What Is This That Im Hearing About.... #_

what is this that i’m hearing about....  #바이나인_데뷔해

if this comes true, then i’d be over the moon, i’ll cry again, but instead of tears of sadness, they’ll be tears of happiness.

because think about it: if it includes all the nine members that couldn’t debut, they would make a great team, in my opinion. 

what are y’all’s thoughts on this?

"This isn't what I wanted" + "time passes slower without you" with Midam!!! Make it angsty!

here it is! long and angsty, hope you like it!

[8:34 p.m.] ever since midam went on to produce, his popularity has definitely skyrocketed. before, it was you and him in your small little world. now, you can’t go out anywhere without the flash of some camera or the sounds of squealing girls. and it’s true in the beginning you weren’t really bothered. not until what you saw in this past week.

midam has been gaining more confidence when it came to females- more so his female fans. one day, you came home after running some errands when you hear midam having a conversation with some girl on your couch, rather close to one another. she said, “time passes slower without you, Oppa.” you cringed at the shrill voice and cleared your throat loud enough to catch their attention. the smile on midam’s face dropped when he saw the fury burning in your eyes. “you,” anger evident in your voice as you point at the girl, “get out of here. now.” the girl, flustered, looked between you and midam. when she didn’t budge, you yelled, “get the hell out of my house, now!” flinching, she got up and bowed to midam before scurrying out of the room. you slammed the door shut and glared furiously at midam, who seemed to mirror your emotions.

“what was that about, y/n?” midam looked hurt, and that made you even madder. “why are you bringing skanks into my apartment, midam? I’d like to hear what that was all about!” “when I was outside the apartment, she came to me and got hurt asking me for a signature. I told her I’d give her a band-aid, and she just didn’t leave after that. what else was I supposed to do?” scoffing, you sneer, “is this not your home, too? you could’ve told her to leave. you didn’t even need to invite her in, you could’ve just given her the band-aid.” sighing, you can feel the pounding in your head begin to arise. “you know what, midam, I’m gonna leave for a few days. your popularity has gotten to your head, and it’s gotten out of my and your control. this isn’t what I wanted, but until your fanbase calms down, we’re gonna need to take a break. I’m sorry.” and as you head to your room to grab a suitcase, teary-eyed and pounding head, midam stands in silence, looking at the floor and breathing heavily. the small little world you two built was already in shatters, and now, all you needed was time to put the pieces back together.

i’m gonna start crying again....

Bro.. this fucken hurts bro..

10. "just making sure you've eaten" + yunsol but make it really angsty

here it is! i’m sorry for the delay, I had an exam this week but now that it’s over, I will make up for them this weekend! I hope you like it!

[7:42 p.m.] yunsol has been your rock throughout your relationship. from your highest of highs to your lowest of lows, he’s been there, at your side. recently, yunsol has been going through a lot; you were keeping up with the broadcasts of produce, and that’s when you saw that he was eliminated after the position evaluation. you saw how he and hyeonsu had worked through that choreography, he even told you about how much time they spent, perfecting every twist and turn so that it could complement the team’s image flawlessly. so naturally, when he was going through a rough time, you decided to be with him, just as he would.

you came to his house in the evening, with a bag of chicken and some cans of beer. you knocked on the door once. twice. and third time, you heard the door unlock and yunsol grumbling, “who is it now?” he opens the door and you take in his appearance: hair messy, eyes tired, clothes disheveled. “hey, yunsol.” you smiled and he rolled his eyes, catching you off guard. he replied and opened the door for you. you set the food down on the nearby coffee table. he plops down on the couch, and you go and sit next to him. he’s breathing, you’re breathing. that’s the only form of communication happening in the room. you open your mouth to speak when yunsol stops you. “listen, y/n, if you’re here to tell me that I did a great job on the show, save it. the show’s the last thing I need to hear about.” scoffing lightly, you reply, “but that’s the elephant in the room, isn’t it? I want to talk to you about it because you’re having a hard time with it. I want to help you as much as I can.” you rested your hand on his knee, to which his reaction was fierce. he pushed your hand off and stood up from the couch.

“GOD, y/n why can’t you understand that if I don’t want to talk about it, I don’t want to talk about it? you’re so freaking annoying! I don’t even know why you’re here, just leave!” suddenly feeling suffocated, you feel the headache begin as you suppress the tears in your eyes, and you shakily grab your bag, and stress the presence of the chicken and beer you brought with you, catching yunsol’s attention. “this,” motioning to the food, “is why I came. just making sure you’ve eaten. but clearly, it was my mistake coming here. call me when you want to talk.” and the last thing you see before you leave yunsol’s apartment is melancholy in yunsol’s eyes, cast downward with his chest heaving and his hands, clutching and relaxing.

bro WHAT

hold up. you mean to tell me that lee hangyul, nation's d*ddy, is only 19? good lord

UPDATED PDX101 List

This elimination round really left me depressed, I am so upset. I really wanted to root for specifically Kookheon, Jinwoo, Hyunbin, and Hyeop. I wanted them to make it to the next round. Nevertheless, here’s my new list:

kim yohan (oui)

cho seungyoun (yuehua)

kim wooseok (top)

lee jinhyuk (top)

han seungwoo (plan a)

keum donghyun (c9)

lee hangyul (mbk)

nam dohyun (mbk)

song hyungjun (starship)

kim minkyu (jellyfish)

hwang yunseong (woollim)

p.s. hope you feel better soon, byungchan~