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What Is This That Im Hearing About.... #_

what is this that i’m hearing about....  #바이나인_데뷔해

if this comes true, then i’d be over the moon, i’ll cry again, but instead of tears of sadness, they’ll be tears of happiness.

because think about it: if it includes all the nine members that couldn’t debut, they would make a great team, in my opinion. 

what are y’all’s thoughts on this?

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5 years ago

6 with hangyul pls :D

here it is!! I had this one in my drafts for some time, and I just got around to editing it, so I hope you enjoy the read!!

[11:47 a.m.] you and hangyul were going to spend the weekend together. and what better way to spend time together than to go on a road trip? you were to leave on friday, right when his practices were done and you were gonna go to a nearby city, somewhere not too far so you could maximize the amount of time spent there, and then you would return just in time for hangyul to return to his normal routine. today is saturday. you both are visiting the bustling city of busan, which is some hours away from seoul, but still close enough to be comforting. you guys decided to just stay in the less crowded areas of the city as there was a high chance hangyul may be recognized by some fans. you guys went and had breakfast at a small restaurant and just as you guys were leaving the restaurant, you felt a drop of water hit your head. followed by another. and another. and one more.

now there’s more and more water falling from the sky and before you know it, it’s raining cats and dogs. hangyul starts pulling at your arm, calling, “y/n let’s come under the shade, otherwise you’ll get sick.” but the rain here feels different. you’re entranced in an ethereal experience and you never want to leave. you tug your arm away from hangyul’s grip and reach out your arms, embracing the water drops falling from the cloudy skies. you close your eyes and take a deep breath. the earthy scent of the petrichor captivated your senses, and you, with your eyes still shut ask hangyul, “why would I want to be under the shade, when I can appreciate this moment right here? come out, hangyul, the water’s fine.” in the back of your head you know that the ride back to the hotel will be an uncomfortable one, with your clothes sticking to you and your shoes, soaked. but you didn’t care at that moment. and you especially didn’t mind when you felt two warm palms encircled your hips and you open your eyes, to see hangyul, now standing in front of you with a deep infatuation in his eyes.

giggling you put your hands on his shoulders and give them a firm squeeze. “see, it’s not so bad out here!” “y/n, babe you’re going to catch a cold. let’s go back in.” sighing, you exhale, “five more minutes, gyul, enjoy these rains with me. I swear you’ll always remember this if you just let it soak in.” you close your eyes once more, and you feel hangyul moving closer to you, narrowing the distance between your bodies. you can feel a dark shadow over your eyes, so you open them to see hangyul using his hand as a shade over your eyes. “you’re so beautiful, y/n. how did I get so lucky?” and you bit your lip and looked away from his amused gaze. “you look cute even when you’re embarrassed, wow.”

“I really wanna kiss you,” he says, and so he does. he locks his eyes with yours before closing the distance between you two to place his lips on yours. you hold his body close, arms looped around his waist while his hands cup your face, the warmth transferring from his large hands to your already pink cheeks. and in that moment, you both knew in your hearts that life would never give you two a memory quite like this one again, and in some years when you come back to this restaurant, in busan with hangyul, you both stand at the same spot and interlock your hands. looking down at them, you now see two rings glistening in their appropriate hands, and the smiles that make their ways onto your faces bring back memories of that day and the love you two exchanged.

5 years ago

10. "forget I even asked you" + yunseong

[6:54 p.m.] “yunseong.” he looks up from his phone as he lounges on your couch. you beeline your way over to him and sit next to him. your hand is clutched to reveal a necklace. moving your hair out of the way, you place the necklace in his hand. “can you put this necklace on for me?” looking back at you and necklace, and repeating that motion, you notice his cheeks begin to flush. “you know what, I’ll figure it out. forget I even asked you-” “no. I’ll do it. turn around,” he responds. you turn and you feel the cold metal around the nape of your neck. “there. it’s done.” once you turn back around, you can’t help but notice the proximity between the two of you. you look into his eyes, and you find that he is already gazing at you shyly. smiling, yunseong seemed to have a surge of boldness run through him, for he leans in and kisses you square on the lips. you respond, hands resting on his shoulders. once you both are absolutely sure you’ve gotta catch your breaths, only then do you pull away. “you were looking so beautiful, I just had to kiss you.” this may have been the first time that your shy, timid boyfriend has left you completely speechless, and you weren’t mad about it.


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5 years ago

10. "we're here to win not whine" + yohan

it’s done! hope you like it!!

10. we’re here to win not whine.

[9:31 a.m.] normally, you wouldn’t be awake at this time on the weekend you were off. but you were today, why? because you are a counselor at a kid’s camp, Camp Cinco, and today you were having a laser tag battle against the staff from your rival camp, Camp Oui. it sounds a little childish out loud, considering that you and your colleagues are a bunch of college kids or post-grad students, but winning this game would mean that you’ve brought pride to the camp’s name. plus, you’re quite competitive, if you don’t say so yourself. so in other words, you are going to kick some ass today.

you meet your coworkers and chat when you see the camp oui staff walk into the center. a man who seems to be a few years older than you lead the way, followed by the rest of their players. he seems to be the head counselor, you think. your camp’s head counselor, gyuhyung, goes to greet him. You hear him introduce himself as sunho. they talk for a bit, then head back over to their respective areas. gyuhyung huddles you all together and starts reciting his game plan, “ok byungchan, you and sohee will go to the far left corner. gaeun, eunsang and I will guard this perimeter. meanwhile, sihoon, donghyun, and suhyun stay on the ground and keep a sharp eye. finally, y/n and jungmo, you two stay on the top, cover both sides, okay? let’s go, fighting!”

you cheer and you look up to the opposing team to find a really cute guy looking at you, from the other team. “yohan! focus!” you hear sunho say, which captures the boy’s attention. then, they huddle and start talking, and you hear someone groan, you hear sunho say, “we’re here to win, not whine, okay? alright, everyone, keep your head in the game, alright? fighting!” they all come and line up next to you and your group. the boy from before is standing next to you. you look up at him and he grins and wishes you good luck. “you too, although I’m not really supposed to say that,” you whisper. to this, he responds with a goofy smile (you mentally note that you really wanna see him smile like that again) and shrugs, “it’s all good..?” “y/n.” he repeats your name and you feel butterflies in your stomach. he introduces himself as yohan, and you exchange small talk until the horn is heard, signaling the start of the game. you say bye to him and enter the room.

after standing by your word, you and your team kick some ass hard. you’ve beaten the team by hundreds of points and you go out to see that you’re the top shooter from your team. as your coworkers come to you and congratulate you, you see yohan approach you. “not bad, y/n.” you look to see his score too. yohan’s also the top shooter for his team. “you’re not so bad yourself.” he laughs and says thanks to you. “so, I wanted to know, now that all of this is over, would you like to go grab a coffee?” the tips of his ears are red, and you’re not sure if it’s because he’s exhausted or he’s nervous but you say yes. you just won for your camp, and you scored a cute date? can your weekend get any better than this?


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5 years ago

10. "just making sure you've eaten" + yunsol but make it really angsty

here it is! i’m sorry for the delay, I had an exam this week but now that it’s over, I will make up for them this weekend! I hope you like it!

[7:42 p.m.] yunsol has been your rock throughout your relationship. from your highest of highs to your lowest of lows, he’s been there, at your side. recently, yunsol has been going through a lot; you were keeping up with the broadcasts of produce, and that’s when you saw that he was eliminated after the position evaluation. you saw how he and hyeonsu had worked through that choreography, he even told you about how much time they spent, perfecting every twist and turn so that it could complement the team’s image flawlessly. so naturally, when he was going through a rough time, you decided to be with him, just as he would.

you came to his house in the evening, with a bag of chicken and some cans of beer. you knocked on the door once. twice. and third time, you heard the door unlock and yunsol grumbling, “who is it now?” he opens the door and you take in his appearance: hair messy, eyes tired, clothes disheveled. “hey, yunsol.” you smiled and he rolled his eyes, catching you off guard. he replied and opened the door for you. you set the food down on the nearby coffee table. he plops down on the couch, and you go and sit next to him. he’s breathing, you’re breathing. that’s the only form of communication happening in the room. you open your mouth to speak when yunsol stops you. “listen, y/n, if you’re here to tell me that I did a great job on the show, save it. the show’s the last thing I need to hear about.” scoffing lightly, you reply, “but that’s the elephant in the room, isn’t it? I want to talk to you about it because you’re having a hard time with it. I want to help you as much as I can.” you rested your hand on his knee, to which his reaction was fierce. he pushed your hand off and stood up from the couch.

“GOD, y/n why can’t you understand that if I don’t want to talk about it, I don’t want to talk about it? you’re so freaking annoying! I don’t even know why you’re here, just leave!” suddenly feeling suffocated, you feel the headache begin as you suppress the tears in your eyes, and you shakily grab your bag, and stress the presence of the chicken and beer you brought with you, catching yunsol’s attention. “this,” motioning to the food, “is why I came. just making sure you’ve eaten. but clearly, it was my mistake coming here. call me when you want to talk.” and the last thing you see before you leave yunsol’s apartment is melancholy in yunsol’s eyes, cast downward with his chest heaving and his hands, clutching and relaxing.


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5 years ago

3 + jinhyuk

okay this one hurt, like really. but it’s done. i’m sorry if angst wasn’t what you had in mind for this one, but I just,,, I had to write it this way. regardless, I hope you like it.

3. how much did you hear?

[1:59 p.m.] the production crew usually let the trainees leave the dorms on sundays, to take care of whatever they needed to- be it visiting their families, running errands, anything of that sort. on sundays, jinhyuk usually went to your house and you two would spend the day together, and then he’d spend the night and leave early the next morning to report back to the dorms. today, jinhyuk was here, too. it’s been around an hour or so, but he’s been sitting in your shared bedroom for some time now, with the door closed. curious, you went to the door and gently knocked. after no response, you opened the door, to find him sitting on the edge of the bed, phone pressed to his ear, and his shoulders shaking.

“please, jinwoo, please do not give up on your dream. you are one of the most talented people I’ve met. you have so much potential it’s incredible. no matter who tells you what, never give up and remember, hyung’s always here for you.” his voice began to waver and crack in the last words, so he cleared his throat. your heart broke hearing this. you knew all about jinwoo and jinhyuk’s relationship. jinhyuk truly cherished him like he was his younger brother, and you saw the relationship depicted accurately on the broadcasts, too. when jinwoo didn’t make it to the next round, you called jinhyuk after the broadcast ended, consoling him. he kept his guard up, even then. but now, the poor man was in a vulnerable state, and it absolutely tore you to pieces seeing the scene unfold in front of you.

“alright, jinwoo, I’ve got to go, but take it easy, alright? and as I said before, if you need anything else, give me a call, okay? bye.” as soon as he hung up the phone, you went and sat next to jinhyuk, who had his face in his hands and let out small whimpers. you held him in your arms, running your hand across his back, rubbing it softly. he wrapped his arms around you once he had calmed down a bit. “how much did you hear?” his thick voice vibrated from your neck. “it doesn’t matter, what matters is you’re hurting right now. and it’s my job to bring you comfort, and ensure that your mind is put to ease. you were so brave on the broadcast, baby, you didn’t shed a tear. but you’re only human, and it’s only natural for you to show your emotions and not bottle them in. I’m glad you’re getting to let it out now than letting it sit in your heart and boil over.”

jinhyuk lifted his head to look you in the eye. you took in the sight of your boyfriend, eyes puffy and bloodshot, nose red and yet he managed to still look flawless. “that’s not fair,” you pouted. jinhyuk tilted his head to the side a little, a quizzical look on his face. “how do you look this good, even after crying? ah, I look like a whole clown after crying.” hearing this, jinhyuk laughs a little. “hey, are you agreeing? you’re supposed to say that I look great, no matter what.” you reply jokingly, laughing along with him and for a couple minutes, nothing but the symphony of you both’s laughter is heard in the room. jinhyuk rested his forehead against yours and said, “thank you, y/n, for everything; for being here, for making me feel better, for being in my life. I love you.” “I love you too, baby.”


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