The Urge To Just,,, Skip Some Pages In This Journal To Start A New One

the urge to just,,, skip some pages in this journal to start a new one

finally figured out how to download a fic to kindle and now nothing can stop me from reading fics in public. I will look so cool, reading from a kindle, but nope! I am reading about hit cw show supernatural. no one will know

yes, sam winchester is my favourite character and always will be. the boy who didn't choose to be bad. he is unclean since birth, it is written on his destiny to be the original evil and he manages to avoid it. he literally made himself be good against all heavens and hells. isn’t it fascinating to watch him in later seasons? his calm demeanor after years of running in circles. after years of tearing himself apart. because of things he did and didn’t, because of witnessing how his life has been torn to shreds. he just wanted to go to college at the end of the day. he wanted to be his own person. and his closest people made him feel ashamed of it. after all of it he chose family anyway. family that tried to change him to the core. he made peace with this life he tried to escape and found forgiveness. he managed to find happiness, and sympathy and hope. he managed to have enough for two. isn’t it pure devotion and goodness?

had a dream about my sibling, and you mean to tell me I have to go about my day, as though I didn't?

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

how ironic is it that Jody basically adopts Sam and Dean and then later adopts Alex and Claire. oh, the similarities between them all

you have Alex, who was a monster when we met her and Sam, who had demon blood in him. Alex was given a group of friends - a boyfriend - by someone who was wronged by her and later tried to kill her. and Sam, who was given a group of friends - a girlfriend - by someone who wanted to keep tabs on him to turn him into something worse. and both of them found this out in front of their loved ones. oh, and they both have something from their past, always coming and biting them in the ass again. oh, they both have school on Monday, too, can't forget that :)

you have Claire, who has so many daddy issues they can rival Dean's. both of their backgrounds are so, so similar, they really are just the same person in different fonts. what, Mary dies so John goes on this huge hunt and changes who he is to find her killer, and Jimmy gets possessed by an angel, leading Amelia to go on this huge hunt to find him and changing who she is as a person? and both John and Amelia die to protect their kid?

idk it's just a little ironic that Jody has these two boys who aren't always in her life, but she has these two girls who are so very similar to them that she does have every day of her life

also, Claire is gay??? if their backstories are so similar, should Dean not also b-(indistinct screaming, cars honking)