AHHHH I Cry A Little Inside Every Time I Read Your Writing???? You're One Of The Few Rare Gems Who Write

aHHHH i cry a little inside every time i read your writing???? you're one of the few rare gems who write quality content for pdx101 and i couldn't be more grateful. could i please request for something fluffy with seungyoun and "is that a challenge?"

my heart, I’m so touched. I’m sincerely thankful for the wonderful feedback, and I’m really glad you liked it! and the seungyoun request: I just finished that one, sweetums! check it out, https://sweetdejun.tumblr.com/post/186432782898/7-with-seungyoun-pls

kookheon + 7? i love your writing qt ♥︎

here it is!! I struggled a bit on the ending (it could’ve been better imo) but I hope you like it!

[12:45 p.m.] “ahh, that looks so good!” you whined on the couch as you scrolled through Instagram, and saw a video of someone making brownies. kookheon leaned over the couch, his head hovering near your shoulder to see what you were watching. “brownies sound good. I think we have a box mix in the pantry, shall I make it for you?” you tilted your head back and kissed his chin. “pfft, babe, I really appreciate the thought, but we both know that you’d probably burn the house down if you tried.” kookheon’s head snapped down as he squinted his eyes at you, “is that a challenge?” you looked back at him and blinked, “what is? you making brownies? not really.” “but you didn’t say no. fine, I’ll make these brownies myself and I’ll make them so perfect, you won’t be able to tell whether they’re homemade or by a professional,” kookheon declared.

so for the next hour, you watch, chin resting in the palm of your hand, as kookheon goes through the following steps: preheats the oven, gets the brownie mix and the other ingredients, grabs a mixing bowl and begins to add the ingredients (he accidentally also got a piece of eggshell in there, which he fussed over before removing immediately), and he got the batter into a baking pan and put it in the oven. while he was washing his hands, sleeves rolled up to reveal the veins in his arms and the concentration painted on his face, you sighed, “ah, you look so attractive right now, it’s literally insane. I am gonna go insane.” kookheon looked up at you and smiled, now drying his hands and walking up to you. resting his hands on your hips, he gives them a little squeeze. “you always look attractive, my sweet y/n.” shy, you give his shoulder a slight push, murmuring, “stop, you’re making me blush!” kookheon smiles even wider and tugs you closer to him. he leans in and you two share a series of dulcet kisses. and just before the passion begins burning in either one of you the oven timer went off, indicating that the baked goods were ready.

kookheon pulled them out of the oven and let the brownies cool, before cutting them up and serving you a piece, a confident smile on his face. you bit into the brownie and it tasted as you expected. “babe, you’re the absolute best! thank you for the brownies, these are so good!” you gushed and wrapped your arms around him in a tight hug. laughing, he reciprocated and said, “and I won two things: the challenge and a happy y/n.”

"This isn't what I wanted" + "time passes slower without you" with Midam!!! Make it angsty!

here it is! long and angsty, hope you like it!

[8:34 p.m.] ever since midam went on to produce, his popularity has definitely skyrocketed. before, it was you and him in your small little world. now, you can’t go out anywhere without the flash of some camera or the sounds of squealing girls. and it’s true in the beginning you weren’t really bothered. not until what you saw in this past week.

midam has been gaining more confidence when it came to females- more so his female fans. one day, you came home after running some errands when you hear midam having a conversation with some girl on your couch, rather close to one another. she said, “time passes slower without you, Oppa.” you cringed at the shrill voice and cleared your throat loud enough to catch their attention. the smile on midam’s face dropped when he saw the fury burning in your eyes. “you,” anger evident in your voice as you point at the girl, “get out of here. now.” the girl, flustered, looked between you and midam. when she didn’t budge, you yelled, “get the hell out of my house, now!” flinching, she got up and bowed to midam before scurrying out of the room. you slammed the door shut and glared furiously at midam, who seemed to mirror your emotions.

“what was that about, y/n?” midam looked hurt, and that made you even madder. “why are you bringing skanks into my apartment, midam? I’d like to hear what that was all about!” “when I was outside the apartment, she came to me and got hurt asking me for a signature. I told her I’d give her a band-aid, and she just didn’t leave after that. what else was I supposed to do?” scoffing, you sneer, “is this not your home, too? you could’ve told her to leave. you didn’t even need to invite her in, you could’ve just given her the band-aid.” sighing, you can feel the pounding in your head begin to arise. “you know what, midam, I’m gonna leave for a few days. your popularity has gotten to your head, and it’s gotten out of my and your control. this isn’t what I wanted, but until your fanbase calms down, we’re gonna need to take a break. I’m sorry.” and as you head to your room to grab a suitcase, teary-eyed and pounding head, midam stands in silence, looking at the floor and breathing heavily. the small little world you two built was already in shatters, and now, all you needed was time to put the pieces back together.

why is this literally freaking me

help i’ve fallen in the produce x 101 hole and i can’t get out

it’s all so pretty and I-

Kalank (2019)

dearest byungchan, 

take all the time you need to focus on your health! you worked hard on pdx101 and we are proud of all your achievements. please know that alices will always be here to support you! remember that, no matter what, you come first. your health and your happiness are what’s most important. alices aren’t going anywhere so please get lots of rest!

we love you and take care, byung💕

💛alices💙