I Have To Reblog This, I Just Have To. Sorrynotsorry

I have to reblog this, I just have to. 🤷‍♀️ sorrynotsorry

not to be “that person who stares at gifs and makes a weird whining noise in the back of their throat all day” but

I’m kinda suffering

A LOT

So here’s some gifs to drag you all down with me

You know if you feel like watching Dean quietly implode via his hand on a loop all day

Awesome drawing of my OTP 👏🏻

it’s you.

it’s always been you.

Personal post

Bought a pride flag to show myself that my sexuality actually wasn’t just me trying to pretend that I was special, but that it existed and that a lot of people actually feel this way.

It felt wierd in the beginning, but now it feels wierd not to have it hanging casually behind my couch (not at all in focus, but not hidden either).

The only problem is, now I get all nervous about friends asking about it when they come over, and I don’t want to have to explain myself, because tbh I am still trying to let myself be okay with it, (without feeling like an attention-whore).

But as I look at it hanging, it makes me smile, and it makes my apartment a little more me.

So I’ll leave it. It’s probably good for me to show people who I really am (which I have always been bad at). I took a picture of it, and wanted to share my happiness with people, but was too chicken to put on intagram or something 🙃 baby steps ..

09/01/19

I really like the idea of Cas “going invisible girl” during the night and visiting a hospital just to go around and heal people..

When Cas is missing from an episode it’s canonically possible he is:

on a bender

reading 74 books on child rearing

riverboat gambling

texting emoticons

being held captive 

interrogating cats

unable to call back – no bars

marrying a djinn queen

recording a new voicemail message

taking an online doula class

in a car with a female

searching cereal boxes for prizes

stealing cars

looking for lucifer

listening to all his voicemails from Dean

healing babies

taking a bus

binge watching netflix

marrying some lady who found him naked

working a case

shopping at the hot topical

in the wind

in his room

being tortured

doing research

practicing holding his FBI badge

at the dentist

watching cartoons

drinking coffee

brainwashed

rolling his eyes

apology shopping

fixing his hair

lounging half naked in a bed coughing

acquiring a new trench coat

watching humanity

listening to religious radio

being tortured

performing small miracles at hospitals

labeling boxes in the bunker

lamenting his inability to taste pb&j

practicing being ‘bad cop’

watching porn

naked on Dean’s car covered in bees

getting tattooed

visiting guinea pigs

standing too close to explosions

listening to his mix tape

He’s come so far from

Whoop there’s that sexual tension again

❤❤

Do you guys ever just think about scenes, and feel so.. overwhelmed? Wink wink

Here’s a couple of the ones stuck in my head..

It’s been almost 2 years since it aired.. and I still can’t believe it. The way they filmed it was so.. unnecessary.. except to make our hearts stop for that moment. I mean… these two have got to be the only characters to ever shove eachother up against a wall, multiple times, and not end up making out. 🤷‍♀️ And zoomed in on their faces? With framing? In the same episode as the mixed tape?

And then this one

That look, that accent, that gulp with closed eyes, that whole damn episode. ‘nough said.

How bout you, what are your favorites?

Tagging a couple friends who always have the best gifs ❤ @mrsaquaman187 @verobatto-angelxhunter

12x01 Dean told Mary how she fell in love with John

12x19 Dean gave Cas his top 13 Zepp traxx mixtape  insp