10. "forget I Even Asked You" + Yunseong

10. "forget I even asked you" + yunseong

[6:54 p.m.] “yunseong.” he looks up from his phone as he lounges on your couch. you beeline your way over to him and sit next to him. your hand is clutched to reveal a necklace. moving your hair out of the way, you place the necklace in his hand. “can you put this necklace on for me?” looking back at you and necklace, and repeating that motion, you notice his cheeks begin to flush. “you know what, I’ll figure it out. forget I even asked you-” “no. I’ll do it. turn around,” he responds. you turn and you feel the cold metal around the nape of your neck. “there. it’s done.” once you turn back around, you can’t help but notice the proximity between the two of you. you look into his eyes, and you find that he is already gazing at you shyly. smiling, yunseong seemed to have a surge of boldness run through him, for he leans in and kisses you square on the lips. you respond, hands resting on his shoulders. once you both are absolutely sure you’ve gotta catch your breaths, only then do you pull away. “you were looking so beautiful, I just had to kiss you.” this may have been the first time that your shy, timid boyfriend has left you completely speechless, and you weren’t mad about it.

"This isn't what I wanted" + "time passes slower without you" with Midam!!! Make it angsty!

here it is! long and angsty, hope you like it!

[8:34 p.m.] ever since midam went on to produce, his popularity has definitely skyrocketed. before, it was you and him in your small little world. now, you can’t go out anywhere without the flash of some camera or the sounds of squealing girls. and it’s true in the beginning you weren’t really bothered. not until what you saw in this past week.

midam has been gaining more confidence when it came to females- more so his female fans. one day, you came home after running some errands when you hear midam having a conversation with some girl on your couch, rather close to one another. she said, “time passes slower without you, Oppa.” you cringed at the shrill voice and cleared your throat loud enough to catch their attention. the smile on midam’s face dropped when he saw the fury burning in your eyes. “you,” anger evident in your voice as you point at the girl, “get out of here. now.” the girl, flustered, looked between you and midam. when she didn’t budge, you yelled, “get the hell out of my house, now!” flinching, she got up and bowed to midam before scurrying out of the room. you slammed the door shut and glared furiously at midam, who seemed to mirror your emotions.

“what was that about, y/n?” midam looked hurt, and that made you even madder. “why are you bringing skanks into my apartment, midam? I’d like to hear what that was all about!” “when I was outside the apartment, she came to me and got hurt asking me for a signature. I told her I’d give her a band-aid, and she just didn’t leave after that. what else was I supposed to do?” scoffing, you sneer, “is this not your home, too? you could’ve told her to leave. you didn’t even need to invite her in, you could’ve just given her the band-aid.” sighing, you can feel the pounding in your head begin to arise. “you know what, midam, I’m gonna leave for a few days. your popularity has gotten to your head, and it’s gotten out of my and your control. this isn’t what I wanted, but until your fanbase calms down, we’re gonna need to take a break. I’m sorry.” and as you head to your room to grab a suitcase, teary-eyed and pounding head, midam stands in silence, looking at the floor and breathing heavily. the small little world you two built was already in shatters, and now, all you needed was time to put the pieces back together.

concerning x1

okay, so here’s what I think:

the top 11, who will debut as x1: personally, I was rooting for most of them to make it. the ones that didn’t make it, I was genuinely shocked about, considering a) they were hyped up from the start and b) they showed nothing but the good side of themselves throughout the show. 

on the brighter side: (I’m only comparing this to season 2 because that was the only other season I watched rip) if you look at the people who made it to the final ep, some even before that, you’ll notice that most of them did end up debuting, either in a new group or re-debuted/made a comeback with their old groups. so, I’m looking forward to seeing what comes out of that (and maybe, hwanggeum chemi will work out too). 

and lastly, to my absolute favorite that didn’t make it: lee jinhyuk, I always have supported you, still am supporting you and always will support you. I hope to see you performing on stage very soon. see you soon, love.

why is this literally freaking me

help i’ve fallen in the produce x 101 hole and i can’t get out

honestly, i feel very disappointed with the third evaluation results for producex101. i do feel happy for all the trainees who were able to stay but i just feel sad and broken for hyeop, hyeonbin, kookheon, jinwoo and sihun who showed so much on stage in their performances 💔 i feel really disheartened with the results that i literally bawled my eyes out... and seeing our haenami, kookheon, yuvin, hyeop, yohan and the others crying didn't help at all.

on a brighter side, i enjoyed seeing the boys play around with those beauty products especially sunho, dohyun and suengyoun!! i also enjoyed watching them play those games with so much fun, it was just really cute. i also feel so excited for the new songs that's coming up and i really can't wait for their live stage next week. i feel thrilled to know the members and the final group name of the debut line as well!!

in my case, my fave didn’t make it (i was rooting for most of them but the one I rooted for the most didn’t make it and i’m so sad because he showed nothing but the best side of himself throughout this entire show). X1,,, i need to give it some time. but I sincerely hope that victon, myteen and up10tion start making music again.

My thoughts on the finale lineup for Produce X 101

Tbh I'm not satisfied. Only one of my fav passed. I'm happy for the ones who passed but I really didn't expect that, I'm quite disappointed. I will still follow them but I will definitely not stan. I'm really happy that Yohan is center and that Dongpyo is in the group. For Wooseok and Seungwoo I'm more sad that they're going to be away from their groups (UP10TION and VICTON) for 5 years. And for Minkyu, I think he deserved better. He got bashed for being in the top when he didn't ask for it and tried his best to not disappoint anyone and he got out, I really hoped for him to be the X.

And finally my other fav, Yuvin who deserved wayyyyyyyyyy better than this. He is an incredible vocalist, one of the best in this season and he is SO funny. I'm definitely going to stan MYTEEN.

So, Produce X 101. It was a good season. However, the finale lineup is so weird for me. COMPLETELY different from the past episodes. I feel like Mnet wanted more drama than anything. I'm going to follow X1 but not stan. I like all the trainees but it still feels weird. I will maybe stan at some point, I have to wait for their songs to decide.

Good luck X1, I hope you will succeed.