. Look at me. Calm down. I’m here with you.”He looked up into your eyes seeing the sincerity he started to cry. “_____-ah! I’m hurt. I didn’t want to end it this way! Why she did that to me!” he broke down and his tears streamed down his cheeks. You quickly hugged him and whispered soothing words into his ear: “Shh…calm down. I’m here. Don’t cry. It’s gonna be alright. I’m here for you.”He sniffled and looked at you: “Will you be always for me here?”The question of his surprised you. You never saw him in this state. You caressed his cheek and smiled a bit: “Of course I will. Whenever you need I will be here for you.” He smiled back and in few minutes you two just stared into each other’s eyes. Like you two were sending each other messages through the staring. You could saw the gratitude in his eyes but for the first time you saw something else, something new like adoration. Or was it just your fantasy? You were thinking about that a while when suddenly you felt his lips pressed on yours, his hold around your waist pressing you tight to his body. You were confused. You didn’t knew what to do. You wished this moment to happen for million times. You felt shivers going threw your entire body, you were responding to him, to his touches, to his body, you were melting under his kisses. You circled your hands around his neck and went through his soft hair. You two were making out on your old nearly ruined couch when suddenly you pulled out, realizing that even though you love him it wasn’t right. He was your best friend and you didn’t want to loose him.“Sehun-ah…” you said breathlessly but still shocked.“_____-ah! I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to…” obviously he was shocked by his actions too.“I-I…” he started but didn’t know what to say.“Sehun-ah. Tell me the truth. How do you feel about me?” you asked, a bit scared of his answer.“I don’t know. I am confused. You’re like my little sister. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t know why I had the urge to kiss you so bad.” he said honestly. You were speechless. You didn’t know how to answer. For him, you’re still gonna be just a best friend, his little sister. Never a lover. You two sat there now in an awkward silent, both of you thinking about what to do, what to say.“Maybe…maybe I should go.” suddenly said Sehun. He stood up and looked at you, you on the other hand didn’t want to look up at him. “I will…I will call you later.” he said and quickly left, leaving you there alone…what he didn’t know was that you were hurt. Tears streamed down your cheeks. ‘Why he can’t see me in a different way! Why he can’t love me!’ these thoughts were flooding your mind. You couldn’t do anything. You felt powerless. Still crying you lied down on the couch and fell asleep.

The next few days you didn’t see him, didn’t get any texts or phone calls. Honestly maybe it was the best. The pain from the previous night was still overwhelming. You needed time to recover. Still not hearing from him, you decided to go to the States to start a new life. You attended a school of designing clothes and after a hard work you became a successful designer. You worked with a lot of famous designers such as Alexander Wang and met new people. You had a boyfriend that was caring and helped you nearly forget Sehun. Even though you tried hard but you still missed him and inside you know that you still love him. But you decided that you had to move on. After a while you decided to expand your brand in Korea too so after 2 years you came back with your boyfriend. You started to collaborate with famous idols and actors. You loved your work and you were really happy until one day. You had to work with a group called EXO. You didn’t know about them much. You didn’t even know that Sehun was a member of a group. So when you met them the sight of Oh Sehun caught you of guard. You managed to stay calm but inside the thoughts were full of your mind. You were now looking at clothes, choosing which items of clothes would match together when you heard someone cleared his throat. You turned around and there was nobody else than Oh Sehun standing. “Hi, _____.” he managed to say, feeling the awkwardness in his voice.“Hi.” you replied.“So…it was a long time. How…how are you?” he asked, stretching the back of his neck. The habit when he was shy or embarrassed.‘Still the same.’ you thought.“Hm…good. I guess. How are you?”“Good.” he sighed and looked at you. There was a silence for a while after you decided to broke it. “So…you never said to me you wanted to become an idol.” you said and he smiled lightly.“And you never said to me you wanted to become a designer.” he said and you smiled at his statement.“Yeah…maybe we got some hidden talents that we didn’t know about it before.” he chuckled making your heart flutter. Even thought it was a long time ago but he still can make your heart to jump in joy. “_____-ah. I want to say you something.” he said now his expression more serious. “I wanted to say it a long time ago but I was a coward and didn’t even call you. I came to your apartment but the man in the register said that you moved out. I was trying to find you but after I heard that you went abroad it broke my heart. But before I will say you the main thing, I want to ask you why? Why did you leave and not even call me or text me? Why?” he said looking in your eyes. You were speechless. You didn’t know what to say.“Sehun, I-” you tried to say but you felt your throat so dry that you couldn’t even speak. “_____! Why? I wanted to say you that I loved you!” he said, now holding you by your shoulders.“You…Y-you loved me?” you were caught of guard.“Yes! I always have. I still love you. I went out with other girls just to get distracted but still the feelings for you were there. Always will be. After the night that I kissed you the feelings grew stronger and I knew that I couldn’t live without you. But I was a coward afraid of losing you until I really did lose you. These two years without you by my side were unbearable. Please be with me. Please love me and be by my side like you promised. Please!” he hugged you tightly.You didn’t realize that you were crying until you felt that his shirt was soaking. He pulled you out to wipe your tears and looked at you, lifting your chin by his hand. He now looked more calm and smiled sincerely at you.“_____-ah. Please be with me. We are meant to each other. Please. I love you.” he said, his hand on your cheek.“Sehun-ah. I-I can’t.” you whispered looking down at the ground. He widen his eyes, couldn’t believe what he just heard.“Why not _____-ah. You’re now back and we love each other. Please don’t leave me.” he hugged you tightly afraid of losing you again.“P-please Sehun let me go.” you tried to push him but he hugged you even more.“No _____! I will never let you leave me again!” “Sehun-ah! Let me go!” you yelled at him. He was now angry pushing you out of embrace.“Why are you like this _____-ah. I love y…”“I’m engaged Sehun!” He was now stunned at your statement. You couldn’t bear it anymore. You quickly left the building with the pain in your heart not looking back at him.He couldn’t left a word. He fell on his knees and let the trace of tears stream down his cheeks. What he was afraid of the most was now happening. He was afraid of loosing you, the love of his life and now he lost you forever.

When EXO got their stage names

SMENT : so guys. For the debut you need some good original stage names so listen carefully…okay? EXO : Okay. SMENT : So. First is Do Kyungsoo. Your nickname will be D.O. Kyungsoo : Alright. SMENT : You know why. First because of your surname. Second because your eyes looks like of owls. Third there is G.O and P.O. we have to have the artist with the similar name so that’s why. Kyungsoo : O-okay…. O.O SMENT : Okay. So the next is Kim Joonmyun. Joonmyun : Yes! Hope it’s cool! SMENT : Bet it is. You’re gonna be Suho. You’re gonna be also the leader of the group. Joonmyun : What?! Why would I have to be a… SMENT : Be quiet please! First … you look old that’s why your nickname gonna be a grandpa Suho. Second Suho means a guardian and you’re gonna be a guardian angel of group. Third because you’re shining like an angel because you’re rich. Your money make you shine. Joonmyun : Oh…that’s the reason … *feeling suddenly tired of all the listening* But I don’t look that old! SMENT : Stop whining grandpa! Or you won’t be able to control these brats! EXO : Hey! We’re not brats! Suho : Shut up kiddos! SMENT : That’s what we want from you! So next is Kim Jongin. What about…Kai! Jongin : That sounds great! SMENT : Yeah. We knew that you would like it. So…do you want to know the reason why we chose this? Kai : Of course! *excited* SMENT : It’s simple. Because you’re sexy..and this name is like for someone Afro-American. Kai : Wait. What? Afro-American? SMENT : Yes. Because you dance well and you are tan. Kai : Am I really that tan? SMENT : Yes. Never mind. So let’s get to Kim Jongdae. Jongdae : Yes! Finally my turn! Sehun, Chanyeol, Baekhyun : What about us? SMENT : You three got simple names. Fans can remember. Sehun, Chanyeol, Baekhyun : @.@ SMENT : So your name’s gonna be Chen. Chen : What? Why not something cool like three of them *pointing at Kai, Suho and D.O* SMENT : It’s not cool? Chen : No! I want some english name too. SMENT : What about….Alejandro? Fernando? Roberto? Chen : What? Aren’t the names from the song of Lady Gaga? SMENT : What? You don’t like them? Or should we choose for you something similar? Like…Mr. Gaga? EXO : *burst out laughing and laying on the floor* Chen : Alright. I’m choosing Chen. *his head dropping down* SMENT : Ok…next is Zhang Yixing. You’re gonna be Lay. Lay : Oh. SMENT : We’ve known that you wouldn’t care. So the reason is because you like unicorns. Lay : So? SMENT : So Lay sounds a bit similar to gay that’s why. Lay : What? I’m not a gay! SMENT : Who knows but we don’t care. So next is Wu Yi Fan. Kris. Kris : Okay. SMENT : The reason is because in Czech language krysa…it’s a bit similar that means a rat. Kris : What? A rat? Why you give me that? SMENT : Because you’re annoying as rats so shut up right now! And the last is Kim Minseok if I am not wrong. So what about Xiumin? Xiumin : That sounds a bit…unusual. SMENT  : Yeah…and it suits you well. Xiumin : How? SMENT : You are a bit unusual. Isn’t it? You eat too much! It’s not normal for a person. That’s why. Xiumin : It’s my hobby to eat! SMENT : See! Unusual. We prefer starving here in Sm Entertainment so you are not normal for us. Okay. We’re done today. Prepare yourself for the debut and a good music. Someone of the group  : I don’t like my name!

Show me your love! - EXO Sehun for now :D

Suzy: Hey guys. How have you all been? :) I am so sorry that I did not post something but with my health problems I do not have time for this. But don’t worry. I am starting the new story, still thinking about if there’s gonna be more chapters or not. So guys if you like it just send me a message if you want a SEQUEL! Love you everybody! :) Enjoy the story! ♥♥♥

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“I’m sorry!”

These two words. The heart-broking two words were the last that you heard from his lips. His lips which you miss so much. You were used to feel them on your owns. Which were always whispering you the sweetest things you have ever heard. They were music to your ears which you have listened to always when you were in his embrace that was so heartwarming, when you could always smell his scent from his chest when you two cuddled, he caressing your hair and having his hands around you protectively. You were so happy with him, these little things still surrounding you in a big bubble of memories just don’t make you to forget him but making you craving for him more. 

Why he left me? Why?

These similar questions were haunting your brain everyday, every night. It was like a nightmare. You just can’t live without him. He was your everything. He was your happiness, your oxygen for breathing. Now, he was gone. You have nothing. Your heart is broken, your body is soulless, you’re missing the most important things for your living. Will you survive this everything? If you will, how? How will you at first move on? How will you start to enjoy the life again? How will you love again? Will you be alone on this fight to get over him? Or will somebody help you? 

It’s really difficult to answer these questions. Maybe you won’t even find the answers. It’s like you were stuck in the bubble. Everything about him is still surrounding you. Your memories, his presents for you, his clothes. 

Even now you were in your bed, wearing his big T-shirt that he used to wear always that he stayed at your place.

‘It’s gonna last for a long long time.’ you thought to yourself. You were still thinking about him. It was almost two weeks but the pain is so unbearable. You can’t do nothing else than be like this. Still in your thoughts you heard the ringing from your door.

“Are you serious?” you shouted to the door. You groaned and threw the blanket over your head. Of course the visitor didn’t leave and decided to annoyed you until you finally get up and open the door. You cursed under your breath and kicked angrily your blanket. You went idly to the door and before you know who was there you shouted : “What?!”

“Whoah whoah whoah…Don’t be so rude on me! I’m your bestfriend!” it was Sehun, like he said, your bestfriend since the kindergarten.

“Urgh…what are you doin’ here!” you asked without saying hi and letting him in.

“Ok. You weren’t at school almost for two weeks, you aren’t picking up your phone and…OMG! You look awful!” he said after seeing your face properly. In fact, you were a total wreck. Your hair was a mess, you have circles under the eyes, your ex’s T was on you loosely. You even didn’t eat these two weeks properly so you were like a hanger.

“What happened to you?” he asked, his hands on your shoulders and looking at your face in every angle. You just stood there lifeless, didn’t know what to say. When you just think about the reason, your heart ripped again, your voice stucked in your throat, tears again starting to flow.

“Oh no no no! Don’t cry ____! What happened, just say it to me. You know you can tell everything to me.” he said soothingly, brushing your tears of your cheeks with his thumbs. You know that you can tell him everything. You just don’t want to tell him this. Because it was the fault of you. He had warned you before but you didn’t listen to him.

“Come on ____. If you’ll keep it away from me, I will still find out. But I want to hear it from you. I don’t want to hear that from anybody else, just from you. If you will keep it you will get hurt more. I don’t want you to be hurt. Just say it loud, you’ll gonna feel more better.” he said looking straight into your eyes. Those eyes that always make you trust him.

You calmed down a bit, took a deep breath and started : “He…H-he broke up with me.” you almost whispered. You felt that Sehun tensed up and his hands fisted into a ball. He started to get angry and that worried you. When he’s angry he’s like a different person. You were startled when you saw him angry for the first time and you didn’t want to see that person again.

You hugged him tightly and said : “Sehun, please calm down. I am scared when you’re angry. Please calm down…” you whispered.

After feeling your warm embrace his tensed shoulders dropped and he released his fists. He took some deep breaths and take your hand to let you into your bedroom. He sat you comfortably on your bed, threw a blanket over your shoulders to keep you warm and sat down beside you.

He looked at you and said : “Ok. Tell me everything about that.” he took your hand and made circels with his thumb.

You took a deep breath and started : “H…H-he…” your voice cracked. Your eyes were filling with tears again and your voice stucked in your throat. Sehun hugged you tightly and whispered sweet things with his smooth voice calming you down.

“Shh…that’s okay. I’m here with you. It’s alright.” You calmed down. took some deep breaths again to start.

“H-he said, that he found someone who loves more than m-me. He said that he l-loved me but he do love more that girl. J-just he founded someone better than me!” you shouted and felt like your heart shattered into pieces again. You were crying so loudly, you wanted to all of the pain go out of your heart. It was so unbearable.

“Shh…come on. I’m right here. It’s gonna be okay. I am here with you.” Sehun whispered into your ear soothing you with circular motions on your back he was doing with his hand. You cried a lot on his shoulder, hugging him so tightly, afraid that he would left you.

“P-please stay here with m-me.” you said.

“I’m not going anywhere. I stay with you and be there for you. Forever.” he said and still whispering you the sweetest things until you felt asleep in his lap.

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DENG! It’s the end for now. Just one question for you guys : DO YOU MIGHT HAVE SOME IDEAS WHO HER EX IS? Is one of the exo members…so if you have an idea just inbox me :]

Here’s one little gift from me! Good night!